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Default Dec 12, 2018 at 06:40 PM
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I wish you hadn't sort-of-almost-kinda said that you like me. Because now, of course, I'm wondering if I'm f***ing that up. I bet I am. You were wrong. Idiot.
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Default Dec 12, 2018 at 09:16 PM
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you didn't respond
you've never done that before

I know it's part of the deal
but...

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Default Dec 12, 2018 at 09:17 PM
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Dear Info,

For a week or so now, I keep having obtrusive thoughts of

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It starts at night, whatever I’m doing, leaks into my nightmares, and keeps me from sleep. It’s pretty wretched.

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I dont remember agreeing to canceling the session on the 7th. Why was it stil in my diary. Why is this distressing me so much
 
 
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Default Dec 12, 2018 at 09:49 PM
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I think today was a really good session. I'm kind of having difficulty readjusting to possible other diagnoses as it is kind of scary to think that I truly don't know who I am. I just feel confused. However, I do relate somewhat to being paranoid and being aware of it, and I do like being alone. Your description of how my cognitive trait to look at the negative, how it connects to my social anxiety was interesting. I am at my calmest when I understand myself and my emotional/mental processes, and it feels like we are headed that way. Thank you!
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Default Dec 12, 2018 at 10:03 PM
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L, I did it! I got a 92 on the last psych stats exam and an A in the class! I worked so hard this semester especially the last month or so what with doing so much overtime at work. Now I can relax a little anyway (still working overtime til probably the end of February) but my next class (the poetry writing one) doesn't start until March.
 
 
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Default Dec 12, 2018 at 10:16 PM
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What if that was our last session?
Maybe it should be.
I miss you already.
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Default Dec 12, 2018 at 10:24 PM
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Tomorrow at this time, you will be out of my life.... for at least a few years. I'm so sick. I have no idea how to get through this? How do you tell the person who means the most to you, who makes you laugh more than anyone and that you love so much.... goodbye? I just don't know... I can't believe there is no session next week.

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Default Dec 12, 2018 at 11:04 PM
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I don't know where I was tonight...I know I was physically there and I talked. But the session felt like I blinked and it was over, and I didn't say anything I was planning on. I don't want to wait until Friday morning but I will because you didn't offer an extra session like you did last week.
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Default Dec 13, 2018 at 12:03 AM
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I miss you but I don't want to see you

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Default Dec 13, 2018 at 12:36 AM
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Why did i ring you, i am **** on the phone. Why did i even ask you to talk to me? What is wrong with me. I feel stretched in all directions
 
 
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Default Dec 13, 2018 at 08:13 AM
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Hell day has arrived I don't know how I will handle this. How do we hug for the last time and me just walk away like nothing? How am I supposed to go on without the hope of another session or another text or another chat? I am angry at you, you could have put more care into clients, gave us through the holidays anyway instead of ditching us for your own selfish needs At the same time, I love you, and that's what kills me.

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Default Dec 13, 2018 at 08:24 AM
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Hell day has arrived I don't know how I will handle this. How do we hug for the last time and me just walk away like nothing? How am I supposed to go on without the hope of another session or another text or another chat? I am angry at you, you could have put more care into clients, gave us through the holidays anyway instead of ditching us for your own selfish needs At the same time, I love you, and that's what kills me.
DP I will be thinking of you today. I know today will be painful.

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Default Dec 13, 2018 at 09:10 AM
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I miss you (for a change).
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Default Dec 13, 2018 at 09:25 AM
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I think I have some good news for you today, a more positive perspective. I found some pride, not just shame and guilt for once. Mays I'll even look at you when I tell you.
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Default Dec 13, 2018 at 10:40 AM
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Dear T,
I just want to say to you today, "Can you take away my sadness?" Sadly, I don't think you have a magic wand... But hopefully you can help a little?
Love,
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I don't want to deal with life today. I need you.
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Default Dec 13, 2018 at 12:39 PM
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Dear Former T. I miss you far more than you could ever imagine. I wish I could see you now. Be near you. Hear your voice. Hug you. Kit
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Default Dec 13, 2018 at 12:41 PM
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Dear Tony the Tiger T. I wish I could talk to you before the 2nd. I really want to talk to you about my friend and the way my friend let me down and my response to it. I think I handled it well (enough) but these social things always confuse me. I have no idea if what I did in response was effective. I guess maybe time will tell. Kit
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Default Dec 13, 2018 at 12:50 PM
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yeah, I emailed u Kansas lyrics... lol

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