advertisement
Reply
Thread Tools Display Modes
MDDBPDPTSD
Veteran Member
 
MDDBPDPTSD's Avatar
MDDBPDPTSD has no updates.
 
Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: United States
Posts: 509
10 yr Member
249 hugs
given
Default Jul 29, 2019 at 07:19 AM
  #1
I had an incident occur that was bad but not as terrible as it makes me feel. I seriously wanna move away from everyone and just be with my dogs. No more humans. I don’t want to see them ever. I want online docs and mailed meds. I want to order everything online and sleep through the UPS delivery day. I only want contact with them that I control access to me and my stuff. Like on the phone or online. If I don’t like what they are saying, I can just hang up or block them depending. Can not do that in person.
I wish I could just beam out of here really. But it seems like anywhere I am is just not safe. I am fed up with being victimized. I don’t know what else to do except never leave my house and don’t open the door.
Even then, they decide to smoke dope in front of the door so I have to smell it. I will get over it. But it makes me mad that I have to. People should just respect others. Period. But instead it’s all about what they can get. I know many in this group have experienced the same thing. I am so sorry.

__________________
Practicing being here now.
MDDBPDPTSD is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Oizys, seesaw

advertisement
Amethyst_Stargazer
Member
 
Amethyst_Stargazer's Avatar
Amethyst_Stargazer has no updates.
 
Member Since: Oct 2016
Location: Florida USA
Posts: 365
5 yr Member
56 hugs
given
Default Jul 29, 2019 at 03:22 PM
  #2
I just wanted to give you a quick note and tell you that you are not alone, I've known you've heard this before. Including myself I constantly feel alone after everything I've been through and felt horrible about myself. I felt as if I couldn't relate to anyone and sometimes I get tired of talking to people or being around people period, because I often get triggered by things. In the end I cry and hate what I'm dealing with, than I wish I could just pack up and leave, live in a cabin in the woods and never speaking to anyone again. So whatever you're dealing with right now, if you could, sit outside somewhere you feel safe and try to enjoy nature. Even if it's for a short period of time. Just try to do this daily and appreciate little things in life. If you don't want to look at anyone, at least look at nature and the animals you see. It does help. It helped me when I felt like I should start isolating myself.
Amethyst_Stargazer is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
MDDBPDPTSD, Oizys
MDDBPDPTSD
Veteran Member
 
MDDBPDPTSD's Avatar
MDDBPDPTSD has no updates.
 
Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: United States
Posts: 509
10 yr Member
249 hugs
given
Default Jul 29, 2019 at 11:02 PM
  #3
Thank you. That sounds like an excellent suggestion. I don’t know where I might feel safe, but who knows? Maybe I can find a place to do that.

__________________
Practicing being here now.
MDDBPDPTSD is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
All times are GMT -5. The time now is 08:44 AM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2024, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.



 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.