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Location: Finland
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Sep 30, 2019 at 01:04 PM
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I feel like I’m stuck in this cycle where sometimes I’m feeling really bad and I’m seriously thinking is it safe for me to live alone, but every time when I reach the point: ’’Now I’m going to tell someone’’, I’m feeling good again. I can stand in the kitchen not being able to move and I just feel it’s okay and life is good and everything is wonderful.
This is also the reason why my doctors appointments doesn’t usually help ’cause I don’t seem to be in much trouble. Like once I missed my pretty much sure diagnosis of achalasia (swallowing problem) because I described my situation much better than it actually was. Because I can’t get out of this cycle, I just wait. I wait until things are getting out of control. It’s so stupid and I don’t understand myself. I don’t know what to do. |
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Sep 30, 2019 at 05:58 PM
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Have you described this cycle for your doctor or therapist? Or are you only telling them about the "good" side?
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Oct 01, 2019 at 06:16 AM
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Have you ever thought about why you are in a bad mood? Are there objective reasons?
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Oct 02, 2019 at 03:56 PM
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I'm not seeing a doctor/therapist at the moment and I don't know if I should. I don't think there's anything really causing me a bad mood which is problematic. I just kind of fall asleep in my mind and body. I cry sometimes, but sometimes I just can't talk or move my body and it scares me. Sometimes it doesn't scare me at all. I feel wonderful.
Sometimes my mood changer radically very fast. I can cry one moment and feel deeply helpless and then I can smile again and feel strong. Sometimes I do question my own good feeling. I'm not sure if it's always a real feeling. |
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Oct 02, 2019 at 05:26 PM
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I would really strongly suggest you try to find a therapist nearby and discuss some of these experiences with him or her. It is clearly distressing to you and that creates additional stress for you and then, pretty soon, the whole thing is just kind of out of control. Please see someone. Soon.
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