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Default Dec 25, 2018 at 12:59 PM
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All I want for Christmas is to see you again.
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Default Dec 25, 2018 at 01:09 PM
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Why am I so sad? Why am I fighting back tears? I'm supposed to like Christmas. I don't understand myself.
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Default Dec 25, 2018 at 01:19 PM
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I cried today. Mainly because I was just ashamed. This is hard, and I need you too.

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Default Dec 25, 2018 at 05:03 PM
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I survived Christmas 2018

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Default Dec 25, 2018 at 05:39 PM
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Thank you for emailing me back (twelve hours is actually a very fast turnaround time, though God only knows why you were up at one in the morning on Christmas), and for telling me to take care and to have a Merry Christmas if I celebrate it. I dunno why that made me feel warm but it did. So thanks.
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Default Dec 25, 2018 at 05:48 PM
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Christmas sucked extra this year. Thanks

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Default Dec 25, 2018 at 06:19 PM
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I miss you so much. Don't you miss me?
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Default Dec 25, 2018 at 07:27 PM
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Miss you. See you a week tomorrow lovely T.
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Default Dec 25, 2018 at 07:35 PM
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Oh, and I'm in love with you. I might have neglected to mention that.
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Default Dec 25, 2018 at 08:17 PM
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Hey T, Thanks for taking a moment to contact me and wish us a Merry Christmas. You knew we are having a difficult one and took that time just to let me know you know where I'm at right now. Your intuition is appreciated.
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Default Dec 25, 2018 at 08:27 PM
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Miss you, R. Good night.
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Default Dec 25, 2018 at 08:56 PM
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I really miss you. I wanna ask about your Christmas and tell you about mine. I am so tired of feeling like a worthless outsider in your life already. I can not believe you up and left like that. I hope your new job is worth all the pain you caused the people you supposedly cared about.

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I wish the idea of you being happy for me was a stronger desire than the idea of you being worried about me or sad that I was hurting.
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Default Dec 25, 2018 at 09:27 PM
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I have thought about you a lot the last couple of days. When the boys made apple pies to deliver to friends and neighbors I couldnt help but wish he was making you one again this year. I have thought about your son and empathize that this is his first Christmas without his mom. You were his only parent. I know how much he loves you. I saw on Fb that he now has a beautiful dog. I know how proud you were with his success. I am sure that would continue.

I also keep thinking about P. I know how happy your two were and glad to have found each other again and fallen in love. I know he doesn't have family around so I worry he is alone.

I love you and miss you dearly. I miss our email exchange wishing each other a Merry Christmas.

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Default Dec 25, 2018 at 09:44 PM
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T2,

Be glad you are on vacation because my cough is terrible.

T1,

Guess I need to cancel again. I swear I am not doing this on purpose.

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Default Dec 25, 2018 at 09:53 PM
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hey t--i feel so stupid bc you sent a happy thanksgiving text, so i was hoping you'd send a merry christmas one--only bc i'm alone...but silly me!
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Default Dec 25, 2018 at 10:26 PM
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also: awesome i groveled in an email. i hate me, t. urghhhhh. i'm sorry.
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Default Dec 26, 2018 at 01:33 AM
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T who isn't my T,
Thank you. Even though I don't know how to react to that, it still felt really good to hear those words. And to be reminded that you care.

T,
Will not having our regular appointments ever stop feeling like abandonment? Why did you have to do that? Why were you so careless? How could you **** up that badly? I still don't know if I'll ever be able to completely forgive you for that. Every time I start to feel like I can really trust you to not hurt me my brain brings that up again.
I hope you still feel guilty. It's not fair that I'm the one who got hurt.
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8/21 days= 38%

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