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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2018
Location: CA
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#561
****. We should probably talk about this. But it's mortifying. We've barely ever talked about sex and never in any detail, and to go from that to this...
I really hope you know background about this stuff so I don't have to explain the basic concepts surely you must, right?
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I have no idea whether you'll see this as healthy or unhealthy for me to be using as a coping mechanism. I don't even know my own opinion. But I just finished the visit with my father and I feel okay and I don't want to hurt myself, so it helped... |
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#562
I don't know if you know it but we often skirt around this stuff, you are probably my main attachment figure now. I think about telling you about my day or all the stuff and for the first time in the 4 years of seeing you I actually want to vent this stuff to you to then feel better. I am also telling you stuff I tell my friends but felt too embarrassed to tell you. Well not the sex and dating part of my life but the other stuff.
I wish you would tell me what you really think of me. Because although I feel attached I don't think we have ever bonded. You don't really get my humour and I find yours awkward. I know I'll miss you |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: the upside down
Posts: 3,804
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#563
Thank you for the call today. It was helpful to talk to you. I think I may need to remind you, though, that if I found it easy to believe that the mean things people said to me weren't really about me, then I probably wouldn't need therapy. I'm sorry if I frustrated you. I'm sorry that you're worried about me. I don't want to burden you that way.
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,730
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#564
Dear T,
My dream led me to do something stupid (I'm safe). Damn it. I miss you so much. A 3-word response with a smiley can only do so much--it meant a lot to me but can only do so much. Love, LT |
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Poohbah
Member Since Nov 2017
Location: United States
Posts: 1,332
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#565
I think I post on PC when I’m wanting connection from you. I can’t get it through email, so whatevs.
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Member Since Jan 2019
Location: Pittsburgh
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#566
Happy 10th Anniversary, oh psychologist of mine. 10 years ago this Memorial Day I walked into your office after a soured relationship with my previous therapist of 12 years. If my psychiatrist hadn't insisted I see another therapist, you, I might never have gone back into treatment. Tomorrow, Memorial Day, we have an appointment. I'm bringing the diet cokes and we can toast 10 years of hard work and major successes. Oh, I'm still thinking through doing EMDR with you to handle DID remnants. I don't have an answer yet. Patience please. Thank you for 10 hard, productive, and caring years. Thank you for encouraging me through the authoring of two books. T.
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Member Since May 2019
Location: Earth
Posts: 189
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#567
I want you to reply to my email and I can't help feeling impatient about it. I want Thursday to come faster :c
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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#568
Second night in a row that I dreamt of you.
You were supposed to come to my house for a session, but I'm worried about you hearing swearing & shouting in the background and I think I can't see you here. I called you and cancel the session whislt your left standing on my front door step. A random song for you. YouTube
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I can't promise I'll stop fighting with you but I'll try. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
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#569
Dear T,
OK, maybe that wasn't so stupid after all. I think it was just something I needed to do. I feel OK about it this morning--maybe in part because of how it turned out, but I think either way, still would have felt OK. Still miss you, but hope you're enjoying your much-deserved day off. Love, LT |
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Poohbah
Member Since Nov 2017
Location: United States
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#570
What is it about those early morning or middle of the night emails that are hard for me to resist? I tend to filter less and you seem to think the unconscious is involved. But it makes me feel foolish in the light of day.
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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#571
Crying.
Exam tomorrow and I'm overwhelmed. I checked your tripadvisor account, which I said I would tell you if I did. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Luna's offical mini me.
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Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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#572
I'm actually going to choose to run away.
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Member Since Oct 2018
Location: USA
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#573
T, Thank you SO much for helping point us toward the right memory care today. You have been a essential and consistent source of information and support for our entire family.
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#574
I miss you so unbelievably I sit around the corner at what would be ny session times, last week I didn't cry but I cried this morning because there was an ad for the festival and I know you are playing and I can't bear to go this year in case I run into you. Which is stupid because I am tempted to drop in and see you at lunchtime but what would I say?
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#575
I don't want a new T I want you even though I feel very hurt about the way you went about things.
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
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#576
I'm a stranger in my own skin again. Acknowledging the anger brings with it the sadness.
Doesn't feel worthy of an email, especially when I can't get the words right. __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2018
Location: CA
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#577
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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#578
Just exhausted.
Flight back to london tomorrow.Bus ticket is for 7am which obviously means I have to be up before then. 4 more exams to go: Uro - 6th june Derm Neuro Radio But I don't feel like I have any energy left for therapy. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Member Since Oct 2010
Location: South Africa
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#579
Dear T
I really want to please you but I seem to always fail and don't feel worthy of your help. |
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: North America
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#580
Dear T,
My vacation is over and I'm back in the throes of residency and it is already making me miserable.
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