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Default Jun 22, 2019 at 07:01 AM
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Hey guys,
Recently I gone out of control on food. I will eat and eat until I feel stuffed and uncomfortable, privately.
I will go down to kitchen in the midnight when everyone is sleeping just to get that piece of chocolate or the slice of bread, or any things is on the table or in the fridge...
I feel so shameful of my behavior.. that I am not enjoying my food but forcing myself to swallow it. I hate it. But I still reach for that cake.

I had bulimia before. I no longer purge now but sometimes I feel like purging all out. But I always tell myself don’t ... don’t punish yourself.
So ended up I looking up on diet pills. Or detox stuff. I’m currently taking it. Which I dream for it to help me curb my appetite and I realize. It’s not about the diet pills. It’s me myself, I feel full after taking it, but I still want to eat, and I force myself to eat even though I am full !! It’s my mind !!

I just need someone to share with, to motivate each other on my recovery path....
No more self harming, but more love to myself...

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I'm sorry you are having this difficulty. I'm not the member you're looking for here on PC. But I noticed no one had yet replied to your post. So I thought I would at least say hello & offer you my best wishes as you struggle to deal with your food-related concerns. Hopefully there will yet be other members who will reply.

Here's a link to an article from Psych Central's archives, by our host Dr. John Grohol, Psy.D. on the subject of eating disorders. The article provides links to quite a few other articles on various related subjects:

Eating Disorders: Symptoms, Types & Treatments | Psych Central

My best wishes to you...

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Hey guys,
Recently I gone out of control on food. I will eat and eat until I feel stuffed and uncomfortable, privately.
I will go down to kitchen in the midnight when everyone is sleeping just to get that piece of chocolate or the slice of bread, or any things is on the table or in the fridge...
I feel so shameful of my behavior.. that I am not enjoying my food but forcing myself to swallow it. I hate it. But I still reach for that cake.

I had bulimia before. I no longer purge now but sometimes I feel like purging all out. But I always tell myself don’t ... don’t punish yourself.
So ended up I looking up on diet pills. Or detox stuff. I’m currently taking it. Which I dream for it to help me curb my appetite and I realize. It’s not about the diet pills. It’s me myself, I feel full after taking it, but I still want to eat, and I force myself to eat even though I am full !! It’s my mind !!

I just need someone to share with, to motivate each other on my recovery path....
No more self harming, but more love to myself...
I totally connect to your situation. Send me a message sometime, let's get through this together!!
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