Mother's day curse.

I do not like mother's day. It is a curse. 2010 I just got done interviewing for a job with a person who didn't hire me TWICE. TWICE. But after a long hard day I got a phone call from my mother which sounded horrible. I ran home assuming it would be just another scare.

It was stomach cancer. Is still bothers me to know that my mom found out she was going to die on Mothers day weekend.

My mom died on July 3rd but still this is the day that gets me. Not July 3rd.

So this weekend, it started again. They lady who wouldn't hire me who I still work with I had to deal with Friday. And then I got home and my friend who is suffering from an abusive boss called because she is being harassed. My friend is a mother and a grandmother and his jerk of a boss chooses this weekend to go after her.

So this morning I woke up and my baby... my fur baby was very ill. Puking up all his food and also going to the little box with urgency. Water coming out of his mouth and back end. I hope my little fur baby is ok, he seems to be recovering but I just hate this time. To make it worse I cannot take time off from work... certainly not for a cat, until June 1.

One thing about my mom having stomach cancer was that SHE threw up like that and had similar issues. Almost feel like there is a curse on me. I hate this time of the year.

Then Game of thrones is supposed to suck.

I'm sorry about your mom. I understand why this day is tough for you.

Today is tough for me because I lost my Mom when I was only 24, and really beginning to get close with her after many difficult years. She died of complications from cancer. It still hurts, all these years later.

Today is also difficult, because I adore children, and will never have any of my own. I feel this very powerfully and deeply, and it does cause me to mourn a life I could have had.

Hugggs, Emily, and to everyone enduring a troubling, painful Mother's Day, for whatever reason.