Dear T:I Really Need to Tell you Something... Part XXXVII

atisketatasket · Jan 01, 2019 at 06:28 PM

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Originally Posted by ArtieSwimsOn

I know. And she'd probly say yes if I asked. But I just can't. I won't post to her anymore so it's ok. I'm fine. I'll be fine.

Art, life does not have to be the Titanic after all the life jackets have been given out and the boats are gone but the band’s playing on.

You don’t seem fine, so please post if you can’t resume therapy. Or find another therapist?

Jan 01, 2019 at 06:28 PM

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Originally Posted by atisketatasket

Why not? Like Oozy, I think it sounds like you could use her right now. Or maybe another therapist.

Oozy! How fierce yet affectionate! You make me sound like a sub machine gun but with a pet name. Marvellous really.

junkDNA · Jan 01, 2019 at 06:37 PM

I've lost my way againn

Jan 01, 2019 at 06:42 PM

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Originally Posted by ArtieSwimsOn

I know. And she'd probly say yes if I asked. But I just can't. I won't post to her anymore so it's ok. I'm fine. I'll be fine.

This place is very mysterious. I made a genuine suggestion which seemed reasonable based on your postings and now you've got the hump and won't post any more. I need a map. Or instructions. <"You need to sling your hook and give us all a break!"> Little rascals! Who said that?!

Jan 01, 2019 at 07:32 PM

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Originally Posted by SorryOozit

This place is very mysterious. I made a genuine suggestion which seemed reasonable based on your postings and now you've got the hump and won't post any more. I need a map. Or instructions. <"You need to sling your hook and give us all a break!"> Little rascals! Who said that?!

I apologize.

velcro003 · Jan 01, 2019 at 08:13 PM

thanks for fitting me in on friday, t. you're the best.

LabRat27 · Jan 01, 2019 at 08:13 PM

Do you understand anything about data security?
You should absolutely not have asked me that question over text message.

I don't know whether I'm annoyed and want to make an issue of this because it's actually an issue and you should know better or whether I'm just using this as a reason to be mad.
Regardless, that was stupid of you.

piggy momma · Jan 01, 2019 at 08:20 PM

I am so incredibly angry with you right now that I don't even want to see you tomorrow. And oh ya - thanks for responding in a timely manner to confirm what time our appt is...still waiting to hear...

I would cancel tomorrow except that Ive already paid for it, so I may as well go. But it's not going to be pretty.

RaineD · Jan 01, 2019 at 09:05 PM

I miss you. 2019 is going to be a year without you, and that thought makes me so sad.

velcro003 · Jan 01, 2019 at 09:14 PM

aww, raine...that makes me sad for you

Rive1976 · Jan 01, 2019 at 09:18 PM

I emailed you the flashback I had last night because its too awkward to say and awkward to write it down and have you read it in front of me. Please dont minimize it.

RaineD · Jan 01, 2019 at 10:15 PM

I feel so alone right now. I miss you so much. Why did you leave me?

Elio · Jan 01, 2019 at 11:19 PM

I emailed you. I wish you'd reply tonight. It is late so you probably won't. You have replied a few times this late, not often. Sorry.

goatee · Jan 01, 2019 at 11:22 PM

Please, please reply to me.

annielovesbacon · Jan 01, 2019 at 11:54 PM

Happy new year, T. I hope 2019 is good to you, you deserve it. I can't wait to see you next week. One of my resolutions was to be more open and vulnerable in therapy. Scary but important.

LabRat27 · Jan 01, 2019 at 11:57 PM

Congrats, you managed to remind me of something else I'm apparently still upset with you about.

You're probably really confused by my response, but if you'd been ****ing listening to me that week in June about what I was genuinely upset about instead of only wanting to focus on the SH behavior then this would make perfect sense to you.
Do you even remember me telling you about it?
That was a fairly major distressing event and you never even really acknowledged it.

Remembering it still makes me feel deeply uneasy. His ability to remain peripherally involved in my medical care makes me feel violated any time I think about it. That's why it's so important to me that the insurance company not think that he's my PCP. And you don't know any of this because you didn't ****ing listen.
And maybe I'm overreacting? Who knows? Not me, because you never validated my ****ing feelings about it.

Rive1976 · Jan 02, 2019 at 12:02 AM

Oh and ps I know you are on vaca but when I tell you I had a flashback I would think you would respond.

chihirochild · Jan 02, 2019 at 03:05 AM

Hey Tomness,

Thanks for being so empathetic in your email. It helped.

-me

LostOnTheTrail · Jan 02, 2019 at 03:37 AM

Feeling foggy at the moment, and I have no idea why.

SheHulk07 · Jan 02, 2019 at 04:42 AM

I'm so glad I see you this evening...since it's almost 3am here and I'm still awake. I seems like it's been longer than a week and half with all the stuff that's happened. Thankfully you know about Hs grandma passing since we talked on the phone, so I can talk about the bigger issue that happened.

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junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,301 (SuperPoster!) 11 8,149 hugs given	Jan 01, 2019 at 06:37 PM #643 I've lost my way againn __________________

velcro003 Elder Member Since Oct 2008 Posts: 7,361 15 25 hugs given	Jan 01, 2019 at 08:13 PM #646 thanks for fitting me in on friday, t. you're the best.

LabRat27 Poohbah Member Since Mar 2018 Location: CA Posts: 1,009 6 2,354 hugs given	Jan 01, 2019 at 08:13 PM #647 Do you understand anything about data security? You should absolutely not have asked me that question over text message. I don't know whether I'm annoyed and want to make an issue of this because it's actually an issue and you should know better or whether I'm just using this as a reason to be mad. Regardless, that was stupid of you.

piggy momma Poohbah Member Since Oct 2018 Location: Canada Posts: 1,073 5 70 hugs given	Jan 01, 2019 at 08:20 PM #648 I am so incredibly angry with you right now that I don't even want to see you tomorrow. And oh ya - thanks for responding in a timely manner to confirm what time our appt is...still waiting to hear... I would cancel tomorrow except that Ive already paid for it, so I may as well go. But it's not going to be pretty.

RaineD Grand Member Member Since Aug 2017 Location: United States Posts: 950 6 962 hugs given	Jan 01, 2019 at 09:05 PM #649 I miss you. 2019 is going to be a year without you, and that thought makes me so sad.

velcro003 Elder Member Since Oct 2008 Posts: 7,361 15 25 hugs given	Jan 01, 2019 at 09:14 PM #650 aww, raine...that makes me sad for you

Rive1976 Grand Poohbah Member Since Mar 2018 Location: USA Posts: 1,740 6 144 hugs given	Jan 01, 2019 at 09:18 PM #651 I emailed you the flashback I had last night because its too awkward to say and awkward to write it down and have you read it in front of me. Please dont minimize it.

RaineD Grand Member Member Since Aug 2017 Location: United States Posts: 950 6 962 hugs given	Jan 01, 2019 at 10:15 PM #652 I feel so alone right now. I miss you so much. Why did you leave me?

Elio ............... Member Since Sep 2006 Location: in my head Posts: 2,911 17 8,779 hugs given	Jan 01, 2019 at 11:19 PM #653 I emailed you. I wish you'd reply tonight. It is late so you probably won't. You have replied a few times this late, not often. Sorry.

goatee Member Member Since Jan 2017 Location: Florida Posts: 322 7 567 hugs given	Jan 01, 2019 at 11:22 PM #654 Please, please reply to me.

annielovesbacon Grand Poohbah Member Since Apr 2016 Location: USA Posts: 1,527 8 1,271 hugs given	Jan 01, 2019 at 11:54 PM #655 Happy new year, T. I hope 2019 is good to you, you deserve it. I can't wait to see you next week. One of my resolutions was to be more open and vulnerable in therapy. Scary but important. __________________ stay afraid, but do it anyway.

Rive1976 Grand Poohbah Member Since Mar 2018 Location: USA Posts: 1,740 6 144 hugs given	Jan 02, 2019 at 12:02 AM #657 Oh and ps I know you are on vaca but when I tell you I had a flashback I would think you would respond.

chihirochild Magnate Member Since Feb 2017 Location: North America Posts: 2,360 7 4,865 hugs given	Jan 02, 2019 at 03:05 AM #658 Hey Tomness, Thanks for being so empathetic in your email. It helped. -me

SheHulk07 Magnate Member Since Oct 2013 Location: CO Posts: 2,305 10 871 hugs given	Jan 02, 2019 at 04:42 AM #660 I'm so glad I see you this evening...since it's almost 3am here and I'm still awake. I seems like it's been longer than a week and half with all the stuff that's happened. Thankfully you know about Hs grandma passing since we talked on the phone, so I can talk about the bigger issue that happened.