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Cosmic Creeper
Member Since Jan 2013
Location: Milky Way
Posts: 2,080
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Dec 15, 2018 at 03:27 PM
#141
Dear ex T, I really really miss you. For the first time in 10 years you haven’t sent me a Christmas card which you usually send in the first week of December.. for some reason even though I know you are under no obligation to send one, it makes me miss you.
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 88Butterfly88, atisketatasket, DP_2017, LonesomeTonight, RaineD, SlumberKitty
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Most Dangerous
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: UK
Posts: 2,920
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Dec 15, 2018 at 06:03 PM
#142
Aaaaaaargh argharghargh etc
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,754
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Dec 15, 2018 at 09:23 PM
#143
Dear ex-MC,
Pretty sure at this point you're not writing back. OK. I guess I'm just...nothing to you now. Or you're worried I'll file a complaint. Either way, it's not "I still care about you." I guess this was inevitable. LT |
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,754
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Dec 15, 2018 at 09:36 PM
#144
Dear T,
I wish I could talk to you right now... Love, LT |
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: North America
Posts: 2,360
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Dec 15, 2018 at 09:41 PM
#145
Hey T,
My former therapist
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Child of a lesser god
Member Since Jun 2015
Location: Tartarus
Posts: 19,149
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Dec 15, 2018 at 11:48 PM
#146
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Apr 2016
Location: USA
Posts: 1,527
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Dec 15, 2018 at 11:59 PM
#147
I see you in three days and I don't know what to talk about. Should I tell you straight to your face I don't intend to recover from my ED? Should I focus on how the crushing airless vacuum of depression follows me wherever I go? (Even my grandma's house... shouldn't everyone be able to feel safe and happy with their grandma?!?!)
But I'm driving 5 hours round trip just to see you, so I better pick something good to talk about __________________ stay afraid, but do it anyway. |
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Magnate
Member Since Mar 2017
Location: Underground
Posts: 2,439
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Dec 16, 2018 at 02:17 AM
#148
T, it's pretty crazy lately huh. I don't really understand what's going on. We want to run, we want to hurt, we want to punish. This rage is so close.
Thank you for being patient. For tolerating me. Us. |
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,698
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Dec 16, 2018 at 05:00 AM
#149
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 She can still be an "expert" and an awful T. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." 
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,698
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Dec 16, 2018 at 05:02 AM
#150
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__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing."
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,698
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Dec 16, 2018 at 05:22 AM
#151
Dear T,
I'm tired, just very tired. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing."
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Dec 16, 2018 at 05:26 AM
#152
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Comfy Sedation
Member Since Sep 2012
Location: the woods
Posts: 19,301
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Dec 16, 2018 at 07:28 AM
#153
I agreed to a three some with my roommate and my fwb. even tho I'm pretty sure I don't wanna do that. I agreed as always. last time I did threesome and even foursomes was with my former therapist. why can't I say no?? I've been trained to agree to whatever I guess. I want to break that pattern. or just go back to being celibate. which seems more appealing and less traumatic.
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Veteran Member
Member Since May 2017
Location: Earth
Posts: 508
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Dec 16, 2018 at 07:38 AM
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,754
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Dec 16, 2018 at 07:50 AM
#155
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I was thinking the same. It's OK to change your mind. Even if you decide to go through with it, and partway through it feels wrong, you can just say you want to stop, and they should respect that. |
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,754
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Dec 16, 2018 at 07:56 AM
#156
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You're probably right that long-term it could be better for me if he doesn't keep engaging with me. I guess I just wish he'd say that. Like, "I think it's best if I don't engage with this anymore. Please talk to Dr. T." It will hurt, but somehow silence feels worse right now. And that would stop me from holding out hope about a response now or later. Maybe that's part of why the silence is bad, because part of me is thinking "He might just be really busy and will reply in a week." or "Maybe he's just trying to figure out what to say." That would stop the part of me that's hopefully looking toward my email. |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: A house
Posts: 4,412
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Dec 16, 2018 at 09:12 AM
#157
I hate thinking of things I want to tell you but remember I can't now. It's gonna be so hard to get used to not talking every week. Not hearing your laugh and your corny jokes and interesting stories. I looked forward to all that.
I hope someday, somehow, we meet again. I hope you enjoy your new job. __________________ Grief is the price you pay for love. |
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: North America
Posts: 2,360
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Dec 16, 2018 at 09:14 AM
#158
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I think the kicker is that it felt like we were doing good therapy while I was seeing her but then she decided she'd had enough--so it's not like she's bad at the act of therapy, just bad at stewarding her vulnerable patients 
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Comfy Sedation
Member Since Sep 2012
Location: the woods
Posts: 19,301
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Dec 16, 2018 at 11:07 AM
#159
need a nap asap
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,754
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Dec 16, 2018 at 11:17 AM
#160
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Well, but I think that's an important part of being a good therapist, being able to handle vulnerable patients. |
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