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#581
I hope the rain comes through for you Cheryl, if it hasn't yet.
I am tired this morning. Didn't sleep well. Feeling overwhelmed with personal stuff now (since it's the weekend), and sad... I think about what I want out of life, where I'd like to be, and it feels so impossibly far - I feel like I have about as much chance as swimming to Antarctica on my own as actually creating the life that I want. But right now, I guess I need to find some lunch and try to focus on dishwashers. My dishwasher has been broken for... I don't know, most of this year I guess? It shouldn't be this hard. I need to just pick something and have them come try to install it. |
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Taylor27
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Location: Alberta
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#582
Mixed emotions
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Taylor27
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#585
Bored...
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mugwort2
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Location: Philadelphia PA.
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#586
First can you see the photo If you can does he look like there's a white patch in front of his hair. Interested because white forelock's run in my family, No not presuming he's related. I'm interested in this genetic trait because it runs on my dad's side. |
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#587
Kind of creeped out because the neighbor is doing yard work and it’s basically dark outside. Although he’s probably more creeped out by my cat who is staring at him through the window.😏
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Taylor27
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#588
Mixed emotions
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Marylin
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Location: England,UK
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#589
It has been hot today,I am feeling hot and tired.I have been wanting to get chores done today and for the last few days,have not been able to get going.I feel bad about that.There are dishes to wash up been in the sink 10 days plus.It's not funny and the carpets need vacuuming.I feel like such a failure.There is also a lot of garden work needs doing and there is only me to do it.I let myself and my home down.There is also laundry to do,cleaning and I have to sort the bins and change the duvet cover and pillowcases on my bed.I am a mess a complete disgrace.
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downandlonely
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Location: United States
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#590
Tired from sleeping too much
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healingme4me
Needs a little reading lamp.
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Location: New England
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#592
At this moment...I need and will have a good cry....still grieving, my friends.....i can only compartmentalize for so long...
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#593
I can’t tell if I’m really hungry or if I’m about to have an anxiety attack. This happens a lot and it’s always fun guessing. Considering I just ate I’m assuming I’m about to have an anxiety attack.
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Taylor27
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#595
Im ok this afternoon
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Taylor27
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Mixed emotions this morning
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Taylor27
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#597
A little anxious this afternoon
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NoahsArk30
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#598
Super exhausted.
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SlumberKitty
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Location: CA
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#599
I'm not feeling anything.
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Marylin
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#600
I feel hopeful and encouraged.I guess I am struggling a bit with the depression but am nowhere near giving up like when I was depressed and going into psychosis.I am feeling hesitant cos I am speaking to my narc sister via text about my mum's welfare and the texts have got chatty and talk has turned to housework and gardening and how I struggle with it,but I know she doesn't care she used to tire me out with arguments so I couldn't have the strength to do it and she used to sabotage things in my house so they'd go wrong and things would get messed up and I couldn't cope with the mess and go into depression,get physically weak and she'd mess with my mind so much i'd go into psychosis.She was trying to drive me to suicide and now I am chatting to her as if that never happened.I haven't forgotten it though and I know she is only using me and doesn't care about me or love me she hates me and wants me dead.I feel sad about that.
At least I am struggling alone now and coming out on top,instead of struggling alone and going under into rock bottom suicidal psychosis because of her abusing me.I need to stop treating her like a normal sister and keep my distance. |
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