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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2018
Location: CA
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Mar 23, 2019 at 02:37 AM
#461
Were you surprised to find out I have videos? What were you thinking when I said that? You didn't ask me why.
I went back and watched some of them. I was right I felt a bit squeamish, more so than I expected actually. But not really any emotions. What am I supposed to feel? I'd never ask you to watch them, and I don't think you'd want to see that. But some ****ed up part of me wants you to, wants to see if you would be visibly upset by it. Did the idea of it cross your mind? Were you at all curious? Horrified? |
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Poohbah
Member Since Oct 2018
Location: Canada
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Mar 23, 2019 at 05:04 AM
#462
I wish you understood the depth of my pain. I will tell you on Monday, but I don't if me telling you equates to you understanding.
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Tweaky Dog
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Location: England
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Mar 23, 2019 at 10:28 AM
#463
The Critic is being a sod. I'm hopeful that it will shut up before Tuesday...else we get to spend time then trying to make it do so.
__________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Poohbah
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Location: Canada
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Mar 23, 2019 at 12:47 PM
#464
You’re doing exactly what my mother did to me as a kid. I’m saying I need something because I know what’s best for me, and you’re completely invalidating it. No wonder I’m upset.
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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Mar 23, 2019 at 12:58 PM
#465
From episode 3:
Quote:
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." 
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Poohbah
Member Since Oct 2018
Location: Canada
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Mar 23, 2019 at 01:52 PM
#466
I’m pretty sure you’re gonna fire me after the text I just sent you. But I’m tired of not saying what I need to say. So I said it.
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Luna's offical mini me.
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Mar 23, 2019 at 02:32 PM
#467
Testing, testing 1,2,3.
We're not friends and I don't have to do it but I just want to see what your response, to me liking one of your fb posts is. Will you bring it up? Have I crossed a line? 
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing."
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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
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Mar 23, 2019 at 02:51 PM
#468
I'm just not sure T. Not sure what's happening for you. I'm scared that you're scared, and that things could change.
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Member Since May 2017
Location: Earth
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Mar 23, 2019 at 03:39 PM
#469
Worries and anxieties of everyday life do not send me spitalling down anymore. I can stay grounded and trust that whatever it is, it will be solved. You have helped me so much with that!
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Poohbah
Member Since Nov 2017
Location: United States
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Mar 23, 2019 at 04:28 PM
#470
Dear T,
You’ve said that therapists become therapists for a reason and have implied that it is to better understand the difficulties in your own lives. I’d like to know your story. |
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Poohbah
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Location: Canada
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Mar 23, 2019 at 06:42 PM
#471
Well that went over like a sack of lead. Should I bother showing up on Monday or am I fired?
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Poohbah
Member Since Jul 2017
Location: Somewhere
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Mar 23, 2019 at 08:56 PM
#472
I wish I could text you, I know I can. But I don't need to. I was feeling fine, then now I'm not. I'm not horrible, just feeling kind of upset. I wish I could have my job without my current administration, but I realize that there will always be some kind of social anxiety problem. That last issue that happened would have been nothing for a normal person, but pushed me over the edge. I really need to make a schedule. I hate rain. I am sad.
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Apr 2016
Location: USA
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Mar 24, 2019 at 12:56 AM
#473
I refuse to take this medicine anymore. It's ruining my life. Maybe that's overdramatic but it's how I feel. I wonder if you will take my side or not.
Also... I wonder if you're watching your basketball team right now. Do you even care about basketball? I hope you do. Your school is quite good, it's fun to watch. __________________ stay afraid, but do it anyway. |
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Mar 24, 2019 at 01:07 AM
#474
Dear god how do you people find clients who take you all more seriously even than you take yourselves.
__________________ Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
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Always in This Twilight
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Location: US
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Mar 24, 2019 at 07:53 AM
#475
Dear T,
It almost feels like this switch flipped in my head a week ago and now I don't feel the same need to drink. Can that just be how it happens? Like last night, coming home from an early dinner and being like, "Nope, don't really want/need another one." And then sticking to that, without really feeling like I was fighting anything? Thursday night was a serious struggle, but that's because I was dealing with the ex-MC memories with March Madness. And even that I got through, when even just a few weeks ago, I definitely would have had another drink, probably more than one. Is it possible this could last? Love, LT |
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Luna's offical mini me.
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Mar 24, 2019 at 08:10 AM
#476
Back to being in love with you and another 3 days seem so long.
P.s 15 days till you go away for Easter. 32 until you come back. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing."
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Poohbah
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Mar 24, 2019 at 09:04 AM
#477
You said that caring about me is a choice, not something you're paid to do
Does that mean you could choose to stop caring about me? I want you to do that. I want you not to care. You weren't supposed to care about me. |
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Location: Anonymous
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Mar 24, 2019 at 10:48 AM
#478
Dear T:
It has been so good lately, but I am waiting, as they say, for the other shoe to drop. I would like to not feel this way any more, how about that magic wand you keep for solving problems that you've never shared with me before? |
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Mar 24, 2019 at 11:21 AM
#479
Feeling like I'm in love with you, but I feel okay. I wondering how much I am holding back to protect myself and to preserve my relationship with you. Specifically, I'm wondering if I am in "T is worried so I must be 100% okay to reassure him everything is okay" mode. Like I must have done as a child.
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Mar 24, 2019 at 12:32 PM
#480
I wonder how much longer I am still going to be thinking about you at least once every damn day.
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