FAQ/Help |
Calendar |
Search |
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
(SuperPoster!)
5 117.7k hugs
given |
#801
I'm feeling tired of being at work. I want to be at home curled up in bed.
__________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
guilloche
|
healing from trauma
Member Since Dec 2017
Location: Alberta
Posts: 30,425
(SuperPoster!)
6 24.3k hugs
given |
#802
Anxious this afternoon
|
guilloche
|
Grand Poohbah
Member Since Apr 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 1,818
8 1,667 hugs
given |
#803
feeling calm but not in the greatest mood today...oh well, there will be days like this.
__________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
|
guilloche
|
Magnate
Member Since Jun 2014
Location: US
Posts: 2,734
9 2,704 hugs
given |
#804
Hey! Guess what! I got kicked out of therapy! Apparently, I make my therapist feel bad (that's the short version).
I actually totally agree that our styles were just not meshing at all. But the fact that she feels like I'm judging and mocking her (which I swear, was not ever my intent) - maybe says she still has some issues to work on? I don't know. I feel crappy and am fighting back tears. Going to head to the therapy subforum to write, I think. Maybe. But overall, was already feeling bad... and then my day got a whole lot worse. Especially love the wasted money on this session, thanks. I ended up leaving 30 minutes in because, really, what else could be said? She wanted me to stay and "work through the feelings" but given that she hasn't helped me with any other feelings, why? Arghghhhghghghghhgghhg *working on keeping my head above water* |
Marylin, SlumberKitty
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
(SuperPoster!)
5 117.7k hugs
given |
#805
Sorry Guilloche, that sucks. I'm sorry that happened to you! HUGS Kit
__________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
guilloche
|
guilloche
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
(SuperPoster!)
5 117.7k hugs
given |
#806
Anxious because the bank hasn't called me back regarding the wire transfer. Kit
__________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
guilloche
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 36,113
(SuperPoster!)
7 8,736 hugs
given |
#807
Quote:
__________________ Ridin' with Biden |
|
guilloche, SlumberKitty
|
guilloche
|
healing from trauma
Member Since Dec 2017
Location: Alberta
Posts: 30,425
(SuperPoster!)
6 24.3k hugs
given |
#808
Very anxious and depressed this morning
|
guilloche, SlumberKitty
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
(SuperPoster!)
5 117.7k hugs
given |
#809
Zoned Out.
__________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
guilloche
|
Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: England,UK
Posts: 3,017
9 863 hugs
given |
#810
I feel really tired,angry,sad,depressed and a bit numb too.I no longer use food to stuff down my emotions,this leave me feeling a bit rudderless when emotions come up,sometimes the emotions are hard to deal with like when I am angry or sad.
Today went as planned,I had a grocery shop delivered and I packed it away.Also delivered were cat biscuits and a patio door lock which I was able to fit myself.A man came from a security company about getting CCTV so I could know if my sister tried to enter my house.I can get a camera linked to my phone that records and monitors 24/7.It is affordable so i can go ahead and get it.I will feel much better when this is fitted and up and working. I am unhappy right now.I don't know how to reconcile myself to having suffered so much abuse in the past and because of that my life is directionless now.I don't know what it would take,what has to happen for me to be happy. |
guilloche
|
healing from trauma
Member Since Dec 2017
Location: Alberta
Posts: 30,425
(SuperPoster!)
6 24.3k hugs
given |
#811
Very anxious this afternoon
|
guilloche
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 36,113
(SuperPoster!)
7 8,736 hugs
given |
#812
I’m feeling sort of concerned. I just read that antibiotics can cause you to be hungry and pack on the pounds. I can’t be sure but some sites are saying it’s irreversible. I’m not sure if I believe that but in the 9 days I’ve been on my antibiotics I’ve gained 7 pounds.
__________________ Ridin' with Biden |
guilloche
|
Grand Poohbah
Member Since Apr 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 1,818
8 1,667 hugs
given |
#813
very tired, worried, perplexed.
__________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
|
guilloche
|
Magnate
Member Since Jun 2014
Location: US
Posts: 2,734
9 2,704 hugs
given |
#814
*thanks!* SlumberKitty and MountainDewed.
I'm feeling kind of OK with not being with this therapist anymore. I think that I might have been bumping up against her own (unhealed) stuff... she'd tell me that she felt really awkward with me, not like herself, and afraid to say stuff, because she was afraid that I'd judge her. I didn't *feel* like I was judging her... and I told her that... but it came up multiple times. So, I sort of think this one may be on her. I just wish I had seen the red flags earlier. I am grateful that she got me to neurofeedback, and I'm hopeful that that will help me reorganize my brain a bit *fingers crossed* Today - I am SO TIRED. Didn't sleep well last night, and just dragging... ugh. I probably need to work on getting to bed earlier tonight. Being tired from the moment you wake up is not fun! |
Taylor27
|
healing from trauma
Member Since Dec 2017
Location: Alberta
Posts: 30,425
(SuperPoster!)
6 24.3k hugs
given |
#815
Tired and depressed this morning
|
guilloche, SlumberKitty
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
(SuperPoster!)
5 117.7k hugs
given |
#816
I'm feeling kind of numb.
__________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
guilloche
|
Magnate
Member Since Jun 2014
Location: US
Posts: 2,734
9 2,704 hugs
given |
#817
Tired and hating my job.
My brain isn't keeping up with what I need it to do. I zoned out driving to the chiropractor and missed the exit, then got really confused about where I was and if I had missed it, or not yet seen it. Had to get off the interstate, find a place to park, and hook up the GPS. Ughhhh.... brain!!! |
SlumberKitty
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
(SuperPoster!)
5 117.7k hugs
given |
#818
Quote:
__________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
|
guilloche
|
guilloche
|
Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: England,UK
Posts: 3,017
9 863 hugs
given |
#819
I feel low and anxious and angry and upset!
|
guilloche
|
healing from trauma
Member Since Dec 2017
Location: Alberta
Posts: 30,425
(SuperPoster!)
6 24.3k hugs
given |
#820
Overwhelmed right now
|
guilloche
|
Closed Thread |
Thread Tools | |
Display Modes | |
|