Couch 193: The Aurora Borealis Couch

Lemoncake · 11:28 AM

Day three/ nineteen without R and I'm semi resembling an adult.

>I'm currently happy and have micheal buble playing
>I recently discovered chia lattes.
>I went gym.
>In my head authentic me has red hair. xD I finally booked an appointment to see a fancy shmancy hair stylist, but he's currently fully booked at the moment and his first opening is actually in 6 weeks- which I've taken.
>And today my class was split into small groups for urology. We had a

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patient who was a prisoner who came with three armed policemen, because he had inflammation after inserting something inside himself.

Lemoncake · Apr 08, 2019 at 08:14 AM

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Originally Posted by ArtieSwimsOn

I get to see my boy this evening yay!!

Lemoncake · Apr 08, 2019 at 08:21 AM

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Originally Posted by NP_Complete

I had a disturbing dream last night. Not sure what it means. TW for sui/pretty violent. Seriously, you've been warned.

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I dreamed that I had a suicide pact with my parents. We were going to take a bunch of pills and just before passing out we would shoot ourselves. We all took the pills. My mother, however, shot herself very shortly after taking the pills. My dad and I were there with her body and there wasn't a lot of blood but her head was caved in. This was a really disturbing dream to me. I guess of note is that I think a lot about suicide and my father is in reality already dead.

That nightmare does sound scary.
I hope you're feeling little bit better.

Lemoncake · Apr 08, 2019 at 08:23 AM

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Originally Posted by unaluna

My dreams were about my job, and getting good grades, and sleeping (honestly, who dreams about sleeping???!), and taking a shower, and swimming, and going to the bathroom, and trying to find a bathroom, and trying to get back into work after five pm without my i.d. card. George h w bush was one of my teacher/bosses, that was interesting, but i think that was spawned from the biden skit on snl last night. And for some reason my workplace is in a mall and theres a food court. I was probably still hungry. And i was going to work very early and trying to swim before work.

You're awesome Una!

Apr 08, 2019 at 08:57 AM

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Originally Posted by BlessedCheeseMaker

i deleted my T from my contacts in preparation. I can always add him if he decides to see me again.

Hugs BCM.
I haven't done that yet...

LostOnTheTrail · Apr 08, 2019 at 08:59 AM

Hi, friends.

Thank you for the hugs. Because I am really trying not to eat all of my feelings this week, I made a thing. It's not @NP_Complete's painting yet...because I'm still working on that.

CantExplain · Apr 08, 2019 at 09:59 AM

I dreamt I was on a Titanic Re-enactment Cruise. There was going to be a Giant Inflatable Iceberg but I woke up before that happened. Speculation on board that the iceberg would be in cruise company colours.

Apr 08, 2019 at 10:09 AM

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Originally Posted by Lemoncake

We had a great time, it is so good to spend time with them. I was all giddy bouncing in my chair haha waiting for them to arrive!

Lemoncake · Apr 08, 2019 at 12:04 PM

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Originally Posted by ArtieSwimsOn

We had a great time, it is so good to spend time with them. I was all giddy bouncing in my chair haha waiting for them to arrive!

I'm glad your happy! What did you make for dinner?

unaluna · Apr 08, 2019 at 12:10 PM

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Originally Posted by WarmFuzzySocks

She’s probably trying to come up with a gluten-free endearment just for you.

Sweetpeeps?

ElectricManatee · Apr 08, 2019 at 12:28 PM

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Originally Posted by CantExplain

I dreamt I was on a Titanic Re-enactment Cruise. There was going to be a Giant Inflatable Iceberg but I woke up before that happened. Speculation on board that the iceberg would be in cruise company colours.

I'm trying to imagine getting on a boat with the intention of playing out a Titanic situation. Can't see it happening. With my luck, there would be an actual maritime emergency while I'm standing on the deck with a drink, thinking I'm enjoying a show.

unaluna · Apr 08, 2019 at 12:36 PM

What are freudian implications of THAT dream?!

atisketatasket · Apr 08, 2019 at 12:47 PM

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Originally Posted by unaluna

Sweetpeeps?

I’m gonna change my user name to that!

SlumberKitty · Apr 08, 2019 at 01:13 PM

Good morning Couch. Just spent time talking to EDD on behalf of my boss trying to figure out her disability stuff. So much fun. Had a dream about former T last night. I can't remember it though. I wish I could. I think I wish I could. Maybe it was something bad so maybe its a good thing that I can't remember. I miss her. I'm super tired today. I've had this coughing thing for a while and I don't know if that is what is making me tired or what. I feel like I need lots of coffee. HUGS Kit

unaluna · Apr 08, 2019 at 01:23 PM

Ive been on two cups a day for a while myself, kit! Kinda sneaks up on you, dont it.

Apr 08, 2019 at 01:31 PM

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Originally Posted by Lemoncake

I'm glad your happy! What did you make for dinner?

I didn't we took them out to a place they've been wanting to try, my son got this huge honkin' burger that had pulled pork and onion rings on it too, his gf got a more reasonable burger lol. I got a southwest grilled cheese that had 2 kinds of cheese, tomatoes, onions and roasted green chilies on sourdough. Yum! h got tri tips. Next time I'm cooking though! and will probably make lasagna or something.

Apr 08, 2019 at 01:43 PM

I played too much this weekend (lunch out Saturday with my friends and dinner last night) so I still have to do my lab for this module... I'm looking over it now and it looks rather lengthy. Interesting, but long. It's about climate change on Earth. And I'm working another 58 hour week this week besides. The sink was full of dishes, I have a mountain of laundry waiting.... So. I did the dishes before I fixed my lunch, so that's done. I asked h to do part of the laundry (just the towels) so that's getting done. Ate salad and printed out the lab questions - check. I can do this. Time to go start working on the lab, for the last 15 minutes of my lunch break.

healed84 · Apr 08, 2019 at 02:26 PM

I am curious about something. T let me know he has an earlier appointment this week, if I wanted to take as the last couple weeks have been rough. However, that appointment is at is his other office, which I have only been to once. I briefly considered taking it, but I just couldn’t because it’s not familiar to me. I would rather wait an extra day to see t in my regular office where it feels safe and comfortable. I wonder if anybody else would do the same? Just curious really.. I am in with my decision even if it seems silly.

unaluna · Apr 08, 2019 at 02:28 PM

Yyeah. Doesnt that other place have a bad vibe? Like they got the appt wrong?

healed84 · Apr 08, 2019 at 03:13 PM

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Yyeah. Doesnt that other place have a bad vibe? Like they got the appt wrong?

That’s is a good observation.. it does have some negativity associated with it. Also, the regular office just feels comfortable and safe to me. I even have a spot that I sit in, in the waiting room.

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unaluna Elder Harridan x-hankster Member Since Jun 2011 Location: Milan/Michigan Posts: 39,869 (SuperPoster!) 12 66.4k hugs given	Apr 08, 2019 at 12:36 PM #232 What are freudian implications of THAT dream?!

unaluna Elder Harridan x-hankster Member Since Jun 2011 Location: Milan/Michigan Posts: 39,869 (SuperPoster!) 12 66.4k hugs given	Apr 08, 2019 at 01:23 PM #235 Ive been on two cups a day for a while myself, kit! Kinda sneaks up on you, dont it.

unaluna Elder Harridan x-hankster Member Since Jun 2011 Location: Milan/Michigan Posts: 39,869 (SuperPoster!) 12 66.4k hugs given	Apr 08, 2019 at 02:28 PM #239 Yyeah. Doesnt that other place have a bad vibe? Like they got the appt wrong?