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Man you have no idea how long it's taken to post anything about this here. I guess there's a couple of reasons for that...But either way it's hard to say anything, hard to be honest, and just plain hard to deal with overall.
So I'm just gonna rant a bit/ sort of ask for help. Kinda just at a loss at this point? ??? Like it seems no matter what I do I feel like ****. Just eating everything or barely anything. If I really sit down and think about what I’ve eaten, because of course I have, I guess I usually lean towards the barely anything if either, not that it really makes enough of a difference, or means hey there are some days I eat plenty. Still either way nearly every waking second is dedicated to eating or not eating. Then it’s a whole lot of keeping track of everything of everything I have or haven’t eaten, you know so I know what I can eat in the near future or what it’s gonna take to make the number on the scale go down tomorrow. That scale is a mean little bugger. It’s like a train wreck, stepping on is almost a compulsion, yet those few seconds before going into the bathroom and the number appearing are terrifying. I mean terrifying. I mean admitting something doesn’t stop the problem…Whatever that is. The bottom line is I still wanna keep at it, the whole losing weight thing, but then no matter what I do or how much I lose it completely pushes out every other thought I do or could have. By now I hate to do so, but the only choice I really have now is to ask for advice because I don’t want to keep doing this, but then I think even more I’d just like to get rid of weight any possible way I can. I dunno, what about anyone else? __________________ Because in truth, I am that monster.
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I am a bouncy eater. I go through spells of not eating, and then the flip side. Mostly I eat way less when I see I have gained a few pounds. It is one of my issues. I also haven't found a way to stop this. It is a way of thought I believe.
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