Dear T:I Really Need to Tell you Something... Part XXXVII

Paracelsus · Jan 08, 2019 at 06:23 AM

Hannah, or whatever your name is. Frankly i do not care. you are an underperforming counselor and it's obvious your treatment plan for me is bogus. you don't show incentive to provide excellent services to your clients. the only reason i see you is because that's what i was set up with after being discharged from the hospital. you listen sometimes, but never provide any feedback and when you do, it only demonstrates to me that you are barely a counselor. you only process a degree and a job at a crummy place that serves primarily medicaid recipients. i can't blame you for being depressed. state's vision of mental health services is crummy and your job obligates to conform to the state's agenda. but on a personal level i also regret seeing you on a weekly basis. you don't give me any positive encouragement and keep throwing remedial packets at me that don't apply to my life. you need to get more creative and spend time outside of work becoming a better therapist.

winterblues17 · Jan 08, 2019 at 06:23 AM

Are u stressing too? Anxious aswell? Or are u just cool and want it over with!

junkDNA · Jan 08, 2019 at 06:58 AM

hurp durp

thank you for saying you care about me and don't want anything to happen to me and that you're proud of my incredible progress

having those reassurances helps more than you will ever know.... even if I cannot get the out of session anymore....

ps u need a hair cut but it's okay I do too

Dear T:I Really Need to Tell you Something... Part XXXVII

Jan 08, 2019 at 07:09 AM

I meant nothing to you. Treating me like some kind of pawn in a game. You should be ashamed but are too busy with the women and protecting your ego to care.

Lemoncake · Jan 08, 2019 at 07:47 AM

I'm sat waiting for you, and in all honesty it reminds me of when my brother and I were younger. He'd come from work on a saturday at 1.30pm and there we'd be on the bottom step.

I'm wondering If today's session will just be like Christmas again, where I spend so much time looking forward to it to only be bitterly disappointed each and every time.

captgut · Jan 08, 2019 at 08:24 AM

I need you now, because I don't want to be alive. I have no reasons left. I'm not wanted. I'm tired of my "ilness"

506/672 hours

Lrad123 · Jan 08, 2019 at 08:25 AM

Would it be so wrong for you to send a brief email reply when I make myself vulnerable like that? Sheesh.

LonesomeTonight · Jan 08, 2019 at 08:43 AM

Dear T,
Thanks for the supportive response. It means a lot to me.
Love,
LT

DP_2017 · Jan 08, 2019 at 08:51 AM

I miss your hugs, I miss our walks, I miss your laugh and your stupid jokes... I miss everything about you, why is life so cruel to me? I'll never understand how "rules/guidelines" like this are helpful to everyone, because I don't believe they are, they really make some people worse off.

I know you don't miss **** about me or us... and it sucks, I wish you did.... but hopefully you are happy anyway, with your new people you get to laugh with and hug and walk with etc. I've been replaced, as I always told you, I would be....

Lemoncake · Jan 08, 2019 at 10:45 AM

16 mins....

SlumberKitty · Jan 08, 2019 at 11:21 AM

Dear Former T...I would really like a response. I figure you will eventually...but I have to be okay with it either way. Did you forget about me already?

Dear T...I found out my sister is coming on the day I am supposed to have an appointment with you. But I'm keeping the appointment. Otherwise I'd be 3 or 4 weeks further out and that would be like 6 or 7 weeks from seeing you. That just seems like it would be too long. Please help me. Kit

LostOnTheTrail · Jan 08, 2019 at 11:24 AM

I can't call using food coping, right?

Jan 08, 2019 at 11:32 AM

I hope it's going well, lemon.

LabRat27 · Jan 08, 2019 at 12:06 PM

Fine, I'm going to be a mature adult and text you. But don't think that means I'm not still sulking.

Echos Myron redux · Jan 08, 2019 at 12:07 PM

I miss you being you. why have you gone all weird?

LonesomeTonight · Jan 08, 2019 at 01:59 PM

Dear T,
See you in an hour.
Love,

LT

Lemoncake · Jan 08, 2019 at 02:02 PM

I found that paper by the Psychiatrist I was going on about.

"Stages of Change in Dynamic Psychotherapy With Borderline Patients Clinical and Research Implications" '93

lucozader · Jan 08, 2019 at 02:15 PM

Thanks for being so great yesterday. I felt really comfortable with you.

I'm really in a state, I can't eat or sleep and I'm constantly... yeah I won't go into that.

What am I bloody doing? This is stupid.

nottrustin · Jan 08, 2019 at 02:44 PM

I leave for our appointment in 45 minutes. A part of me wants to use the lame excuse of the roads. In reality I am to frigging afraid of becoming any more attached than I am. Right now it would hurt a little to walk out and never return however with the pain of losing to still so raw, I could do it.

Then I gets Ts voice in my head telling me that on the days U want to cancel are the days I really need to keep the appointment. Ugh. I hate this feeling because I know she was right. Not sure if I agree when it pertains to you, though.

Of I do keep the appointment what do I talk about?? How di O prevent myself from liking you??

LabRat27 · Jan 08, 2019 at 03:40 PM

Text me back. You owe me that much at least.

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winterblues17 Member Member Since Nov 2017 Location: UK Posts: 379 6 62 hugs given	Jan 08, 2019 at 06:23 AM #822 Are u stressing too? Anxious aswell? Or are u just cool and want it over with!

junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,301 (SuperPoster!) 11 8,149 hugs given	Jan 08, 2019 at 06:58 AM #823 hurp durp thank you for saying you care about me and don't want anything to happen to me and that you're proud of my incredible progress having those reassurances helps more than you will ever know.... even if I cannot get the out of session anymore.... ps u need a hair cut but it's okay I do too __________________

Anonymous59275 Guest Posts: n/a	Jan 08, 2019 at 07:09 AM #824 I meant nothing to you. Treating me like some kind of pawn in a game. You should be ashamed but are too busy with the women and protecting your ego to care.

captgut Grand Poohbah Member Since Jan 2017 Location: Here Posts: 1,731 7 1,505 hugs given	Jan 08, 2019 at 08:24 AM #826 I need you now, because I don't want to be alive. I have no reasons left. I'm not wanted. I'm tired of my "ilness" 506/672 hours

Lrad123 Poohbah Member Since Nov 2017 Location: United States Posts: 1,332 6 372 hugs given	Jan 08, 2019 at 08:25 AM #827 Would it be so wrong for you to send a brief email reply when I make myself vulnerable like that? Sheesh.

LonesomeTonight Always in This Twilight Member Since Feb 2015 Location: US Posts: 20,731 (SuperPoster!) 9 74.9k hugs given	Jan 08, 2019 at 08:43 AM #828 Dear T, Thanks for the supportive response. It means a lot to me. Love, LT

Lemoncake Luna's offical mini me. Member Since May 2017 Location: Cafe Nervosa. Posts: 9,691 (SuperPoster!) 6 10.2k hugs given	Jan 08, 2019 at 10:45 AM #830 16 mins.... __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing."

Anonymous43207 Guest Posts: n/a	Jan 08, 2019 at 11:32 AM #833 I hope it's going well, lemon.

LabRat27 Poohbah Member Since Mar 2018 Location: CA Posts: 1,009 6 2,354 hugs given	Jan 08, 2019 at 12:06 PM #834 Fine, I'm going to be a mature adult and text you. But don't think that means I'm not still sulking.

Echos Myron redux Magnate Member Since Apr 2018 Location: UK Posts: 2,157 6 1,833 hugs given	Jan 08, 2019 at 12:07 PM #835 I miss you being you. why have you gone all weird?

LonesomeTonight Always in This Twilight Member Since Feb 2015 Location: US Posts: 20,731 (SuperPoster!) 9 74.9k hugs given	Jan 08, 2019 at 01:59 PM #836 Dear T, See you in an hour. Love, LT

Lemoncake Luna's offical mini me. Member Since May 2017 Location: Cafe Nervosa. Posts: 9,691 (SuperPoster!) 6 10.2k hugs given	Jan 08, 2019 at 02:02 PM #837 I found that paper by the Psychiatrist I was going on about. "Stages of Change in Dynamic Psychotherapy With Borderline Patients Clinical and Research Implications" '93 __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing."

lucozader Most Dangerous Member Since Feb 2017 Location: UK Posts: 2,920 7 7,642 hugs given	Jan 08, 2019 at 02:15 PM #838 Thanks for being so great yesterday. I felt really comfortable with you. I'm really in a state, I can't eat or sleep and I'm constantly... yeah I won't go into that. What am I bloody doing? This is stupid.

LabRat27 Poohbah Member Since Mar 2018 Location: CA Posts: 1,009 6 2,354 hugs given	Jan 08, 2019 at 03:40 PM #840 Text me back. You owe me that much at least.