Home Menu

Menu



advertisement
Closed Thread
Thread Tools Display Modes
happysobercrafter
Elder
 
happysobercrafter's Avatar
 
Member Since Jul 2017
Location: MO
Posts: 5,677 (SuperPoster!)
6
9,930 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Oct 11, 2020 at 06:39 AM
  #901
@raging vortex

(((((((honeybunny))))))))) I hear your struggle. xoxoxoxox

__________________


"Love you.
Take care of you.

Be true to you.

You are the only you,
you will ever know the best.


Reach for YOUR stars.


You can reach them better
than anyone else ever can."


Landon Clary Eason
Grateful Sobriety Fangirl Since 11-16-2007

Happy Sober Crafter
happysobercrafter is offline  
 
Hugs from:
Anonymous32451

advertisement
Anonymous32451
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Default Oct 12, 2020 at 04:19 AM
  #902
I can't wait to eat

I know that's a really bad thing to say, but I am litirally not doing anything else

eating will make sure my day isn't wasted
 
 
Hugs from:
happysobercrafter
 
Thanks for this!
happysobercrafter, MALmic26
happysobercrafter
Elder
 
happysobercrafter's Avatar
 
Member Since Jul 2017
Location: MO
Posts: 5,677 (SuperPoster!)
6
9,930 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Oct 12, 2020 at 11:50 AM
  #903
I am still eating candy, but not as much as I have been. My unmet needs episode is waning.

__________________


"Love you.
Take care of you.

Be true to you.

You are the only you,
you will ever know the best.


Reach for YOUR stars.


You can reach them better
than anyone else ever can."


Landon Clary Eason
Grateful Sobriety Fangirl Since 11-16-2007

Happy Sober Crafter
happysobercrafter is offline  
childofchaos831
Elder
 
childofchaos831's Avatar
 
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
Posts: 5,037
7
15 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Oct 12, 2020 at 12:53 PM
  #904
Not doing well at all

__________________


Diagnoses:
PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain
childofchaos831 is offline  
 
Thanks for this!
MALmic26
MALmic26
Junior Member
 
Member Since Jun 2020
Posts: 20
3
4 hugs
given
Default Oct 12, 2020 at 12:56 PM
  #905
I binged and purged 6 times 8 times in 3 days and I feel awfully emotionally and physically. This is so dangerous to do but I still do it... Right now, I’m eating semi normally. I still overeat but I’m not purging ‘cause I’m not alone in the house like I’d like to be. My mom won’t let me leave the house unless I have a good reason. Anyway... that’s my update.
MALmic26 is offline  
Anonymous32451
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Default Oct 15, 2020 at 02:08 PM
  #906
this week (apart from monday when I ate way way too much) has been okay

no takeouts, but I will tomorrow

I'll have my mcdonalds
 
Anonymous32451
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Default Oct 17, 2020 at 07:12 AM
  #907
yesterday I ate mcdonalds.

after, I also had a whole bag of chocolate hearts.

today I had fruit and chocolate
 
Anonymous32451
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Default Oct 20, 2020 at 02:30 PM
  #908
I don't think the weekend was too bad really. I'm eating more chocolate, but not accessive I don't think

the week's started on a low for food: both yesterday and tonight I didn't enjoy my dinner (not because I overate, just because I didn't enjoy it)
 
MALmic26
Junior Member
 
Member Since Jun 2020
Posts: 20
3
4 hugs
given
Default Oct 20, 2020 at 02:41 PM
  #909
I’m becoming increasingly depressed. I don’t think recovery is making me depressed, even though I hate recovery ‘cause I hate keeping food down. Maybe ‘cause I’m having thoughts of I don’t wanna live anymore,again (‘cause I really don’t). Who knows really? I just want the pain to end Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2
MALmic26 is offline  
 
Hugs from:
zapatoes
Anonymous32451
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Default Oct 22, 2020 at 02:23 PM
  #910
average day today.

fruit, a few snacks (mostly candy), and my dinner.

more candy afterwards but not accessivwe
 
Anonymous32451
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Default Oct 23, 2020 at 05:12 AM
  #911
mcdonalds day today MMMM.
 
Anonymous32451
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Default Oct 26, 2020 at 05:06 AM
  #912
I didn't eat too good yesterday.

meal was dry and bland. didn't like it at all

I am hoping for a better meal today..
 
Anonymous32451
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Default Oct 27, 2020 at 10:57 AM
  #913
I had a really nice dinner yesterday (just a plate of breaded chicken) not that healthy, but it was nice

and I've been eating a lot of roast chicken flavoured potato chips

one of these situations.. I don't need to, I feel quite full, but you know how it is.
 
Anonymous32451
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Default Nov 01, 2020 at 06:53 AM
  #914
I did not go too crazy during halloween

actually, I have a lot of lolliepops left. none of the lemon candies (their all gone), but a lot of lolliepops

ate all my dinner as well, burgers and fries..
 
OutOfMyMind75
Member
 
OutOfMyMind75's Avatar
 
Member Since Oct 2020
Location: USA
Posts: 32
3
12 hugs
given
Default Nov 01, 2020 at 10:36 PM
  #915
Struggling.
OutOfMyMind75 is offline  
 
Hugs from:
Anonymous32451
Anonymous32451
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Default Nov 04, 2020 at 05:14 AM
  #916
today is the day where I need to prepare my menu for next week, and I'm going to try and make it more positive. this week I've had sausages twice, and some form of chicken for the the remainder of the days so I'm not really getting much variety in my diet

it's really hard though. a lot of food groups I either don't like, (such as fish or salad), and a lot of foods my body just rejects without me doing much (such as veg)

always been a bit of an issue really... the whole balanced diet thing
 
Anonymous32451
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Default Nov 05, 2020 at 07:17 AM
  #917
well I've done my menu and it's not really that healthy, I guess

I thought about what I would actually eat, and not about what's healthy- so sausages, chicken, pizza 1 night.. nothing too healthy next week.

chicken was good last night though, I had chicken wings with salt on them- afterwards I had some halloween candy

today I am also having chicken, but I did have my healthy fruit salad for breakfast which is a start.
 
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
 
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,723 (SuperPoster!)
10
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Nov 07, 2020 at 12:18 AM
  #918
I'm starting to go to a weekly eating disorder group beginning next week at the clinic I go to. My therapist recommended it to me since I've been struggling with my ED again. So I'm hoping that's helpful.

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is offline  
Anonymous32451
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Default Nov 07, 2020 at 11:41 AM
  #919
yesterday I had, .... chicken again this time nuggets from mcdonalds

it was nice, but not sure I should be too happy about eating chicken 3 nights in a row

tonight i'm having scampi though- which is fish, (which I usually hate), but I can eat this.. it's fine
 
Anonymous32451
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Default Nov 12, 2020 at 06:13 AM
  #920
I have struggled this week with undereating

most nights I have not enjoyed my food, what so ever (not because I ate snacks, I've barely eaten anything) just because... I dunno, just not been enjoying it I guess.

I did eat all my food yesterday though. turkey dinos (again)

hmm need to fill myself up though seriously. not eaten much food at all
 
 
Hugs from:
Blue_Bird
Closed Thread




All times are GMT -5. The time now is 12:32 AM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2024, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.



 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.