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Blue_Bird
is ready for recovery!
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,661
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#721
I'm doing well, bounced back pretty good from a slip up, eating healthy
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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SoSorry7735
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Member Since: Jun 2019
Location: USA
Posts: 21
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#722
I've realized that no matter what, I lose.
If I give into my appetite, I am disgusted, angry, and guilty. If I restrict, I am hungry and irritable and exhausted. What the heck! |
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LucyD
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Member Since: Apr 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 1,818
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#723
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__________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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Grand Poohbah
LucyD
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Member Since: Apr 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 1,818
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#724
I don't come here very often anymore. For some reason I feel good when I get here and leave feeling bad.
__________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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Legendary Wise Elder
Blue_Bird
is ready for recovery!
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,661
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#725
Doing well, had a slip up a few days ago but keep moving forward. Trying to stop obsessing about my weight now.
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Legendary Wise Elder
Blue_Bird
is ready for recovery!
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,661
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#726
Still doing good. A little obsessed about my weight again but not engaging in ED behaviors
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Grand Magnate
kumy
is looking for freedom
Member Since: Aug 2019
Location: hanging from a cloud
Posts: 3,002
192 hugs
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#727
That's grat Blue_Bird. I hope you keep like that!
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Grand Magnate
kumy
is looking for freedom
Member Since: Aug 2019
Location: hanging from a cloud
Posts: 3,002
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#730
I should start planning my foods again. Some days I'm eating a lot and some others I'm fasting. I've lost some pounds, which I shouldn't have.
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88Butterfly88
is fluttering by
Member Since: Dec 2015
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 54,178
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#731
I've been eating too much. Holidays leftovers aren't helping the cause.
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Grand Magnate
zapatoes
Looking for my way
Member Since: Sep 2018
Location: Islandia
Posts: 4,263
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#732
Really need to get back to regular routine of walking. Feel like I’ve gained weight over the last week and dislike it. I’m at a healthy weight and 9-10 years ago was almost too thin. It’s something about not liking how my stomach feels or hips look, it’s almost BDD. So I’m at a healthy weight, eating well and just need to get back to regular walking 30-60 minutes daily and it will be much better.
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Wise Elder
Have Hope
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Member Since: Dec 2017
Location: Eastern, USA
Posts: 9,043
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#733
I feel like I am in an AA meeting for the first time, admitting that I have an eating disorder.
It's been alive on and off for years. It was active for 7 years when I was a teen and young adult. Then it suddenly stopped on its own and I was fine for many years. Then it resurfaced in my adulthood years and it's been active for about 8 years now. I am now working on my recovery, on my own. It's my little secret though. NO ONE IRL knows, and I want to keep it that way. I am far too ashamed. It healed once, so I have faith it will heal again. My daily check in right now is that I am working on emotional regulation and awareness each and every day so that I don't slip back into the habit of emotional eating. I am working on adopting healthier coping mechanisms. I feel Ok today. Of course, it's only 7:15 Am and who knows what the day ahead holds. I am trying though. __________________ "Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination" ~4 Non Blondes |
Legendary Wise Elder
Mountaindewed
NoahsArk30
Member Since: Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 35,842
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#734
I was always preoccupied with my weight. Probably had PICA when I was 7 and 8. Gained a bunch from psych meds from 2006-2011. Lost a lot of weight from late 2015-2019. Gained a few back this winter. I’ve never been diagnosed with anything although I was just called an attention seeker back when I was a teenager from everyone from my mental health counselors to my parents. They said that I didn’t have any eating issues at all. Now as an adult there’s for sure some disordered thoughts when it comes to food. Although I’m not sure how much is my gender identity issues. My therapist is always asking about my eating habits and has thrown around the words eating disorder a handful of times.
Today was not a lot of eating but a whole lot of exercising which is new to me. __________________ Ridin' with Biden |
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ARaven0137
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Member Since: Feb 2020
Location: US
Posts: 621
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#735
Having been anorexic and having body image issues, this new reality of not having a gym is definitely playing on my self image. I'm doing what I can to keep fit, but I can tell I'm edgy and starting to think about weight more often.
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Elder
shovelhead
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Member Since: Jul 2017
Location: USA
Posts: 5,027
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#736
Was very happy our grocery stores somehow got in some raw vegetables. I was eating cold sauerkraut & pickles for my raw veggie fix. For awhile, there was no vegetables at all, in the stores here.
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Elder
shovelhead
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Member Since: Jul 2017
Location: USA
Posts: 5,027
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#739
I feel sick from pounding burnt, black coffee. Pots of it. I ate food but I still feel like crap. Water, water instead..
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Elder
shovelhead
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Member Since: Jul 2017
Location: USA
Posts: 5,027
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#740
For sure! I've been eating sugar cereal & other garbage crap, cuz I can't even get to grocery store for my clean food items! Sugar cereal is one of the absolute worst...
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