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Default Jan 14, 2019 at 09:03 PM
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hey t. tomorrow's session should be interesting since i've decided to play hooky. i kinda never want to go back to work ever.

Are you playing hooky from work, session, or both?
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Default Jan 14, 2019 at 09:05 PM
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T, I wish I could text you that Piff is on tonight, you'd watch it too and we could discuss it. Sigh....

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Are you playing hooky from work, session, or both?
work, will still go to session.
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I’m treading in dangerous waters, but I’m scared to tell you because I don’t know if you’ll judge me or not. I’ve felt like I’m a terrible person these past few days.. and the scariest part is I think I might actually be as awful as I think I am. I’m terrified that you’ll confirm that.
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28/28... See you today
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5 days to go. Yipppeee
 
 
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Default Jan 15, 2019 at 05:05 AM
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After spending all week waiting for you, all I want to do is push you away now.

5 hours, 53 minutes and 53 seconds.

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Default Jan 15, 2019 at 05:17 AM
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1 week, I know you forgotten me already but you are stlll all I need right now, and I know you now already busy but I hope U give me a least one thought in whatvwoild be our session time!
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Default Jan 15, 2019 at 06:53 AM
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I'm pseudostudying and just counting down the time till I see you:

4 hours, 6 minutes and 49 seconds

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Default Jan 15, 2019 at 08:18 AM
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I wish I could tell you about my bizarre dream, you'd probably laugh.

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Default Jan 15, 2019 at 08:22 AM
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Dear T,
Thank you for the supportive response. And for offering to have me come in earlier (I think I'll be OK and will just wait for Thursday). And thanks for the questionnaire--will be curious to fill it out and see what comes out of it next session.
Love you,
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1 hour, 51 minutes and 16 seconds

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Default Jan 15, 2019 at 09:24 AM
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At least one thing feels slightly less utterly shite than it did. Miss you. See you tomorrow.
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Dear T,
And sorry I've been so needy lately. Thanks for continuing to bear with me, as you said you would.

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Default Jan 15, 2019 at 10:18 AM
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I take it we'll discuss my email on Thursday, then. Don't mind me, just drowning.

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Dear T, I am noticing and not for the first time, that when I'm struggling with working on a particular case, it's because I feel some connection to the person's story. This person's struggle as a child, the ways she tried to avoid and keep herself safe, are so extreme they are heartbreaking. And it is easy to trace the ways her childhood (not so much the negative events themselves, but the crazy dysfunctional dynamics around them) led her to the terrible state she is now. I think how it wasn't as bad for me but it could have so easily led me down that same path of chain reactions. I want so much to help her but I think the system will swallow her up forever. I don't always have a good way of coping with making peace with my ineffectiveness, which isn't so much personal to me but about the monster that she's up against. I don't know if I can accept that there is usually nothing I can do, beyond being a witness to the story itself. Maybe that's enough.

And I wonder if I will tell you these things, if I can face the reality that pops up like Jack in the box whenever I put the words out into the air between us. I am thinking about becoming a barista, where the only pressure is inside the expresso machine.
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See you in two hours. Anxiety kicking in....
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Dear T: been sleeping entirely too much. That's a sign of depression for me. I think it means the meds I'm on aren't working as well. I guess that means something needs to be tweaked. Maybe I just need to force myself to do more things. I just really don't feel like it. Zero motivation. Could this still be about former T? Is that possible? It's been 4.5 months. Or is this just my regular, unrelenting depression? Help me! Kit
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I'm so angr at u!
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Default Jan 15, 2019 at 02:00 PM
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I see you in 2 days, maybe?
I'm no longer angry but I also feel like I dont care. I'm meh on it. You broken my trust and now life goes on
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