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Grand Member
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: United States
Posts: 950
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#801
Waiting for my interview. This is the job I really want. Help me be likeable, please? Love you.
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Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Anonymous45127, DP_2017
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
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#802
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jun 2018
Location: Somewhere
Posts: 3,355
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#803
I don't want to shower. As a result, I am still in bed.
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LabRat27, SlumberKitty
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jun 2018
Location: Somewhere
Posts: 3,355
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#804
I finally got up, if only to go to the bathroom, and promptly stepped in dog ****. I should have known better than to leave that blanket on the floor. He can never resist any sort of cloth on the floor. It's his one flaw.
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LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty, unaluna, WarmFuzzySocks
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: A house
Posts: 4,412
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#805
If he's still potty training, try the puppy pads, even if its an adult dog. They seem to work pretty well and help the dog catch on quickly. You can get them at pet stores or even retail shops usually.
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 1,009
6 2,354 hugs
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#806
<2 hours.
I realized I probably should have eaten something earlier. Could you hear my stomach growling during that last session? It feels like it's too late now though. I don't think I could handle feeling food in my stomach alongside the guilt and shame. I hadn't really thought about how intensely I feel the emotions physically during these sessions until now. |
LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jun 2018
Location: Somewhere
Posts: 3,355
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#807
He's not training. He came to me paper trained, though, which I think has caused some issues. My theory is that he gets confused by other things that are similar to pads when they are on the floor. I had to get a baby gate because he kept going on my bathroom rug thingy. He doesn't go on just the floor by itself. He will also go on dirty clothes if they are left on the floor, and when other dogs with large, flat beds are staying over, he will go on those. But as long as I keep the floor clear of any tempting items, he's good. It's weird.
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 1,009
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#808
Rationally I know you're not going to say "I was only non-judgemental and supportive because I thought you meant erotic transference. Now that I understand that it's actually parental transference and unmet childhood needs I can't even bring myself to look at you. You're pathetic and disgusting."
So why am I so nervous? |
LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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Magnate
Member Since Oct 2013
Location: CO
Posts: 2,305
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#809
I am kicking myself for tonight's session. I spent 30ish minutes talking about dumb stuff and realized I only had 20 minutes left to really talk about what's going on. I told you that I was shaking or at least felt like I was shaking at the end because I'm so scared and worried. But I couldn't go in depth and cry because time was basically up at that point. So I left.
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LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty, unaluna, WarmFuzzySocks
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Anonymous45127
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,754
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#810
Dear T,
Sorry for the email earlier, I assume you'll reply in the morning. I'm OK. LT |
Anastasia~, atisketatasket, Lemoncake, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 1,009
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#811
**** you
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ChickenNoodleSoup, junkDNA, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty, unaluna, WarmFuzzySocks
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junkDNA
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Member Since Sep 2018
Location: Pennsylvania
Posts: 68
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#812
I'm feeling really good. I don't want to come and ruin it. Who needs dealing with that stuff not me.
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ChickenNoodleSoup, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks, Waterloo12345
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jun 2018
Location: Somewhere
Posts: 3,355
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#813
I wish I had a joint. Idgaf if you approve.
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ChickenNoodleSoup, GretchenC, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Member Since Sep 2006
Location: in my head
Posts: 2,911
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#814
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LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty, susannahsays
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#815
I am crying on the inside. I wish you had protected me instead of hurt me.
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ChickenNoodleSoup, SlumberKitty
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 1,009
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#816
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Elio, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Member Since Sep 2006
Location: in my head
Posts: 2,911
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#817
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Today my T played the ... what do you think I am thinking game. It's frustrating to have to play that game when the part that asks just wants them to answer, to feel better. Take care of you and know we are here when/if you ever want to talk about it. |
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Anonymous45127, LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 1,009
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#818
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,698
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#819
Only 7 hours, 56 minutes and 20 seconds to go and 21/21 days done.
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,698
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#820
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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