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Default Jul 10, 2020 at 10:10 PM
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I got a message from my med provider. and I want to say Stuff it. I don't want to take it!!!! I stopped taking one medication because I wanted to sleep better. And I did it without her knowing because she failed to get back to me...

Then I get her call, and she wants to increase all of the meds. NO that is NOT happening!!! I refuse. I want to fire her now. and I'm a bit annoyed. Can't you tell.

I"m even tempted to call her back, through the crisis line and say, no the meds don't help so WHY be on them LONG term. Short term fine, I'll use them as a tool but not any longer than that.

I don't want to view each system as individual. Because It's not. The body is interconnected and needs to be treated that way....
I'm not in crisis, but my body needs help. and I want to be there. and if that means getting a different job, to pay the bills then so be it.

And I asked her to complete a letter, and she wants to send it by fax... and I gave the email address for a reason. WHY is it so hard to send it with what you are given???
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The letter finally got to where it was supposed to go. And I forgot to ask T to send a note.... Got to remember to email him. I will talk to Pdoc on Thursday. I hope this goes well. But I"m worried
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Yeah I can definitely empathize with wanting to fire my pdoc. I still haven't fired him yet but am still thinking about it because he for one doesn't understand the effect the meds have on my creativity, two, doesn't know how meds can affect my emotional range, and three, that the meds can affect my spirituality, as well. These are just things that make me want to fire my own pdoc. I'm not sure if you've been able to resolve these problems with yours?

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Had an appointment with med provider and I said little! I don't know what happened?! She was late and that threw me off. She wasn't mad, concerned yes but not mad. When I said I was fine, she seemed glad. I'm wondering if she is losing faith in meds. I know my solution. I need to forgive myself and in time get off meds. Meds cause harm in my life, and my situation is caused by society and relationships. I want to have open dialogue with people around me. But I feel trapped.
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What is your diagnosis?

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