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Default Apr 16, 2017 at 01:54 PM
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Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Dear T: A Song for You

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Default Apr 16, 2017 at 01:58 PM
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Hugs Junk. I hope you're okay, keep safe
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Default Apr 16, 2017 at 01:58 PM
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I want to go to Magnolia Mountain
And lay my weary head down
Down on the rocks
On the mountain my savior made
Steady my soul and ease my worry
Hold me when I rattle like a hummingbird hummin'
Tie me to the rocks on the mountain my savior made

Lie to me
Sing me a song
Sing me a song until the morning comes
If the morning comes, will you lie to me
Will you take me to your bed
Will you lay me down
Till I'm heavy like the rocks on the riverbed
That my savior made

I want to be the bluebird singing
Singing to the roses in her yard
The roses in her yard her father grew for her
It's been raining that Tennessee honey
So long I got too heavy to fly
Ain't no bluebird ever gets too heavy to sing

Lie to me
Sing me a song
Sing me a song until the morning comes
And if the morning don't come, will you lie to me
Will you take me to your bed
Will you lay me down
Till I'm heavy like the rocks in the riverbed
That my savior made

We burned the cotton fields down in the valley
And ended up with nothing but scars
The scars became the lessons that we gave to our children after the war
But there ain't nothing but the truth up on the Magnolia Mountain
Where nobody ever dies
Steady your soul and ease your worry
They got a room for you

Lie to me like I lie to you
Calm me down until the morning comes
And if the morning don't come
Lie to me
Will you take me to your bed
Will you lay me down
All heavy like the rocks in the riverbed
That my savior made
For us
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Default Apr 16, 2017 at 02:12 PM
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Please stay safe. I hope writing that helped somewhat. Keep writing and posting if you think it will help.
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Default Apr 16, 2017 at 02:16 PM
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Song for my t:

As everyone goes to church
And sees their family
And celebrates this so called wonderful day
I sit here in pain
In fear
With crippling PTSD
Saying it's not fair
Is it over yet?
Is the bunny gone?
Are the egg hunts over?
What about the religious songs?
I wish I could see you today
I need you
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Default Apr 16, 2017 at 06:32 PM
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I want to go to Magnolia Mountain
And lay my weary head down
Down on the rocks
On the mountain my savior made
Steady my soul and ease my worry
Hold me when I rattle like a hummingbird hummin'
Tie me to the rocks on the mountain my savior made

Lie to me
Sing me a song
Sing me a song until the morning comes
If the morning comes, will you lie to me
Will you take me to your bed
Will you lay me down
Till I'm heavy like the rocks on the riverbed
That my savior made

I want to be the bluebird singing
Singing to the roses in her yard
The roses in her yard her father grew for her
It's been raining that Tennessee honey
So long I got too heavy to fly
Ain't no bluebird ever gets too heavy to sing

Lie to me
Sing me a song
Sing me a song until the morning comes
And if the morning don't come, will you lie to me
Will you take me to your bed
Will you lay me down
Till I'm heavy like the rocks in the riverbed
That my savior made

We burned the cotton fields down in the valley
And ended up with nothing but scars
The scars became the lessons that we gave to our children after the war
But there ain't nothing but the truth up on the Magnolia Mountain
Where nobody ever dies
Steady your soul and ease your worry
They got a room for you

Lie to me like I lie to you
Calm me down until the morning comes
And if the morning don't come
Lie to me
Will you take me to your bed
Will you lay me down
All heavy like the rocks in the riverbed
That my savior made
For us
Love Ryan Adams!
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Default Apr 17, 2017 at 07:38 PM
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Former T

I didn't know that I was starving til I tasted you

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Default Apr 19, 2017 at 08:07 AM
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Just stop your crying, it's a sign of the times
We gotta get away from here
We gotta get away from here
Just stop your crying, it'll be alright
They told me that the end is near
We gotta get away from here

A Sign of the Times

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Default Apr 19, 2017 at 12:12 PM
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This song is a lot like my T, it's something she would say to me, not me to her:

"Anyway" by Martina McBride


You can spend your whole life buildin'
Somethin' from nothin'
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway

You can chase a dream
That seems so out of reach
And you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway

[chorus:]
God is great, but sometimes life ain't good
When I pray it doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway

This world's gone crazy and it's hard to believe
That tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway
You can love someone with all your heart
For all the right reasons
And in a moment they can choose to walk away
love 'em anyway

[chorus]

You can pour your soul out singing
A song you believe in
That tomorrow they’ll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway
Yeah, sing it anyway
I sing, I dream, I love
Anyway
yeah
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Default Apr 21, 2017 at 12:38 PM
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You're so vain- Carly Simon
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Default Apr 21, 2017 at 05:09 PM
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Put your hands on the wheel
Let the golden age begin
Let the window down
Feel the moonlight on your skin
Let the desert wind
Cool your aching head
Let the weight of the world
Drift away instead

These day I barely get by
I don't even try

It's a treacherous road
With a desolated view
There's distant lights
But here they're far and few
And the sun don't shine
Even when its day
You gotta drive all night
Just to feel like you're ok

These days I barely get by
I don't even try
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Default Apr 21, 2017 at 05:27 PM
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All I want in life's a little bit of love
To take the pain away
Getting strong today
A giant step each day
All I want in life's a little bit of love
To take the pain away
Getting strong today
A giant step each day
I've been told
Only fools rush in
Only fools rush in
But I don't believe
I don't believe
I could still fall in love with you
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Default Apr 21, 2017 at 05:28 PM
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Love both of those songs Luc

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Default Apr 21, 2017 at 06:51 PM
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All I want in life's a little bit of love
To take the pain away
Getting strong today
A giant step each day
All I want in life's a little bit of love
To take the pain away
Getting strong today
A giant step each day
I've been told
Only fools rush in
Only fools rush in
But I don't believe
I don't believe
I could still fall in love with you
Oh wow, that takes me back to my college boyfriend. He lent me this CD (I'm old!) when I was first starting to have feelings for him and before we were dating. I remember lying on my dorm room bed, listening to this song through headphones and wanting him...Ended up being a rather tumultuous relationship, with both lots of love and lots of pain. So maybe the song was kinda fitting...
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Oh wow, that takes me back to my college boyfriend. He lent me this CD (I'm old!) when I was first starting to have feelings for him and before we were dating. I remember lying on my dorm room bed, listening to this song through headphones and wanting him...Ended up being a rather tumultuous relationship, with both lots of love and lots of pain. So maybe the song was kinda fitting...
Oh! I can totally picture that feeling... (maybe 'cos I'm like a teenager in love at the moment) I hope you didn't mind having those memories triggered.
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Default Apr 21, 2017 at 10:36 PM
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I'm learning to fly
But I ain't got wings
Coming down is the hardest thing

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Default Apr 22, 2017 at 04:34 AM
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I've overcome the blow
I've learned to take it well
I only wish my words could just convince myself
That it just wasn't real
But that's not the way it feels...

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Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few
A man can see his way clear to the light
Just hold on tight, that's all you gotta do...'

Steve Earle - Fort Worth Blues

'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin
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Don't go, stay... this time
Don't go, just stay... this time
I tried to believe what you say
That you won't change if you just stay
Don't go, just stay... this time

ETA - This is Bernard Butler.

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Default Apr 22, 2017 at 10:57 AM
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Ay de mí,
Ay de mí, ay de mí
Ay de mí, ay de mí, ay de mí
Ay de mí, ay de mí

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Default Apr 22, 2017 at 02:22 PM
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Hello, what the hell am I doing here?
That's a really nice suit
This is a really comfortable chair
See I don't know if you can help me or not
Cause I don't feel sick, no I don't feel sick
But the pains in my head have almost put me underground

I don't really care if I am healthy or not
Just clean my head up doc
I'll give you anything you want
See I don't know why I don't fall in love
Well maybe I know why and maybe you could make it stop
Then we'll cut it up and bury it and leave it underground
And I'll take to wishing and fall under, sleeping safe and sound

Just give me medicine, prescribe me anything
Just knock me out and walk me through the door
Well I have no desire to see through my own eyes anymore

Hello, what the hell are you doing here?
You made a really strange face
This is a really uncomfortable air
I see I'm boring you, maybe I bore myself too
That's why I need help, I'm cleaning blood off dusty shelves
I been cut up in this room so many times it might take days
And those stress cracks in the wood, how nicely they soak up the stains

Been telling myself these jokes for so long, well so long
I'm a has been who is heckled on the stage
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