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Comfy Sedation
Member Since Sep 2012
Location: the woods
Posts: 19,301
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#181
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LonesomeTonight
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
Posts: 4,790
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#183
I wrote something last night, and I will not email it to you. I think it's important that I read it in session. More than important...I think it's essential. It may bring about the breaking that I need in order to be able to rebuild.
__________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Poohbah
Member Since Nov 2017
Location: United States
Posts: 1,332
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#184
I’m still angry and I’d like this to stop, please.
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Anastasia~, LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, lucozader
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since May 2017
Location: USA
Posts: 1,734
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#185
I think I'm ready to return to the trauma talk.
Is that ok? |
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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 2,157
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#186
Argh T. I was just thinking how long it is since you said anything stupid. I'm telling myself it's not a big deal but seriously wtf were you thinking? You surely know that's like my #1 trigger in our relationship...
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Anastasia~, chihirochild, LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, lucozader
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: A house
Posts: 4,412
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#187
__________________ Grief is the price you pay for love. |
Member
Member Since Sep 2018
Location: Pennsylvania
Posts: 68
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#188
You suggested monthly sessions now. Cuz I'm not that bad.
Fooled ya |
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Member Since Sep 2006
Location: in my head
Posts: 2,911
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#189
You know it really isn't fair for you to be sick the week before an already planned 2 week break.
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Poohbah
Member Since Jul 2017
Location: Somewhere
Posts: 1,019
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#190
I keep getting ungrounded and
Can't find my way back. It is unsettling. I am fine otherwise. sometimes. __________________ |
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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 2,157
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#191
Seriously T. Think this through. Ffs.
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,731
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#192
Dear T,
Thank you for a good session today. I felt cared for and understood. And that's exactly what I needed. And glad I'll be able to see you the Sunday before Christmas. Love, LT |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
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#193
Dear Former T. I miss you. Dear Tony the Tiger T. I guess I miss you a little bit too. Kit
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Anastasia~, Echos Myron redux, LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, lucozader
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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 2,157
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#194
I'm so angry with you. Is this the real you? If it is, keep it out of my therapy because that guy sucks.
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junkDNA
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Member
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: '_'
Posts: 79
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#195
I don't even ****ing know what's going on with me lately. Maybe it's the season? My to do list is overwhelming and I can't pry myself off the couch. I want to cry. And punch someone. I'm on the freaking edge.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2014
Location: n/a
Posts: 4,819
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#196
Oh T I need you. I have said I don't feel like T "gets" me. You knew my struggles with the holidays. You struggled as well. At this point you would be saying you wish you could wave your magic wand and the holidays would be over. No more unmet expectations, no doing things out of obligation, and most important no more comparing life to a Norman Rockwell painting. T doesnt seem to understand why I dont enjoy the holidays. She seems to enjoy pointing out that I am an adult and I need to change my expectations. She hasn't said those words but that is how I feel. T I just need you to empathize with me. Oh and we could have contact over the holidays since you never tookvacation in the winter
The increased medications have helped me be the person you knew. Strong and unemotional on the outside. As you knew though, I kept hidden all my emotions. Losing you stirred up so much. __________________ |
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Member Since Sep 2018
Location: Uk
Posts: 424
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#197
I ****ing hate you and therapy.
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junkDNA
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jun 2018
Location: Somewhere
Posts: 3,355
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#198
I hate when I go in your office with a plan and **** goes sideways. You weren't supposed to guess what you did. Now everything's ****ed up.
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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 2,157
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#199
I'm not going to email you back. I'm not going to accept your apology or tell you whether or not I am coming. We can discuss this on Wednesday.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: A house
Posts: 4,412
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#200
Started your new job today. Thought of you often. It's so hurtful getting to know someone and knowing they had something like this happen but you are banned to talk to them. I wish people understood how painful this is. I don't care how we met. I just care how you are. Sigh
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