Home Menu

Menu



advertisement
Reply
Thread Tools Display Modes
Anonymous43207
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Default Oct 07, 2019 at 02:34 PM
  #981
Thanks for responding so quickly and scheduling. Much appreciated.
  Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Out There, SlumberKitty

advertisement
LonesomeTonight
Always in This Twilight
 
LonesomeTonight's Avatar
 
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,731 (SuperPoster!)
9
74.9k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Oct 07, 2019 at 02:52 PM
  #982
Dear T,
Thanks for being so accepting and matter-of-fact about everything today. It's what I needed for that topic. And thanks for the bit of humor, too. I needed that as well.

Love,
LT
LonesomeTonight is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
LostOnTheTrail, Out There
 
Thanks for this!
SlumberKitty
LostOnTheTrail
Tweaky Dog
 
LostOnTheTrail's Avatar
 
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
Posts: 4,791
12
3,117 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Oct 07, 2019 at 03:04 PM
  #983
Dear R,

Me again. We move very quickly, it seems, between me being really focused on what I want and need...and something that feels more like despair to me. I'm full of compassion for those who have to witness this, but it's hard for me to explain what it feels like to live it. My anger isn't burning any more, but it's still taking. up. space. It feels nasty, it feels dangerous...almost malignant, even though I hardly dare use that word.

Please, please help me draw it out.

__________________
'Somewhere up above the great divide
Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few
A man can see his way clear to the light
Just hold on tight, that's all you gotta do...'

Steve Earle - Fort Worth Blues

'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin

Last edited by LostOnTheTrail; Oct 07, 2019 at 05:51 PM..
LostOnTheTrail is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Lonelyinmyheart, LonesomeTonight, Out There, SlumberKitty
Echos Myron redux
Magnate
 
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 2,157
6
1,833 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Oct 07, 2019 at 05:14 PM
  #984
Hi T. How was training? What training are you doing? Miss you.
Echos Myron redux is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Lonelyinmyheart, Out There, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
SummerTime12
Grand Member
 
SummerTime12's Avatar
 
Member Since Mar 2013
Location: USA
Posts: 876
11
601 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Oct 07, 2019 at 09:00 PM
  #985
Idk why I’m so nervous to tell you I can’t afford therapy anymore. Maybe because telling you makes it more real, and it’s frightening to think about facing everything on my own. Plus I’ll miss you.
SummerTime12 is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
*Beth*, Lonelyinmyheart, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
*Beth*
catches the flowers
 
Member Since Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701 (SuperPoster!)
4
23.7k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Oct 07, 2019 at 10:48 PM
  #986
You went on a break, you came back. We had a session today. Now I'm in a panic, fearing you'll be gone when I come in on Friday...that you'll just disappear.

__________________




*Beth* is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Lonelyinmyheart, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
goatee
Member
 
Member Since Jan 2017
Location: Florida
Posts: 322
7
567 hugs
given
Default Oct 07, 2019 at 10:52 PM
  #987
I just want to get through tomorrow, T.
goatee is online now   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Lonelyinmyheart, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
Anonymous43207
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Default Oct 08, 2019 at 08:30 AM
  #988
Now I'm all nervous about seeing you. Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLIDear T: I really need to tell you something XLI
  Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Lemoncake, Lonelyinmyheart, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
Lemoncake
Luna's offical mini me.
 
Lemoncake's Avatar
 
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,691 (SuperPoster!)
6
10.2k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Oct 08, 2019 at 09:26 AM
  #989
Maybe I will come back on the 18th.

__________________
"Love, like life, flows
Through the heart.
Feel the thrill of the flow
And say nothing."


Last edited by Lemoncake; Oct 08, 2019 at 10:10 AM..
Lemoncake is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
Anonymous43207
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Default Oct 08, 2019 at 09:41 AM
  #990
You know what I realized last night I think quite possibly that for a good while there I may have subconsciously been perpetuating my own drama to justify continuing to see you. How's that for a howdy do. Ugh!!
  Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
Lonelyinmyheart
Poohbah
 
Member Since Jun 2019
Location: Earth
Posts: 1,093
4
1,732 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Oct 08, 2019 at 09:44 AM
  #991
Dear T, thank so much for replying to my text so quickly when I was triggered and upset, it means a lot. I know that you get it and I love the fact you are similar to me in some respects and you give so much of yourself in your replies to me, so I know you truly understand how I feel. I care about our relationship so much and from what you said in our last session I know you do too and you feel love for me as a human being. Even knowing that I wish you loved me as your child, but I know that will never be and I am trying to cherish the fact we have a deep emotional bond as therapist and client and you're with me in all that I feel.
Lonelyinmyheart is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
malika138
Member
 
malika138's Avatar
 
Member Since Apr 2017
Location: home
Posts: 287
7
623 hugs
given
Default Oct 08, 2019 at 11:28 AM
  #992
You just cancelled next week and said I'm on a cancellation list. I'm already feeling numb and overwhelmed, not fully functioning. I will not be responding to your email canceling next week. I cannot handle it right now.
malika138 is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
Reply
attentionThis is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.




All times are GMT -5. The time now is 10:46 AM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2024, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.



 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.