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Trig Apr 24, 2020 at 01:44 PM
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By thoughts I mean the violent flashes I get, sometimes thoughts of
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and the false "convincing" of enjoying both thoughts. Are these permanent?


I kinda don't mind fighting them off as it keeps them away(especially the violent flashes). But i'm tired of my possible OCD falsely convincing me I want to harm my bird or become a sick ****, when I really don't.


Same for thoughts of
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, I just want to fap to hot teen girls and women without little girls popping up. It's weird and gross, and I don't like having to check to see if i'm into kids and the result being nothing as usual.

Are these thoughts permanent?

I don't want to live with violent flashes or thoughts of children for the rest of my life nor do I wanna be a horrible person...

Is there a miracle cure to end any harm or pedo thought I get? I wanna live a normal life... Thank you.

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Smile Apr 25, 2020 at 01:27 PM
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Sorry... no miracle cure I'm aware of. Perhaps other PC members will have some suggestions they can share. As I recall, I believe you are a teen? Assuming that is the case, perhaps a lot of this has as much to do with teenage hormones as it does anything else? And, if that's the case, perhaps what you're struggling with will at least moderate if not disappear as you become an adult? I don't know, it's just a thought. Beyond that, working with a mental health therapist (when you can) may be helpful as well. I know that's problematic for you now. I'm sorry you're having such a difficult time with this. I've had my own struggles with similar types of concerns my entire life. (It's a long story.) So I have at least some small sense of what you're dealing with. Best wishes...

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Default Apr 25, 2020 at 01:47 PM
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Are these unwanted, inappropriate flashes? There is a cure for them. There’s a book called Overcoming Obsessive Thoughts by David Clark — I got it off Amazon. The book walks you through self-help you can do. It really lays out what OCD is, what the thoughts mean, and how to get rid of them using a method called Exposure-Response Prevention therapy.
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