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Default Apr 02, 2018 at 04:33 AM
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I am in the midst of looking to get back to work . I told everyone at famity dinner and my mum's face hardened.

Back when I just turned fifteen we went to Spain on holiday. My mum promised me the earth when we went to the travel agents as I wasn't keen on going without a friend as I was anxious meeting new people. My mum said could take the bus into town and go shopping. But when we arrived it was a different story and I was not allowed to do anything they promised.
I did enjoy myself . I liked soaking up the sun and I got carried away in pool hanging out with people that my swimming costume slipped down and I flashed like the whole pool. A bit embarrassing.
My mum and dad went up on the entertainment and one of them were pretty vulgar. And I was a teenager. And I must have went in a bad mood.
My dad threw up one night because he had sun stroke and just left his puddle of puke for me or my mum to clean up.
They had a skinful one night and my mum turned sour. And she started to get on at me . And I said I'm not listening as she was too drunk. I had a good night In the pub we found. I played pool,had a good meal and bought sone cds from one of the street sellers. I was fine. Just tired.
But my mum was determined. My brother played all the sports but I didn't. I was fine speaking to the family we met and the young girl took a shine to me and they spoke to me. My mum made it clear that I was moody when we got back to the room .
So that night my mum went ballistic as she was drunk and my step dad not wanting to miss a chance to get involved in the drama backed her up.
They wouldn't stop and before I knew it someone hammered on the door. Who the what said David. My mum answered and a man hit her on the arms and body with a Base ball bat and told her to leave me alone as I was just a kid and they were going to report them.

We got home and my mum told everyone she possibly could that I had ruined the holiday. I liked the holiday. It was the fact that my mum promised things and they did a full u-turn and took it all back. It was just the first day and maybe that one night they volunteered on the entertainment . I was a kid and I had every justification to get mad at them. I didn't get along with my mum at home anyway.
We agreed to disagree and left it at that. Of course David would have told his workmate that my real father brainwashed me. Which wasn't true either because I was disenfranchised with my father by that age. I just visited to keep up appearances.

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Default Apr 02, 2018 at 04:59 AM
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In the photo development shop ( yes it was fifteen years ago) the assistant had to break the bad new to my mum. I could tell she was nervous. She say em I'm a em really sorry about this, when your photos were in our machine it broke down and I am afraid ....your negatives were affected and there is no way to salvage them. I am really sorry.
My mum burst into tears. This didn't effect how loud she screamed at the poor woman. She said that this holiday was the one and only family holiday that they could afford in five years. And our memories had been destroyed.
I walked out of the shop because she was lying and I felt sorry for the assistant who probably told all her friends and family she stayed with and probably still remembers this irrational woman going hell for leather on her when it was the machines fault.
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