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I'm not sucidal just not happy. I tell people my real life stories and how I feel and it doesnt matter what I say it just looks bad and people judge me. People slander my name doctors do malpractice so much happens to me. I was assaulted by a female idk just too much it never ends. I try to get up and be a positive role model anyway and people treat me like a sociopath because of it. I suppose it's not easy. But why should life be easy right I just wish I had a way to draw right now. I could prolly go out and use sticks and dirt. BTW this stress I'm under is so bad at my last injection I passed out due to it.
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A suggestion: Maybe you shouldn't tell people your life stories. I'm very careful about who I tell I have bipolar disorder--and even my good friends don't know all about my childhood and hospitalizations.
Hang in there. Sometimes I'm not too happy either. But things can get better. I hope your stress gets better soon, for instance. |
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Are you in therapy, 8thStreet? Are you oin any meds, if so, which ones?
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Meds work wonders but no to therapy. It's hard not talking about life it's so ingrained in me I just enjoy it and find it fun.
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UGH I take the injection aswell
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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People who habitually judge others as ''weak'' etc are A holes who usually hate themselves.
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Thank you so much fuzzybear. This means a lot to me. It is true that lots of people are jerks to me.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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__________________ Leo's favorite place was in the passenger seat of my truck. We went everywhere together like this. Leo my soulmate will live in my heart FOREVER Nov 1, 2002 - Dec 16, 2018 |
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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