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Michael2Wolves · May 27, 2018 at 07:15 AM

I've been trying to find Monsooned Malabar, too. No luck. I think I'm just going to have to order it online.

I think the problem for me, Museum, is that I'm finding it harder and harder to be able to live with what I see in myself, parts which I'm desperately trying to excise.

On the plus side, anxiety wasn't too bad this morning.

Michael2Wolves · May 28, 2018 at 11:08 PM

As an update (and I don't normally double-post but it's been a day, and today is my fifth anniversary of turning 33, so why not?), it's funny how I was going over the thread, and when I made it, I wasn't looking forward to 2018, and now, I have a gf and things are going well.

Anyone else ever look back at early posts and feel as though you have come a long way?

Mike_J · Jun 01, 2018 at 11:20 AM

I'm glad things are going better for you. I don't go back to look at past posts, but maybe I should?

And can I get something to eat in this place? how about Steak Tartare Cheval (you don't want to know what this is)

88Butterfly88 · Jun 01, 2018 at 12:23 PM

I'm glad you are feeling better too Michael.

We've got steak Mike.

MuseumGhost · Jun 09, 2018 at 06:43 PM

Sometimes I go back and see what I've written, because I wonder if my sensitivity and actual helpfulness has increased/remained the same. I think looking at things with some time removed can show things in a clearer light!

I'm happy that things are going well for you now, Michael. Please always remember, it's day by day. Just one knotty problem at a time.

Hugggs, everyone.

Enjoy yourselves; It's Saturday Niiiiiiiiighttt!

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88Butterfly88 · Jun 09, 2018 at 06:44 PM

Hugs to you too. I'll try but I don't have any plans tonight. What about you?

MuseumGhost · Jun 09, 2018 at 06:50 PM

Thanks, sweetheart. Back atcha!!

Plans include mostly howling at the moons of Jupiter.

88Butterfly88 · Jun 09, 2018 at 07:02 PM

Howling at the moons of Jupiter, maybe I'll join you.

Nammu · Jun 09, 2018 at 07:28 PM

Hoooowwwwwwllllllll.......llll

88Butterfly88 · Jun 12, 2018 at 11:23 AM

Michael2Wolves · Jul 01, 2018 at 10:14 PM

I'm so sorry I didn't post, guys. I didn't mean to ignore you. Turns out, the dank of the cantina is where I belong, after all.

*sigh*

*turns on the lights and takes the barstools down*

88Butterfly88 · Jul 02, 2018 at 07:20 AM

Welcome back Michael! How have you been?

Michael2Wolves · Jul 02, 2018 at 07:37 AM

I've been better. Everything is in decline, though. It is what it is, I guess. So desperate for work that I took a sh*tty little job at Dollar Tree making minimum wage ($7.25/ht), all to please a girl who no longer wants me. Par for the course, it seems.

88Butterfly88 · Jul 02, 2018 at 10:13 AM

I hope you are able to find a better job.

Michael2Wolves · Jul 02, 2018 at 10:46 AM

I am not. I had over 50 applications turned in, in less than a month. Three interviews, about a dozen turn-downs, and the rest just never got back to me.

The only place that will hire someone like me is Dollar Tree, apparently. There's nowhere lower to go short of being homeless. And I have to quit my job because I don't think I can be that close to my ex and not want to see her. The thought of someone else touching her is making me sick. I asked the PA to give me seroquel so I could sleepwalk through my days, only waking up to taken another pill. He gave me 25mg 2x daily. I don't think that's enough. I wanted 3-500 mg to start. I want to be comatose.

88Butterfly88 · Jul 02, 2018 at 10:52 AM

I hope things improve soon.

Michael2Wolves · Jul 23, 2018 at 06:43 PM

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Originally Posted by 88Butterfly88

I hope things improve soon.

They have somewhat. My gf didn't want to break up with me, turns out, but she was trying to tell me she needed space and it wasn't coming out right. So we ended up working it out.

Besides, we need to revive this thread and get it in the hot list before they pave it over with a strip mall or a condo. lol

88Butterfly88 · Jul 24, 2018 at 07:08 AM

I'm glad things worked out with your girlfriend. Lol, but if they built a condo we could all hang out there.

MuseumGhost · Oct 16, 2018 at 10:51 PM

Wow! I've been away for awhile. That must have been one helluva party.

Huggs, all.

88Butterfly88 · Oct 20, 2018 at 01:50 PM

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Originally Posted by MuseumGhost

Wow! I've been away for awhile. That must have been one helluva party.

Huggs, all.

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Michael2Wolves Account Suspended Member Since Jan 2018 Location: Wisconsin Posts: 1,160 6 247 hugs given	May 27, 2018 at 07:15 AM #201 I've been trying to find Monsooned Malabar, too. No luck. I think I'm just going to have to order it online. I think the problem for me, Museum, is that I'm finding it harder and harder to be able to live with what I see in myself, parts which I'm desperately trying to excise. On the plus side, anxiety wasn't too bad this morning.
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88Butterfly88 Moderator Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015 Location: New Jersey Posts: 54,191 (SuperPoster!) 8 10.5k hugs given	Jun 01, 2018 at 12:23 PM #204 I'm glad you are feeling better too Michael. We've got steak Mike. __________________ "Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it.” – Helen Keller
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88Butterfly88 Moderator Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015 Location: New Jersey Posts: 54,191 (SuperPoster!) 8 10.5k hugs given	Jun 09, 2018 at 06:44 PM #206 Hugs to you too. I'll try but I don't have any plans tonight. What about you?
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MuseumGhost Grand Magnate Member Since Apr 2012 Location: Ontario, Canada Posts: 3,257 12 12.3k hugs given	Jun 09, 2018 at 06:50 PM #207 Thanks, sweetheart. Back atcha!! Plans include mostly howling at the moons of Jupiter.
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88Butterfly88 Moderator Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015 Location: New Jersey Posts: 54,191 (SuperPoster!) 8 10.5k hugs given	Jun 09, 2018 at 07:02 PM #208 Howling at the moons of Jupiter, maybe I'll join you.
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Nammu Crone Member Since May 2010 Location: Some where between my inner mind and the solar system. Posts: 71,359 (SuperPoster!) 13 53.6k hugs given	Jun 09, 2018 at 07:28 PM #209 Hoooowwwwwwllllllll.......llll __________________ *Nammu* …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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88Butterfly88 Moderator Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015 Location: New Jersey Posts: 54,191 (SuperPoster!) 8 10.5k hugs given	Jun 12, 2018 at 11:23 AM #210
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Michael2Wolves Account Suspended Member Since Jan 2018 Location: Wisconsin Posts: 1,160 6 247 hugs given	Jul 01, 2018 at 10:14 PM #211 I'm so sorry I didn't post, guys. I didn't mean to ignore you. Turns out, the dank of the cantina is where I belong, after all. sigh turns on the lights and takes the barstools down
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88Butterfly88 Moderator Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015 Location: New Jersey Posts: 54,191 (SuperPoster!) 8 10.5k hugs given	Jul 02, 2018 at 07:20 AM #212 Welcome back Michael! How have you been?
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Michael2Wolves Account Suspended Member Since Jan 2018 Location: Wisconsin Posts: 1,160 6 247 hugs given	Jul 02, 2018 at 07:37 AM #213 I've been better. Everything is in decline, though. It is what it is, I guess. So desperate for work that I took a sh*tty little job at Dollar Tree making minimum wage ($7.25/ht), all to please a girl who no longer wants me. Par for the course, it seems.
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88Butterfly88 Moderator Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015 Location: New Jersey Posts: 54,191 (SuperPoster!) 8 10.5k hugs given	Jul 02, 2018 at 10:13 AM #214 I hope you are able to find a better job.
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88Butterfly88 Moderator Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015 Location: New Jersey Posts: 54,191 (SuperPoster!) 8 10.5k hugs given	Jul 02, 2018 at 10:52 AM #216 I hope things improve soon.
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88Butterfly88 Moderator Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015 Location: New Jersey Posts: 54,191 (SuperPoster!) 8 10.5k hugs given	Jul 24, 2018 at 07:08 AM #218 I'm glad things worked out with your girlfriend. Lol, but if they built a condo we could all hang out there.
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MuseumGhost Grand Magnate Member Since Apr 2012 Location: Ontario, Canada Posts: 3,257 12 12.3k hugs given	Oct 16, 2018 at 10:51 PM #219 Wow! I've been away for awhile. That must have been one helluva party. Huggs, all.
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