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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Jan 2019
Location: London
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#821
Annoyed.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 36,215
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#822
I have all the symptoms that I’m getting my period. But I’m not actually getting it. I’m frustrated.
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Member
Member Since Mar 2015
Location: Northeast USA
Posts: 161
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#823
I feel lousy. I suffer from Bipolar Disorder I with Depression. I thought I was enjoying a temporary upswing in motivation, energy, and productivity. I was waking up earlier (~6:15am), getting dressed and starting my work day. Also, I cut down on alcohol and upped my exercise frequency.
However, all I feel today is anxiety, worry, and a tightness in my chest. There is a great article that captures my woe: Do you have small task addiction? Do you have small task addiction? - Timely I crave the dopamine addiction from crossing a task off my list, no matter how insignificant. It's kind of like Lloyd Braun on Seinfeld, who relishes ringing the bell to signify a sale, in the "Serenity Now" episode. YouTube __________________ Diagnosis: Bipolar I w/ Depression Medications: Lamictal Lyrica ECT - once / month |
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Member Since Feb 2015
Location: Parts Unknown
Posts: 316
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#824
Frustrated. I saw a psychiatrist earlier today and it didn't go well. I'm not sure what I expected, but it wasn't essentially "There's nothing wrong with you. You created your own problems, and it's up to you to solve them. Good luck." I need help and didn't get it, so I'll seek help elsewhere. No point dwelling on it.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: England,UK
Posts: 3,017
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#825
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guilloche, Symbolic
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Magnate
Member Since Jun 2014
Location: US
Posts: 2,734
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#826
I'm still a little tired, but better than yesterday. I'm just not sleeping well...
re: Forgetfulness (thanks for the comment SlumberKitty! Sorry you're brain is spacing out on you too!) - I got up this morning and realized that when I cooked (meatballs) last night, I accidentally left ONE out. Just one! So, 11/12 meatballs made it in to the fridge. It's so weird. I got to talk to my super smart awesome neuroscience guy last night for a couple minutes to check in, and he's changing the protocols for the neurofeedback again this week (which I expected). I hope he got it when I explained the weird "missing things", because it seems to be happening a lot. I really wonder what's going on with my brain. He said right now, he's working off the theory that my brain is just a little bit different from everyone elses' (because I've been really sensitive to the NF, and having weird effects that he wouldn't have predicted)... but if I still keep responding weirdly, he's going to throw that theory out, assume my brain is wildly different, and just give me a bunch of other stuff to try, so we can figure out what my brain actually needs/wants to feel good. The thought that my brain is wildly different from everyone elses... ack. I don't know what to do with that. I still worry that I'm messing something up, but there's not much I can do, except keep trying protocols and seeing how I feel after. I'm happy it's finally Friday! But stressed about work. My boss is throwing stuff at me, and I'm not 100% clear on what he needs... Happy Friday everyone! |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: England,UK
Posts: 3,017
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#827
I am feeling ok right now,my mood is ok,not low or depressed.I had a shower and am headed out soon to go to the cafe and see a film.
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guilloche, SlumberKitty
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healing from trauma
Member Since Dec 2017
Location: Alberta
Posts: 30,425
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#828
Mixed emotions
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guilloche, SlumberKitty
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
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#829
I'm feeling kind of fragile and a little anxious. Not sure what I'm anxious about. Kit
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: England,UK
Posts: 3,017
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#830
I feel vulnerable and I need some love and support.
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guilloche
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healing from trauma
Member Since Dec 2017
Location: Alberta
Posts: 30,425
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#831
Mixed emotions
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guilloche
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: England,UK
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#832
A bit lost right now as I spoilt my diet by eating sugar laden ice creme,so disappointed in myself.I will make up for it tomorrow by sticking to 1200 calories.
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guilloche, Mopey
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healing from trauma
Member Since Dec 2017
Location: Alberta
Posts: 30,425
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#833
Tired and on the bored side right now
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guilloche
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: England,UK
Posts: 3,017
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#834
I am alone and lonely,I miss my niece and I want some love and attention.I am not feeling kind towards myself right now.
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Magnate
Member Since Oct 2018
Location: California
Posts: 2,025
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#835
I have feelings of encroaching dread -- I'm doing taxes.
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guilloche
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Magnate
Member Since Jun 2014
Location: US
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#836
I am tired, and feel like my whole day has been a waste.
Did neurofeedback last night, ended up with a headache and not able to sleep. Still tired and feeling out of sorts today, spent part of the afternoon in bed, just not very productive. It's Saturday and I'm already *dreading* Monday. do not want to go back to work! |
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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#837
Pretty good.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: CA
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#838
Tired right now
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: England,UK
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#839
I feel refreshed,I woke up at 3.20am having gone to bed last night at 10.30pm.I will need to sleep again soon and wake up again at 8am.I plan to sweep the garden get rid of the dead leaves.I feel more positive today but that may change as my moods vary and can be volatile.I am ok right now though.
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#840
my teeth feel really weird
I'm trying this new bublegum drink and it's..... well, diffrent giving my teeth a vibration type feeling |
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