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#201
I've been trying to find Monsooned Malabar, too. No luck. I think I'm just going to have to order it online.
I think the problem for me, Museum, is that I'm finding it harder and harder to be able to live with what I see in myself, parts which I'm desperately trying to excise. On the plus side, anxiety wasn't too bad this morning. |
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#202
As an update (and I don't normally double-post but it's been a day, and today is my fifth anniversary of turning 33, so why not?), it's funny how I was going over the thread, and when I made it, I wasn't looking forward to 2018, and now, I have a gf and things are going well.
Anyone else ever look back at early posts and feel as though you have come a long way? |
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#203
I'm glad things are going better for you. I don't go back to look at past posts, but maybe I should?
And can I get something to eat in this place? how about Steak Tartare Cheval (you don't want to know what this is) __________________ “If we could change ourselves, the tendencies in the world would also change. As a man changes his own nature, so does the attitude of the world change towards him. ... We need not wait to see what others do.” Gandhi |
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#204
I'm glad you are feeling better too Michael.
We've got steak Mike. __________________ "Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it.” – Helen Keller |
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#205
Sometimes I go back and see what I've written, because I wonder if my sensitivity and actual helpfulness has increased/remained the same. I think looking at things with some time removed can show things in a clearer light!
I'm happy that things are going well for you now, Michael. Please always remember, it's day by day. Just one knotty problem at a time. Hugggs, everyone. Enjoy yourselves; It's Saturday Niiiiiiiiighttt! |
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#206
Hugs to you too. I'll try but I don't have any plans tonight. What about you?
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#207
Thanks, sweetheart. Back atcha!!
Plans include mostly howling at the moons of Jupiter. |
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#208
Howling at the moons of Jupiter, maybe I'll join you.
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#209
Hoooowwwwwwllllllll.......llll
__________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#211
I'm so sorry I didn't post, guys. I didn't mean to ignore you. Turns out, the dank of the cantina is where I belong, after all.
*sigh* *turns on the lights and takes the barstools down* |
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#212
Welcome back Michael! How have you been?
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#213
I've been better. Everything is in decline, though. It is what it is, I guess. So desperate for work that I took a sh*tty little job at Dollar Tree making minimum wage ($7.25/ht), all to please a girl who no longer wants me. Par for the course, it seems.
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#214
I hope you are able to find a better job.
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#215
I am not. I had over 50 applications turned in, in less than a month. Three interviews, about a dozen turn-downs, and the rest just never got back to me.
The only place that will hire someone like me is Dollar Tree, apparently. There's nowhere lower to go short of being homeless. And I have to quit my job because I don't think I can be that close to my ex and not want to see her. The thought of someone else touching her is making me sick. I asked the PA to give me seroquel so I could sleepwalk through my days, only waking up to taken another pill. He gave me 25mg 2x daily. I don't think that's enough. I wanted 3-500 mg to start. I want to be comatose. |
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#216
I hope things improve soon.
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#217
They have somewhat. My gf didn't want to break up with me, turns out, but she was trying to tell me she needed space and it wasn't coming out right. So we ended up working it out.
Besides, we need to revive this thread and get it in the hot list before they pave it over with a strip mall or a condo. lol |
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#218
I'm glad things worked out with your girlfriend. Lol, but if they built a condo we could all hang out there.
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#219
Wow! I've been away for awhile. That must have been one helluva party.
Huggs, all. |
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