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Grand Magnate
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#21
We did it again. We went too deep and now I am a mess. sigh. Why do I seem to feel the worst after such productive sessions??
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#22
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Eta - unfortunately, thats not a thing, so... |
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Always in This Twilight
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#23
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Hugs...this often happens to me, too. T compared it recently to tearing open a stuffed animal, and there's all this stuffing hanging out and not having time to sew it up before I leave. |
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Grand Magnate
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#24
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Yesterday we went 25 minutes over before she looked at the clock. So I didnt want to keep her to long in pulling myself together. it feels like we picked the scab on a huge wound. We can cover the wound and stop the bleeding. So I lesve and go out into the real world and my emotions spiral out of control. __________________ |
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#25
C emailed me to "grow up" and I think that was mean! I should get to come on Friday instead of her since she said that! But you would probably be angry if I came. It's not fair!
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#26
I want you to pay attention to me, dammit!
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#27
If I ask, will you write me a letter at the end of the summer? Pretty please?
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#28
Now I feel depressed. Having H come in so we could talk about parenting ended up me feeling like the two of you were telling me it was all my fault. I know you both said that wasn't true, but honestly that is 100% what I heard.
I'm glad I had asked for an extra, individual session this week. I'm trying not to feel guilty that you proposed Friday, the day you take off, and then today said it had to be late in the day because you had other things going on. |
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#29
I want to act out, but I'm not going to since you're in mourning and I'm not a monster.
But just know that all the wickedness inside me is screeching to be released. __________________ Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. -David Gerrold |
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#30
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#31
I was more open yesterday, and I left feeling better. Is that how this works?
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#32
Well I had a doozy of an insight last night!! It came about I think because of how last week you said about that one thing - that we could try to figure out why I do it or I could look at it as just a habit - which for this makes so much sense - and actually led me to 'get' why I developed it. Ugh now I gotta break the habit!
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#33
Ooh, i'll stir your pot! The guideline is that the numbering of continued threads be sequential. Numerical sequential. Not undergotchies size sequential! How could you possibly think i didnt know to what guideline i was referring? :huffy:
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#35
I need you
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#36
I miss you. And I'm annoyed with you. It's a horrible combination.
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#37
Well, that was unexpected. I feel like I've just watched an episode of Breaking the Magician's Code about my own life...only the magicians weren't magicians. They were insensitive sods.
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#38
Lonely af.
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#39
Hey L. My sister just called to wish me a happy birthday and I told her I want to talk with her about something when she has more time. She was on her way to supervise a fireworks thing with her daughter so didn't have time today. But at least I have told her now and you will be glad to hear that even if the actual phone call doesn't happen before next Thursday.
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#40
Dear T,
You probably picked a good time to go out of town, as it's been pouring rain all day today. I'm trying to figure out if I'm doing OK because I'm accepting missing you and being OK with it. And/or if it's that I'm managing OK on my own, with my non-you support system. Or is that I'm compartmentalizing and trying to block you out? Because...it's not like I feel you with me right now. I'm not like, "I trust that you care, even if you're away, so I'm all good." So I'm not sure it's that I'm holding onto the attachment. Or am I just like, "OK I'm good I don't need you, pretending you don't exist and that I'm not attached to you because that makes it easier not to miss you"? Does it matter which thing it is? Is the important thing that I'm OK? I really don't know...I'd rather be holding your caring within me than...whatever this is. Stuff to talk about when you're back, I guess? Love you, LT |
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