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looking forward to seeing you tomorrow. been just about a month.
 
 
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I'm so nervous to speak to you. I hope I can sleep. But as pdoc said to take the antianxiety med, hopefully that will help
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Default Oct 10, 2019 at 07:25 AM
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You put a "kiss": 'x' at the end of your email. You've never done that before. At what point do we actually call off this therapy thing and just admit that we are friends?

(I am not being entirely serious with that last sentence btw)
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More thoughts on stuff this morning, I think I may need 90 minutes today to cover everything but I won't ask because.

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Default Oct 10, 2019 at 08:11 AM
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I want you to send an email about my no-show (like you said you would) so that I can not respond and I can make you think about how it feels to get a non response.

I’m a responsible grownup in my real life, but a petty teenager in my therapy life.
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Default Oct 10, 2019 at 10:10 AM
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Me: Hey T, I'm a bit concerned about boundaries at the moment. Do you think we are getting too close?

You: *signs off response with a kiss*

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Default Oct 10, 2019 at 10:48 AM
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Hey T I give up.

Have fun on your stupid break.

I'm going to cancel our next session, then the one after that too.

It's not you. It's me 100% me for being such a weirdo that I can't handle a break- but we only started sessions again a month ago.

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Default Oct 10, 2019 at 11:37 AM
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I'm here but I'm super nervous. You could recommend something I don't like. I don't want to tell you a plan that the voices thought of. Then for sure you would take action. And I can't have that action. So understandably I'm nervous and my stomach is in knots
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Dear T,
Between last Thursday and today, you perhaps know a little more than you wanted to know about my current and past sex life...but I think I had a really good insight at the end of it (why always at the end???) Perhaps I'll try journaling on that topic over the weekend. Those expectations of myself have to come from somewhere, right? I'm glad you seemed to get how it could be exhausting. (I'd still choose it over cleaning the toilet with a toothbrush! But I know you were trying to exaggerate to be funny.)
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Default Oct 10, 2019 at 12:59 PM
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I keep turning 'Learn to trust yourself again' over in my head. Wondering what that looks like. Let's find out.

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T: I feel...off/bad about our discussions surrounding my birth and attachment. That the reason I am so avoidant is purely bc of my extreme premature birth. I get it. I know it was highly traumatic and i didn’t get held for awhile and i probably shut down. But it feels like my childhood didn’t matter, even more so bc i don’t remember a big chunk of it.

I wasn’t brave enough to bring up the stuff about seeing kids and their parents casually talking about their day, like the parents really cared. How that effects me. Sigh.
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Hey T: Can I just ask you, WTH was that? Where were *you* last night? You sure weren't in the room with me. I felt no connection to you at all. You talked about non-sense. You weren't even responding to what I said. You forgot major things about me. Did you even know who I was or were you just bluffing your way through the session? Did you read your notes before we started the session? Maybe you were just too tired to do a session properly. Maybe you should have been responsible and cancelled if you weren't up to it. You took my money and gave me nothing helpful. You seemed to try to be convincing me that I'm okay. Yeah, I'm okay right now at this moment, but I can't say I'm okay overall. And what was all that stuff about free education, and snakes, and handbags, and ice cream? How was any of that supposed to be helpful to me? I'm worried about you. You didn't seem like you were totally in your right mind at times last night. You remembered some stuff. Like me seeing Pastor T. But then you must have confused me with someone else, I don't have children. How could my son have gone to see a psychiatrist? I'm baffled by you right now. I'm worried that maybe you aren't okay. Like maybe you need to see a doctor. Because you were not making sense some of the time last night. And then you just stared, like you weren't even there. Like I wasn't even there. I didn't exist at all to you last night. I wasn't real to you. I sure as heck didn't mean anything to you. Can you please be back to your normal self next week? If this happens again, I think I have to look at getting a new T, or just going with Pastor T. Because whatever that was, it wasn't therapy. There was nothing therapeutic about it. I care about you and I don't know what was up with you. Maybe you were high or something. You weren't helpful at all. You were being so bizarre. Please be okay next week. The whole thing was like a really bad hallucination. I'm the one that is supposed to be needing help, not you. But if you need to get some help, please get some. You really confused me last night. You made me feel not safe. You made me feel invisible. You didn't even hear what I said. I wasn't important at all to you. Maybe I'm a little angry with you. You didn't show up last night. Whoever was there in the room with me wasn't you. Please don't do that again. I need you to be okay. I need you. Kit

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Thank you for saying you want me to call you even if you can't call me back right away. That you rather me call then
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Default Oct 10, 2019 at 04:53 PM
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I hate what you had me do. Make a schedule.... Doesn't mean I'll stick to it.
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Okay. THIS is the email you don't respond to? Cool.
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Default Oct 10, 2019 at 05:29 PM
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I am rather nervous... but I'll see you in about an hour....
 
 
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I am rather nervous... but I'll see you in about an hour....
Do you need a pocket rider Artie? I'll hop in if you want. HUGS Kit

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