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Lemoncake
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#421
One of my aunts works in a female prison .I think you do adapt, but i think there will always be the threat of being attacked.
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Luna's offical mini me.
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#422
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Luna's offical mini me.
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Luna's offical mini me.
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#424
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Lemoncake
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#425
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I'm glad Big Sexy is looking after you. I'm sorry H didn't take the chance to connect with you. Can you flip through T's older emails? __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Lemoncake
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#426
Dunno what I'm doing. I feel very spaced out and I sent another email canceling my session after asking for it back yesterday. I just hate being so emotionally dependent. It feels like an addiction to him.
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#427
Morning, Couch.
Belated birthday dinner tonight, and the online writing group I attend is also meeting. No prizes for guessing where I would rather be. Hope everyone has a good day. __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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#428
Well, I think the meds for sleep are working, I am still waking up a lot and tossing and turning but what sleep I am getting is far more restful. Pdoc warned that this med sometimes makes people numb... I wish! I think I have been in survival mode and self medicating with adrenaline, caffeine and sugar... well, the med seems to render the adrenaline and caffeine useless. So... my emotional reactions to things are much more in line with what T originally expected me to be feeling and has not been sure as to why I wasn’t feeling it.
I don’t think there will be any counting tissues tomorrow but it may be bring your own box... I tend to not want to take anything from T not even a tissue. Yes, Coal, AKA Big Sexy and his little brother Kindle (Coal is like 18lbs Kindle is about 8) kept a paw on my emotional need for closeness all night along with my weighted lap pad that reminds me of T/T’s office. Aaaand... Kindle has done the morning “tighty whities” check... (the only way I could tell them apart as kittens was that Coal is all black and Kindle has a white patch that looks like underwear)... every morning Kindle likes to start his day with a good belly rub and I joke that it is the clean underwear check (ahh yes, the mother of boys...) __________________ There’s been many a crooked path that has landed me here Tired, broken and wearing rags Wild eyed with fear -Blackmoores Night |
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Luna's offical mini me.
Lemoncake
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#429
I'm listening to a random audiobook that came up in my suggestions. The main hero is called Rule. His brothers are Rome and Remi. It's so angsty it's good. Maybe I just feel better because chocolate brownie ice cream understands me.
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#430
Hugs Lemoncake. I sure relate to that - I know that I was (am?) addicted to therapy/ L. So I probably should not call her on Monday, should i. I need to just continue this letting go of my attachment/addiction.
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#431
Is it really an addiction to therapy or to something that therapy provides? Validation, connection, attention, etc.?
Because there are other ways to get those. |
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Luna's offical mini me.
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#432
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Artie I'm sorry for swaying things for you. I think the way I feel now is super child like. But I think dependency is needed for me anyway. Babies need their parents 100% and do cling, but once they're ready they start exploring on their own- because they have that secure base. When R took his first holiday which was for only a week . I freaked out and I believed he wouldn't even come back. His breaks now are actually more manageable. I think you can run away and avoid things for a bit, but they're still there at the end of the day. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Luna's offical mini me.
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#433
@@ - The black Mirror season 5 trailer just for you:
YouTube And Dark comes back too in june! You might also like The Society- it's set in a high school though.
Possible trigger:
Just makes me glad I'm not 15 anymore, __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Luna's offical mini me.
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#435
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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#436
I'm trying to choose a new audiobook, and although I've had many great suggestions, I cannot make a choice.
I'm enjoying memoirs at the moment, but after bracing through a long medical passage in Joan Didion's Blue Nights, I am in need of something much lighter. No violence, no sex, no gore. __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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#438
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No violence, sex, or gore that I recall. Cynicism, though. |
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