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Always in This Twilight
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#41
Dear T,
So...I'm not really OK...if I'm sitting here sobbing, I think that confirms that... Love, LT |
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#42
I had a dream where you left and passed me off to a colleague... please please please don't do that....
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#43
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#44
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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#45
I couldn't control the crying, or speak but I didn't think that I had wasted the session until you said that I would email you saying so.
I wanted the you from yesterday. It's not likely that you'll even reply and i'm left with his hurricane you sent my way. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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#46
Where are you
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#47
Will you be there on Monday?
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#48
I know you were trying to protect me, but I feel like you also left me in the dark.
And thinking about it really pisses me off. |
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#49
It would be really nice to hear your voice, even if there was mad somewhere in the mix. I'm not sure if it would make a difference. I'm not sure if I can keep telling myself no.
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Always in This Twilight
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#50
Dear T,
I wish I'd just sent you the whole email I wrote last night. And I wish I knew if your text was in reply to my email, or if you were just adding on to what you said in the text because I didn't reply. Like if you realized "fair enough" sounded sort of dismissive. I suppose I'll find out tomorrow morning if you reply to my email or not... This is one of the problems with modern communication. This all could have been resolved in like 3 minutes on a phone call...not that I'd expect you to call while you're away, just, it wouldn't have been all drawn out. Love, LT |
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#51
Also, T, why would I email you during your vacation with a joke? You know I worry about bothering you...
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#52
Maybe C will let me act out without snitching for once. I just need to take the edge off before I combust.
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#53
Why did you have to say you would be there?
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#54
Not sure if I'm ready to see you tomorrow. Trigger for SH
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#55
The ex says that his therapist told him I'd said something that I didn't actually say when I met with the t alone. Which means that either the t forgot (giving him the benefit of the doubt) he'd told me that he wouldn't tell the ex what I said in that meeting. OR we're playing round umpteen of "The therapist said..."
Meh. Whatever. But I sure didn't miss that. I realized that my real work with you didn't begin until I wasn't constantly hearing about what you really said, what you really meant, what you really thought. __________________ Since you cannot do good to all, you are to pay special attention to those who, by accidents of time, or place, or circumstance, are brought into closer connection with you. (St. Augustine) |
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#56
Depending on how the rest of the weekend goes I may ask to come twice next week. I wonder if you will have any time available for that? I don't like starting to feel all needy of you again, though. At.all.
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#57
I thought of calling you today but I don't want to seem needy and don't want to bother you. It feels a little TMI to call you and tell you how my appointment was upsetting even though we've talked about those appointments before.
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#58
ExT I wish I could stop panicking and driving round trying to find you, old habits and all that.
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#59
I am sooooo grateful for having a day away from you on the 4th. Unfortunately Monday will be here before I know it. Ugh. I've been dreading our next appointment since Thursday. I'm sure we will have to do EMDR. Please stop the world from spinning and give me another break from you. Please go on vacation soon. Please????
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#60
I haven't felt this bad in a long time. But I already saw you twice this week so I don't want to send an email to say how bad I am feeling. I just want to hide in bed, but then that's not a good example for A. How do I help a teenager get out of bed when all I want to do is hide? And sleep...
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