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Default Nov 23, 2018 at 06:34 PM
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Ran quite far today, even for me. Organized 2 clothes drawers. Appetite OK, not great, not sure why. Need to work on dinner.

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Default Nov 23, 2018 at 07:37 PM
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Ugh. Today is one of those days when meals just come on too often. Starting dinner now, not too hungry. This is the part that sucks about being a mom & having a family. Meals, meals, meals. Days like today I get sick of it, especially when I don't have much appetite.

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Overate but not as bad as I would have expected given all these Thanksgiving leftovers.
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I hope you will feel better. I had cranberry sauce along with the meal and my blood sugar went up really high. It came back down nicely though with some apple cider vinegar water.
Thanks, I ate more food later. White bread with peanut butter. I felt better after eating that! Then I did my 1 run. Yay! Now I'm gonna jumprope. Have a great night LucyD Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2
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Thanks, I ate more food later. White bread with peanut butter. I felt better after eating that! Then I did my 1 run. Yay! Now I'm gonna jumprope. Have a great night LucyD Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2
I like peanut butter, too. Have you ever had the multiple nut butter? Trader Joe's has some they sell on amazon that is really good imo. My only problem with it is that I want to binge on it at times.

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I've done much better than usual today.
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Isn't it odd that the past few days during the holiday have been my best in a long time in terms dealing with my bulimia? Strange Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2 but I'm happy about it of course Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2

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I like peanut butter, too. Have you ever had the multiple nut butter? Trader Joe's has some they sell on amazon that is really good imo. My only problem with it is that I want to binge on it at times.
No, never heard of it. My OH buys PB. I would never buy it, I don't even care for it much. But I will eat a tablespoon of it for protein & fat. And I try to avoid our white bread so I'm not a PB Lover Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2
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If I could, I'd eat nothing today. But I plan on exercising like usual. I just hiked my dog on his leash. It's 1 pm. Been cleaning, too. I always clean while fasting. I get alot done!
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Here today. Realized I messed up my pillbox today and may have all week (refill on Sundays). Didn't run when I realized my balance was totally off and that I probably shouldn't even go walking. Slept most of the morning because of taking a night med in the morning. I feel so guilty for not exercising. EDs suck.

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Here today. Realized I messed up my pillbox today and may have all week (refill on Sundays). Didn't run when I realized my balance was totally off and that I probably shouldn't even go walking. Slept most of the morning because of taking a night med in the morning. I feel so guilty for not exercising. EDs suck.
When I was exercising a lot I used to feel guilty when I did not, too. Not sure that is all an ED thing; I think many feel the same way regardless if they have an ED or not. I used to think I'm slacking. I don't exercise at all any more and feel bad that I don't but not for very long when I think of all the pain it causes me.

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Went to a party tonight and had a lot to eat. Not going to measure my glucose level tonight and I hope I can avoid the scale for awhile; too depressing. I am just a few pounds from one of my goals but tonight I know that I've gone up so I hope to avoid the scale and thus avoid more depression. Maybe I should just toss the scale altogether; don't think I haven't thought of that!

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I had a serious insight today.

None of my friends weights matter to me. I don't even think about their weights. Wether they lose or gain it wouldn't make a difference to me in seeing them as people, and they'd still be the same, my friends. People with unique personalities. So I guess nobody really sees me as disgusting like I tend to feel about myself. I should treat myself like I would treat others.

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Had a horrible afternoon. Spent all of it depressed and crying, not food related. Not going into it here (already did that on the bipolar forum) except to say it pretty much killed my appetite.

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So sorry you had a bad afternoon. I hope there will be better times ahead for you BBB.

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So sorry you had a bad afternoon. I hope there will be better times ahead for you BBB.
Thank you.

I guess I'm a lit better today, still down though.

Ran but not as far as usual, ED voices not happy about that.

Need to shower, make lunch. Meals come around too often.

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Yesterday I had painful stomach bloat. Leery of consuming food today. I am trying to figure out which food is causing these stomach issues for me. I hate food...
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Yesterday I had painful stomach bloat. Leery of consuming food today. I am trying to figure out which food is causing these stomach issues for me. I hate food...

Food causing stomach issues is tough. Are you drinking enough water? Do you drink a lot of coffee or soda? Some days, the coffee gets me even though it is the amount I normally drink. I have some foods I cannot do any more like pizza and not much fried food.

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Please don't let other people's stupidity make you feel worthless in any way. You are a valuable person. I know it's easier said than done. I think you are a good person and good mom!

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