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Comfy Sedation
Member Since Sep 2012
Location: the woods
Posts: 19,301
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Dec 14, 2018 at 01:42 PM
#121
ugh I'm tireds
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Member Since Nov 2017
Location: UK
Posts: 379
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Dec 14, 2018 at 03:00 PM
#122
Just a file number.. soon to not even be that!!! This one way stuff does not feel good, how can I mean so little to someone that means so much to me.
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,695
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Dec 14, 2018 at 03:08 PM
#123
I'm stupidly tired, but okay. Two days with 5am starts and yesterdays random 1.34am is not a good look on me.
Graphic dreams
Possible trigger:
P.s = 3 days, 10 hours, 52 minutes and 44 seconds till my stomatology exam. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." 
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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 2,160
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Dec 14, 2018 at 03:25 PM
#124
Monday will be four years, T. Four years. Am I your longest client currently?
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Grand Member
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: United States
Posts: 950
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Dec 14, 2018 at 03:48 PM
#125
I miss you!
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
Posts: 4,796
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Dec 14, 2018 at 04:20 PM
#126
Considering playing 'The View From The Mountain' for you on the 17th of January. Listening to my favourite songwriters who wring it from the gut as encouragement.
__________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 1,009
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Dec 14, 2018 at 05:36 PM
#127
I want to talk to you about The T Word
You haven't used it but I don't know if you don't think it applies or just don't want to label it for me I don't know why it matters to me so much but it does I want a word for what I've been experiencing. I want a word for why I'm fine one second and want to scream and throw things and cry the next. I want a word for why I couldn't remember any of the details until recently. I want a word for why it's affected me this much. I want a word that says "yes, it was "that bad"" or at least "bad enough." I want a word that lets me feel less alone. Like I'm allowed to identify with the other people who feel like this and can call what they went through and how it affected them "trauma." But I don't want to bring it up and have you seem uncomfortable with calling it that because it wasn't that bad. Because that word is reserved for people who went through much worse things. What if that's the line where you'd agree I was being melodramatic? |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: A house
Posts: 4,412
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Dec 14, 2018 at 05:40 PM
#128
my heart hurts
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Dec 14, 2018 at 07:02 PM
#129
I never asked you, was I your longest client at 7+ years?
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Member Since Sep 2018
Location: Pennsylvania
Posts: 68
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Dec 14, 2018 at 08:33 PM
#130
You'd be proud.Im reached out to an old friend. Hoping they cancel but what ever.
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Member Since Nov 2015
Location: Somewhere
Posts: 213
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Dec 15, 2018 at 12:55 AM
#131
Delayed pissed reaction post session. Hate how you responded to me. I talked and talked, everything I said can be taken as a defense against my own hate so don’t let it get to your head. **** this ****. **** this onesideness. **** me that I need to see you in the first place.
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,695
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Dec 15, 2018 at 01:38 AM
#132
It's 7.35am now going to hopefully spend most of the day at the coffee shop. Maybe I'll be wild and order chocolate cake for breakfast.
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing."
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Echos Myron redux
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Elder Harridan x-hankster
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: Milan/Michigan
Posts: 39,861
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Dec 15, 2018 at 01:47 AM
#133
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 1,009
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Dec 15, 2018 at 05:22 AM
#134
I think I was your last patient of the day yesterday. Did that feeling last after I closed the door? Were you still smiling when you wrote your notes? Have I crossed your mind since then?
I'd still rather get the other kind of caring. I'd still rather you were worried about me than happy for me. I know that's not healthy though. I want this to be enough. It's better than nothing. |
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,695
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Dec 15, 2018 at 06:04 AM
#135
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__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing."
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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Dec 15, 2018 at 06:26 AM
#136
Dear T,
In our two years together. You've called me special, kind and brave. Told me that I had value. That I was special. That you had a soft spot for me and that you did honestly care about me. That you saw the good in me and didn't think I was bad.That I didn't have to be better and that you weren't giving up on me. I've heard it so many times, that I think I'm actually starting to believe it all and seeing myself as you see me. I still haven't stopped fighting you, but where I am now I genuinely feel okay. Love your biggest headache. S __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing."
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Elder Harridan x-hankster
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: Milan/Michigan
Posts: 39,861
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Dec 15, 2018 at 08:25 AM
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: A house
Posts: 4,412
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Dec 15, 2018 at 09:10 AM
#138
Regretting keeping things light and fun, wishing I had said so many things to you. Now I get regret to live with.
I wish I had said ILY when we hugged and not just in a text when I got home. It's not like it matters to you though, you don't believe I really do. I miss you like crazy, this will be a long two years. So hard to have things I wanna tell you about and I can't. __________________ Grief is the price you pay for love. |
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Comfy Sedation
Member Since Sep 2012
Location: the woods
Posts: 19,301
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Dec 15, 2018 at 12:15 PM
#139
hey... t....
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Community Support Team 
Member Since Dec 2015
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 54,191
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Dec 15, 2018 at 02:27 PM
#140
Dear T,
Nobody understands me, not even you. -Butterfly |
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