Dear T: I really need to tell you something XL

Spirit of Trees · Jun 20, 2019 at 06:05 AM

I'm starting to think the increased frequency of nightmares isn't because of antidepressants. So it might be the stuff we dredge up during sessions.

Lrad123 · Jun 20, 2019 at 06:05 AM

I have all this drama in my life right now and I wish you weren’t on vacation. It will probably have subsided by the time I see you in a week. So I get to endure it in my own which kind of sucks. I can totally do it, but it sucks.

nervous puppy · Jun 20, 2019 at 06:49 AM

Hey T,
So you know when I emailed you that my "GAF drawer was completely empty" and I was tired of everything? I now realize I did that while I had a raging migraine. Which I got because of lack of sleep and I didn't eat. So I guess my self-care drawer was empty, too.
Sorry for bothering you.
You haven't responded yet and you normally do within less than 24 hrs. Don't know what's up. You didn't tell me about any vacations. My anxious mind keeps thinking there's been a tragic accident or something...

Anastasia~ · Jun 20, 2019 at 10:17 AM

I am in a lot of agony. I deserve it. I did things wrong. I keep texting you. I wish I could have been normal, to have a normal life, bit I don't. I am tired of my varyings ****ed up diagnoses I have. Thanks toall who have helped me.

captgut · Jun 20, 2019 at 12:17 PM

Thanks for today. Thanks for the hugs. I love you

Jun 20, 2019 at 02:25 PM

I hope you're ready for me today. No more temper tantrum, I promise.

nottrustin · Jun 20, 2019 at 02:37 PM

I guess you are just going to ignore my text??? Lovely. 1 step forward 1 step backwards. I know you are busy with other clients and your family, but really??

LonesomeTonight · Jun 20, 2019 at 03:10 PM

Dear T,
Were you wiping away tears today, like when I was really upset at one point? It certainly looked like it. I guess, like you said some time ago, that I do in fact affect you.
Love,
LT

nottrustin · Jun 20, 2019 at 04:05 PM

Thanks for the call but it was a little late.

Jessica Hazlitt · Jun 20, 2019 at 04:21 PM

Missing you terribly at the moment. Wish I could just sit on your lap and cuddle again. I'd settle for holding hands though.

Jun 20, 2019 at 05:35 PM

Why am I nervous about telling you I wanna come back through the rest of the summer??

Omers · Jun 20, 2019 at 05:51 PM

I’m hoping that all this comes down to your wife being a B* and hopefully you already know it... somehow I don’t think this will be that simple.

Jun 20, 2019 at 08:55 PM

L, I am feeling a good bit of shame sitting here thinking about my session today. Shame that it took me this many years to get here. I know you would say "it takes as long as it takes" but damn. I must have some inflated ****ing vision of myself huh? that it took this much time to finally break through all of my layers of protection and pretending and whatnot? I don't know. All I can tell you right now is that I feel utterly ashamed and next week I may come in wearing a potato sack for a dress...

Jun 20, 2019 at 09:29 PM

I mean seriously, who and what the **** have I thought I was all of this time, anyway?! Am I having a (late) mid-life crisis? Where do I fit in the world? What is the meaning of life?

Fix me! Immediately!

Elio · Jun 21, 2019 at 12:21 AM

'I love you mommy' doesn't even begin to cover the craziness that is this process of mine.

so much and so little. how do I process though this and get done and over it? Do I need to physically act out what I'm feeling to get it to release?

dammit why won't you just offer me a session July 5th?

LostOnTheTrail · Jun 21, 2019 at 03:21 AM

What's going on at the moment is hardly worth emailing you about - but I am quite sure that I am unable to provide support to anybody else in my current state.

Echos Myron redux · Jun 21, 2019 at 05:28 AM

Soooo..... maybe part of me thinks we have become too close. What do I do with that? It's hard to talk to you about it because other parts of me crave closeness to you and don't want to jeopardise it.

kaleidoscopeheart · Jun 21, 2019 at 07:34 AM

Dear T,

I'm not sure what was worse, you triggering painful stuff at the end of my session, or my significant other yelling at me because I couldn't verbalize what was wrong since I can't seem to understand it myself. Yesterday sucked and I just want to crawl in a hole somewhere and disappear. I'm tired. Can't you just make everything stop? I need it to.

Lrad123 · Jun 21, 2019 at 07:44 AM

I wish you were back so I could act all indifferent about seeing you.

Jun 21, 2019 at 08:37 AM

Is it next thursday yet?

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Spirit of Trees Member Member Since May 2019 Location: Earth Posts: 189 4 111 hugs given	Jun 20, 2019 at 06:05 AM #841 I'm starting to think the increased frequency of nightmares isn't because of antidepressants. So it might be the stuff we dredge up during sessions.

Lrad123 Poohbah Member Since Nov 2017 Location: United States Posts: 1,332 6 372 hugs given	Jun 20, 2019 at 06:05 AM #842 I have all this drama in my life right now and I wish you weren’t on vacation. It will probably have subsided by the time I see you in a week. So I get to endure it in my own which kind of sucks. I can totally do it, but it sucks.

Anastasia~ Poohbah Member Since Jul 2017 Location: Somewhere Posts: 1,019 6 5,296 hugs given	Jun 20, 2019 at 10:17 AM #844 I am in a lot of agony. I deserve it. I did things wrong. I keep texting you. I wish I could have been normal, to have a normal life, bit I don't. I am tired of my varyings ****ed up diagnoses I have. Thanks toall who have helped me. __________________

captgut Grand Poohbah Member Since Jan 2017 Location: Here Posts: 1,731 7 1,505 hugs given	Jun 20, 2019 at 12:17 PM #845 Thanks for today. Thanks for the hugs. I love you

Anonymous43207 Guest Posts: n/a	Jun 20, 2019 at 02:25 PM #846 I hope you're ready for me today. No more temper tantrum, I promise.

nottrustin Grand Magnate Member Since Jan 2014 Location: n/a Posts: 4,819 10 375 hugs given	Jun 20, 2019 at 02:37 PM #847 I guess you are just going to ignore my text??? Lovely. 1 step forward 1 step backwards. I know you are busy with other clients and your family, but really?? __________________

LonesomeTonight Always in This Twilight Member Since Feb 2015 Location: US Posts: 20,754 (SuperPoster!) 9 75k hugs given	Jun 20, 2019 at 03:10 PM #848 Dear T, Were you wiping away tears today, like when I was really upset at one point? It certainly looked like it. I guess, like you said some time ago, that I do in fact affect you. Love, LT

nottrustin Grand Magnate Member Since Jan 2014 Location: n/a Posts: 4,819 10 375 hugs given	Jun 20, 2019 at 04:05 PM #849 Thanks for the call but it was a little late. __________________

Jessica Hazlitt Member Member Since Sep 2014 Location: UK Posts: 394 9 25 hugs given	Jun 20, 2019 at 04:21 PM #850 Missing you terribly at the moment. Wish I could just sit on your lap and cuddle again. I'd settle for holding hands though.

Anonymous43207 Guest Posts: n/a	Jun 20, 2019 at 05:35 PM #851 Why am I nervous about telling you I wanna come back through the rest of the summer??

Omers Grand Magnate Member Since Nov 2010 Location: Crimson cattery Posts: 3,512 13 3,133 hugs given	Jun 20, 2019 at 05:51 PM #852 I’m hoping that all this comes down to your wife being a B* and hopefully you already know it... somehow I don’t think this will be that simple. __________________ There’s been many a crooked path that has landed me here Tired, broken and wearing rags Wild eyed with fear -Blackmoores Night

Anonymous43207 Guest Posts: n/a	Jun 20, 2019 at 09:29 PM #854 I mean seriously, who and what the **** have I thought I was all of this time, anyway?! Am I having a (late) mid-life crisis? Where do I fit in the world? What is the meaning of life? Fix me! Immediately!

Elio ............... Member Since Sep 2006 Location: in my head Posts: 2,911 17 8,779 hugs given	Jun 21, 2019 at 12:21 AM #855 'I love you mommy' doesn't even begin to cover the craziness that is this process of mine. so much and so little. how do I process though this and get done and over it? Do I need to physically act out what I'm feeling to get it to release? dammit why won't you just offer me a session July 5th?

Echos Myron redux Magnate Member Since Apr 2018 Location: UK Posts: 2,160 6 1,833 hugs given	Jun 21, 2019 at 05:28 AM #857 Soooo..... maybe part of me thinks we have become too close. What do I do with that? It's hard to talk to you about it because other parts of me crave closeness to you and don't want to jeopardise it.

kaleidoscopeheart Member Member Since Apr 2017 Location: Parts Unknown Posts: 333 7 77 hugs given	Jun 21, 2019 at 07:34 AM #858 Dear T, I'm not sure what was worse, you triggering painful stuff at the end of my session, or my significant other yelling at me because I couldn't verbalize what was wrong since I can't seem to understand it myself. Yesterday sucked and I just want to crawl in a hole somewhere and disappear. I'm tired. Can't you just make everything stop? I need it to.

Lrad123 Poohbah Member Since Nov 2017 Location: United States Posts: 1,332 6 372 hugs given	Jun 21, 2019 at 07:44 AM #859 I wish you were back so I could act all indifferent about seeing you.

Anonymous43207 Guest Posts: n/a	Jun 21, 2019 at 08:37 AM #860 Is it next thursday yet?