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Default Feb 27, 2019 at 09:41 PM
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I just completely bombed your Abnormal Psych exam and now I’m going to be embarrassed to see you again. Why can’t I pass your exams? This is gonna be worse than the awesome 42% I got last semester with you.
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Default Feb 27, 2019 at 09:45 PM
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Oh and your homily this morning at Mass was spot on. I felt like you were talking directly to me.
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Default Feb 27, 2019 at 10:26 PM
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Why is this so conplicated?? I want to contact you and tell you I cant do this. It is to much. When I would tell T that I couldnt do it any more that the fight was to much we would discuss it. I would feel the connection and would be in a better space. Now I am on my own and dont deel comfortable reaching out to you. All these emotions suck. Not sure why they are so necessary. I really want to numb.out all feelings. I want to call it quits but I cant quit anything, especially when it comes to people. A part of me wishes you would quit on me.

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Default Feb 28, 2019 at 01:55 AM
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Dear R,

2 hours and 35 mins.

P.s have you noticed that I've made it to 21 days with no email!

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Default Feb 28, 2019 at 05:23 AM
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I always knew I was too much. I'm not angry just feeling humiliated.

I told you I would come back when I was ready.

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I always knew I was too much. I'm not angry just feeling humiliated.


I told you I would come back when I was ready.
I'm so sorry you're feeling humiliated. Therapy is so hard on so many levels. Big hugs, Lemoncake.
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Default Feb 28, 2019 at 08:13 AM
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Dear T: I really need to tell you something XXXIXDear T: I really need to tell you something XXXIXDear T: I really need to tell you something XXXIX
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Default Feb 28, 2019 at 08:21 AM
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Acceptance is safer, and more useful...but it is hard. It's much easier to talk myself out of my feelings than actually feel them.

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Default Feb 28, 2019 at 09:04 AM
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Do you really think this is all in my head and you did nothing (are doing nothing) to contribute to it?

That was one thing I always liked, was that I felt like I could tell you stuff like this and it would feel like you would examine your contribution to the interactions. I don't feel that now.
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Default Feb 28, 2019 at 12:09 PM
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T, I’m really, really, really nervous. Will be seeing you soon.
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Default Feb 28, 2019 at 01:54 PM
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Dear T: I wish you could be former T. I've been fantasizing about being able to see her again. Why couldn't you morph into her? Kit

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Default Feb 28, 2019 at 02:37 PM
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I had the thought that you are a robot. That is making me feel better. I know it is a ridiculous thought.

Since it is I that usually feels like a robot, is it progress to see someone else as the robot?
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Unhappy Feb 28, 2019 at 03:05 PM
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sorry, I just thought I'd tell u

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Default Feb 28, 2019 at 03:12 PM
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Dear Former T: I miss you so much today. When is this going to stop?! Kit

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Default Feb 28, 2019 at 03:19 PM
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That's better , much more stable , we both had to work through that turbulence. Stronger than ever , but I'm sad about what happened.

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I feel freeeeeee today how glorious.
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I want to see you. But I don’t. Ugh. Can you just call me for no reason, because you have nothing better to do with your day?
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Default Feb 28, 2019 at 04:32 PM
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T, it went really badly today. You broke my heart. A year ago to the day from the last time you did. Isn’t that funny? But I’m tired of having my heart broken. I really am. This is my own fault for starting to trust you and care again after what you did last year. I should have known better. I thought you were the answer after my disastrous old T. But you’re not. I can’t find a new T given my situation now. I’m way too attached to you anyway to do that. I think it’s time for me to give up on therapy. All these years I’ve believed in it since I was a teenager and hurt so badly by my FOO. All these years I thought this was the answer. So much so that while I’ve built a career and many friends on the surface, I don’t have any other life. And now I see that I’ve poured all my energy and caring into something that is nothing. I don’t know how I even begin to back away. I hope I will stay in the state where I am devastated and numb and frozen. I hope I will not start to panic. Panicking is the worst. It was pretty much the last thing I need right now, T. I don’t think I can forgive you.
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Default Feb 28, 2019 at 05:51 PM
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Hey T. Feeling really sad today and I don't know why. I even got art therapy homework, and I'm afraid I won't do it/won't be inspired.
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Default Feb 28, 2019 at 06:18 PM
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As intrigued as I am by survivor stories, I don't think that book is for me. You warned me, and I appreciate that. Interesting to have an insight into your reading habits, though.

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