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Apr 23, 2017 at 09:26 AM
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Apr 23, 2017 at 10:31 AM
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Apr 24, 2017 at 06:35 AM
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Stop the world from spinning around
Feels like the sky is falling down Can't breathe in, I can't breathe out I'm afraid that I might drown Can't stay afloat I'm just Skipping stones An echo on the water I'm letting go Surrender to the bottom Another rising tide Another storm to fight Come and take me I'm just a skipping stone Is this just a wicked game? Will it wash with the next rain? Can't give in I can't give up I'm trying hard it's not enough Throw myself to the unknown [...] Forever is a long time To be walking on a fine line Chasing out the sunlight Burning out fake smile [...] __________________ I do not wanna be afraid I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in I'm tired of feeling so numb |
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Apr 24, 2017 at 01:09 PM
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I might disintegrate into the thin air if you'd like
I'm not the dark center of the universe like you thought Well, it took a lot of work to be the *** that I am And I'm real damn sure that anyone can, equally easily **** you over __________________ 
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Apr 26, 2017 at 03:13 PM
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"..never said it was sunshine..
..but you took it all of the time.." __________________
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Apr 26, 2017 at 06:28 PM
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It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember that our lives are such a short time It's hard to remember it's hard to remember when it takes such a long time It's hard to remember... ... My hell comes from inside, comes from inside myself, why fight this? |
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Apr 26, 2017 at 06:34 PM
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I've got the easy part, I've got the harder Heart, ain't this true. Right wing, left wing, chicken wing. It's built on findin' the easier way through. God is a woman and the woman is an Animal, than animal's man and that's you. Was there a need for creation? That was hiddin' in a math equation and that's this. Where do circles begin? __________________
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Apr 27, 2017 at 09:31 AM
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Apr 27, 2017 at 09:33 AM
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If you want, all my love
Take it baby If you want, all my heart Take it baby You can have it all You can have it all If you want, all my time Take it baby And if you want my last dime Take it baby You can have it all You can have it all |
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Apr 27, 2017 at 10:21 AM
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Are these real song lyrics or things posters are making up?
__________________ Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
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Apr 27, 2017 at 10:36 AM
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Apr 27, 2017 at 05:23 PM
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__________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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May 06, 2017 at 04:29 PM
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'I want a little bit of everything
The biscuits and the beans Whatever helps me to forget about The things that brought me to my knees...' https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yqhRK_g7WJc __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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May 06, 2017 at 08:31 PM
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"I'm avoiding the lines
Cause they just might split Can someone stop the noise? I don't know what it is But I just don't fit I'm paranoid" From a Jonas Brothers song I listened to in my teenage years. T, help me stop the noise already. |
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May 10, 2017 at 06:52 PM
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Ugh. I've heard this plenty of times before, even sung along to some parts, but just today the song just suddenly came into focus for me. What I want and don't want at the same time. What I want desperately, and yet know perfectly well it would be disastrous. I know it can never be, and shouldn't, and I shouldn't encourage myself. This is utterly pathetic and embarrassing and primal and crazy.
*** It's dangerous to fall in love But I want to burn with you tonight Hurt me There's two of us We're certain with desire The pleasure's pain and fire Burn me So come on I'll take you on, take you on I ache for love, ache for us Why don't you come Don't you come a little closer So come on now Strike the match, strike the match now We're a perfect match, perfect somehow We were meant for one another Come a little closer Flame that came from me Fire meet gasoline Fire meet gasoline I'm burning alive I can barely breathe When you're here loving me Fire meet gasoline Fire meet gasoline I got all I need When you came after me Fire meet gasoline I'm burning alive And I can barely breathe When you're here loving me Fire meet gasoline Burn with me tonight And we will fly Like smoke darknin' the skies I'm Eve, I want to try Take a bite So come on now Strike the match, strike the match now We're a perfect match, perfect somehow We were meant for one another Come a little closer Flame that came from me Fire meet gasoline Fire meet gasoline I'm burning alive I can barely breathe When you're here loving me Fire meet gasoline Fire meet gasoline I got all I need When you came after me Fire meet gasoline I'm burning alive And I can barely breathe When you're here loving me Fire meet gasoline Burn with me tonight But it's a bad death Certain death But I want what I want And I gotta get it When the fire dies Darkened skies Hot ash, dead match Only smoke is left It's a bad debt Certain death But I want what I want And I got to get it When the fire dies Dark in the skies Hot as a match Only smoke is left Flame that came from me Fire meet gasoline Fire meet gasoline I'm burning alive I can barely breathe When you're here loving me Fire meet gasoline Fire meet gasoline I got all I need When you came after me Fire meet gasoline I'm burning alive And I can barely breathe When you're here loving me Fire meet gasoline Burn with me tonight Burn with me tonight Burn with me tonight Burn with me tonight Eh eh |
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May 11, 2017 at 10:51 AM
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For MC, an older one from The National that seems to fit with paternal transference:
"It's a terrible love, and I'm walking with spiders It's a terrible love and I'm walking in It's a terrible love, and I'm walking with spiders It's a terrible love and I'm walking in its quiet company." And regarding my e-mails, I'll add one from James: "Say something, say something, anything I've shown you everything Give me a sign Say something, say something, anything Your silence is deafening Pay me in kind..." |
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May 13, 2017 at 11:37 AM
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Needle in the bed
Gotta get you outta my head Needle in the bed Gonna wind up dead __________________
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May 19, 2017 at 08:51 PM
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Today this caught my attention. And I didn't feel anything sexual for you. I just want you to see me, hold me, tell me you're proud of me and tell me that I'm lovable. And that everything will be okay. I know this isn't your job any more than getting into my pants is. But please, could you just do it anyway?
I'm in here. Can anybody see me? Can anybody help? I'm in here. A prisoner of history, Can anybody help? Can you hear my call? Are you coming to get me now? I've been waiting for You to come rescue me. I need you to hold All of the sadness I cannot live with inside of me. I'm in here. I'm trying to tell you something. Can anybody help? I'm in here. I'm calling out but you can't hear. Can anybody help? Can you hear my call? Are you coming to get me now? I've been waiting for You to come rescue me. I need you to hold All of the sadness I cannot live with inside of me. I'm crying out, I'm breaking down, I am fearing it all, Stuck inside these walls, Tell me there is hope for me. Is anybody out there listening? Can you hear my call? Are you coming to get me now? I've been waiting for You to come rescue me. I need you to hold All of the sadness I cannot live with inside of me. Can't you hear my call? Are you coming to get me now? I've been waiting for You to come rescue me. I need you to hold All of the sadness I cannot live with inside of me. I'm in here. Can anybody see me? Can anybody help? |
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May 20, 2017 at 07:52 AM
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I want to fall asleep forever
I want to learn to disappear Can you take away the mess That's been building in my chest Drownin' out the song I used to hear? John Moreland - Old Wounds __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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May 20, 2017 at 06:05 PM
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Roll bus roll, take me off
A rolled sweatshirt makes the window soft If I fall asleep, don't wake me up Roll bus roll, take me up Midnight coming on a Monday night I'm gonna go again because I don't feel right Quick pack, knapsack, quick snack, quick train 42nd street, Greyhound again Roll bus roll, take me off A rolled sweatshirt makes the window soft If I fall asleep, don't wake me up Roll bus roll, take me up Old bodegas and old streetlights Harlem looks so warm tonight All those cheap desserts, memory hurts, I could die I gotta to take 2 Tylenols and close my eyes Roll bus roll, take me off A rolled sweatshirt makes the window soft If I fall asleep, don't wake me up Roll bus roll, take me up I wasn't designed to move so fast I wasn't designed to have so much past And in my mind's eye they all have so much fun Nowhere to hide, and nowhere to run And then the sun setting on my youth makes that old shadow get taller Oh but it's all fine, as long as the bus makes the city behind me get smaller and smaller Roll bus roll, take me off A rolled sweatshirt makes the window soft If I fall asleep, don't wake me up Roll bus roll, take me up Two weeks in England, two weeks in town Another hundred bucks of medication down Another sorry message that I need to send And another situation that I have to end Midnight coming on a Monday night I'm gonna go again I might not be alright It's a bitter pill, and it's still the same 42nd Street, Greyhound again If I get one seat, I hope it's the window And if I get two seats I'll just lie down But if I get one seat and it's just the aisle I'll still be asleep before the hundredth mile And then inside some tiny dream And inside that some kind of me And outside us rolls the bus, and the time will go by till inside me I am asleep Then roll bus roll, take me off A rolled sweatshirt makes the window soft If I fall asleep, don't wake me up Roll bus roll, take me up |
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