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Lemoncake
Adult female human
Member Since: May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,646
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#461
I hate feeling so needy.
I want to see you. I don't want to see you. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
Anastasia~, LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, Lrad123, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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circlesincircles
has no updates.
Member Since: May 2018
Location: United States
Posts: 303
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#463
Still missing you.
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Anastasia~, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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goatee
has no updates.
Member Since: Jan 2017
Location: Florida
Posts: 322
567 hugs
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#464
T, I have no idea how to handle tomorrow. You could have reached out to me this weekend...
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Anastasia~, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Luna's offical mini me.
Lemoncake
Adult female human
Member Since: May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,646
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#465
Ya broke your own rule of not replying on the weekends. But yay tuesday session! __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." Last edited by Lemoncake; May 19, 2019 at 02:52 PM.. |
Anastasia~, LonesomeTonight, Lrad123, SlumberKitty, unaluna
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nottrustin
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Member Since: Jan 2014
Location: n/a
Posts: 4,819
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#466
After my son nearly fainting in the hospital I did some thinking and research. I suspect what happened at our last appointment was a other way of disassociating. But why did just one sentence on a topic cause it with no warning signs? Why does it keep happening? Why does the way it happens keep changing? I am getting really frustrated. I am sure you are too. I am afraid you are going to want to refer me to somebody else. I couldn't handle that so please dont.
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Anastasia~, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Poohbah
LabRat27
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Member Since: Mar 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 1,009
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#467
T who isn't my T,
Sorry I didn't know what to say in response to your reply so I just haven't replied. Plus I feel bad for using your time. I'm still thinking about what you said Wednesday though. I hope I'll see you this Wednesday even if you're not running the meeting this week. |
Anastasia~, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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ArtleyWilkins
has no updates.
Member Since: Oct 2018
Location: USA
Posts: 2,787
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#469
Former T's, aren't you sweet! All 3 of you sent me birthday wishes. What a surprise! Not expected; certainly not necessary; completely kind.
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Anastasia~, elisewin, SlumberKitty
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LonesomeTonight
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Legendary Wise Elder
SlumberKitty
is staying stable.
Member Since: Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
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#470
Dear T: I had a dream I was in a mental hospital. Only I was a child, not an adult, and I was crying, and you comforted me. What the heck was that about? Kit
__________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
Anastasia~, LonesomeTonight
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Poohbah
Anastasia~
has no updates.
Member Since: Jul 2017
Location: Somewhere
Posts: 1,019
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#471
I am completely aware of what I do wrong. Always. I have nowhere to hide from myself.
__________________ Last edited by Anastasia~; May 20, 2019 at 03:03 PM.. |
LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty, unaluna
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Always in This Twilight
LonesomeTonight
has no updates.
Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,699
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#472
Dear T,
So...all that male authority figure stuff? I feel some of that for you, too. I have assorted fantasies about it. I don’t know if it’s OK to tell you. It would be useful for the therapy. But would you personalize it too much? It’s about who’s you are to me, not about *you*. I’m just not sure how to explain that. You’re like an archetype or something. Maybe it’s worth trying? I feel I’m doing a mental cost-benefit analysis... Good session, just lots left to discuss. Love, LT |
Anastasia~
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Elio
is not home, please leave a message at the
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Member Since: Sep 2006
Location: in my head
Posts: 2,906
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#473
Not a good day. 3.25 hours.
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Anastasia~, LabRat27, SlumberKitty
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Grand Magnate
Anne2.0
elephant walks on
Member Since: Aug 2012
Location: Anonymous
Posts: 3,132
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#475
Dear T: I am pleased with myself for asking proactively for an extra session this week because I feel I have something big to discuss. I did not mean to communicate I was in a crisis, though I can understand why you might have interpreted it that way. I do wonder, though, how many times I can circle the same historical issue before it circles the drain. Am I doomed to a lifetime of this repeating that emerges every time I have a positive life change? And I also get why I might have avoided relationships for these past years because people push my buttons, so does intimacy. I think this stuff might be worth it. I'll see. But meanwhile I'd like to move closer to resolution on this. Please help me make it happen.
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Anastasia~, LabRat27, SlumberKitty
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Grand Member
zoiecat
has no updates.
Member Since: Apr 2017
Location: USA
Posts: 916
409 hugs
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#476
You are a jerk. You left me hanging during EMDR today. I think I will cancel Thursday's session then I won't have to see you until next Thursday. I need a break from you.
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Anastasia~, LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Always in This Twilight
LonesomeTonight
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Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,699
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#478
Dear T,
Tonight is a sign of why I'm not ready to cut back on sessions. But I don't want to share too much of my thoughts. I'll be safe. Love you, LT |
Anastasia~, LabRat27, SlumberKitty
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Legendary Wise Elder
SlumberKitty
is staying stable.
Member Since: Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
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#479
Dear T:
Possible trigger:
Possible trigger:
__________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
Anastasia~, LabRat27, LonesomeTonight
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Magnate
chihirochild
is trying
Member Since: Feb 2017
Location: North America
Posts: 2,360
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#480
Dear T,
I want to be able to cry in front of you tomorrow morning. I want you to finally get it. -c |
LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, NP_Complete, SlumberKitty
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