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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
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#41
Still in love with you.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: A house
Posts: 4,412
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#42
T3
I guess you won't be the t i need. I'm sorry I bothered you. This is s record though, usually I'm too much after a few months at least Definitely not gonna reach out anymore. Sorry again, loads of regrets on my end. I ruin everything __________________ Grief is the price you pay for love. |
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#43
I do miss you, you know. I'm sorry I didn't know how to stop wanting more of you than I could have. I wish I could figure it out because we made an awesome team.
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: North America
Posts: 2,360
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#44
14 hours later until I wake up to go see you
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Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 54,191
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#45
Dear old t,
So Friday will officially be our last session then now that I will have seen new t for a fourth session on Thursday. I'm happy to be moving on because I think it's for the best but I struggle with change so I hope I adjust okay. -Butterfly |
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Poohbah
Member Since Oct 2018
Location: Canada
Posts: 1,073
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#46
I feel better now that we’ve booked our first session back in September.
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Member
Member Since Jan 2017
Location: Florida
Posts: 322
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#47
T, I’m so scared to read your message back to me.
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2019
Location: Toodlepip
Posts: 1,711
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#48
I am going to wear grey tomorrow to match your foggy insight and dulled awareness.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
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#49
Dear former T: when I say "my T" I still think of you. You will always have that title. HUGS Kit
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
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#50
Dear former T: I wish you were still my real T so I could call you regarding me being SUI. IRL no one to talk to. Kit
__________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: A house
Posts: 4,412
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#51
__________________ Grief is the price you pay for love. |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jun 2009
Location: Michigan
Posts: 3,584
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#52
Dear M,
Oh my goodness...where do I begin? I met you today for the first time, after months of half-hearted searches for a therapist whom I could connect with. It's a bit of a drive to your office in the next city but at this point I don't care anymore. My very first impression of you was that you were young, cute and friendly. I loved your office space - it was modern and cozy and I can totally get on board with the white noise machines you have to drown out the sound from clients in the neighboring rooms. Though I liked you off the bat, what sold me was the way you sat in your chair. Something about how you sat cross-legged put me at ease and made me instantly comfortable with you. I liked that we spent as much time chatting as we did discussing legitimate details about my history. You asked me about my past experiences with therapy, medication and mental health issues. I actually prefer this, rather than sitting down for the first time with a therapist just for them to start right away with "so what brings you here?" I struggle with vulnerability and you managed to ease me into discussing painful topics. I appreciate that. I am SO excited to begin working with you, especially when it comes to my attachment issues, relationship history and other tough subjects. Usually at the beginning of the therapy process, the thought of crying in front of a therapist makes me cringe. Not this time. I haven't felt this way about a therapist since I was a teenager. I thought I'd never find a T like the ones I had back then. I hope you'll prove me wrong. We agreed to weekly sessions but the receptionist told me you're booked solid next week. Ugh...this is going to be a long two weeks! Thank you so much for giving me something to look forward to. And for those reading this who know a bit about my history...yes, I am fully aware that I am transferring my insecure attachment from my ex-boyfriend onto my therapist. But at least she won't up and leave when she realizes how "clingy" I am. If there's anything at all I'm unsure of, it's that she is pretty young...around 30. I'm 24. I would never see a therapist within a couple years of my age because the thought of being so open with someone who could be one of my peers makes me uncomfortable. Can anyone relate? I'm hoping it won't be an issue down the road. I depend on the therapist to be older/wiser than I am - something about this puts me at ease. __________________ Only you can prevent neurotypical jerkiness!
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Poohbah
Member Since Oct 2018
Location: Canada
Posts: 1,073
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#53
I am finally, after almost two years, where I need to be in this relationship. Thank you.
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Member
Member Since Jan 2017
Location: Florida
Posts: 322
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#54
Thank you for coming through, T. Thank you so much...
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Member
Member Since Apr 2017
Location: Parts Unknown
Posts: 333
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#55
I'm already crying and I don't see you for almost a week.... Ugh. This does not bode well for my next appointment.
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Poohbah
Member Since Nov 2017
Location: United States
Posts: 1,332
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#56
It’s feeling a bit like one step forward, two steps back.
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Child of a lesser god
Member Since Jun 2015
Location: Tartarus
Posts: 19,149
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#57
Dear Info,
You make no sense. First, you say you want to see me before you leave to speak at a conference. Then, when I write back that time and date is fine, you’ve already booked it and have nothing else? Since I didn’t want to see you, I’m OK with that. But I wonder if you just wanted me to know you were presenting at a conference in the vain hope of impressing me? ATAT |
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 1,009
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#58
You're asking me to give up the most effective coping mechanism I've had.
You're asking me to give up the thing that I turn to when my own mind is unbearable. You're asking me to give up the one constant, the one thing that's been there with me since this whole thing started,
Possible trigger:
I was all alone and it was the only thing I had. You're asking me to give up something that feels like part of who I am. It's there for me the 166 hours a week that you aren't. It was there for me before you. It was there for me when you abandoned me. It will be there for me even if you abandon me again. Do you have any idea what you're asking of me? |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2014
Location: n/a
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#59
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Poohbah
Member Since Nov 2017
Location: United States
Posts: 1,332
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#60
Fighting the tremendous urge to run away.
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