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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2014
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#381
I couldn't help but think of you this weekend. Went to see the kids' school play and in it they mentioned multiple times the famous theater your step family started years ago.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jun 2018
Location: Somewhere
Posts: 3,355
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#382
Feel rotten. Seems like it's just one thing after another. I hope something good happens soon. Professor did seem to like my prototype. She pointed out one part of it to the class and said it was the best way to do it. Also said it was the neatest. I guess that was a good thing that happened. Still feel really depressed and like a general failure, though.
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Poohbah
Member Since Jun 2019
Location: Earth
Posts: 1,093
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#383
Crying over my feelings for you
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: North America
Posts: 2,360
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#384
Trying to decide if I should send this or not...
Dear T, Okay. Given that therapy is not the place to find comfort and reassurance, what am I supposed to do with the gaping maw inside me? (I swear to God, if you interpret that sexually I'm going to scream.) -c |
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
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#385
One missed session, and I have no tolerance for anything. This is verging on ridiculous.
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,744
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#386
Dear T,
Seriously, you've never gone to a bar to watch a sporting event? Really, it's not so much that as the fact that you needed me to explain what happens there. It's not that complicated.... You really mystify me sometimes... Love you anyway (or maybe in part because of that?), LT |
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,744
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#387
Dear T,
D has been flipping out for like the last hour. Involving the stuff we've talked about. I wish you were here to support me. You wouldn't tell me to "shut up" like H did... (at least, I don't think so? I of course don't know you in real life...) And we were kinda connecting tonight before this, too... I'm resisting the urge to have another beer, so, that's something? But I wish I could talk to you right now. Or see you. But I'm not going to actually reach out because you won't see it till the morning and by then the crisis will be over. So I'm just trying to think of session today and trying to hold that connection in my mind to help me through this. Miss you, LT PS: Perhaps I will ask for the stone back Thursday...or some other stone. Last edited by LonesomeTonight; Nov 11, 2019 at 10:16 PM.. |
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Elder
Member Since Oct 2008
Posts: 7,361
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#388
Please don't cancel tomorrow.
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Poohbah
Member Since Nov 2017
Location: United States
Posts: 1,332
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#389
I want to quit because you didn’t respond to my email. I hate this. We’re just going in circles and this isn’t helpful to me.
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#390
I was taken aback by the intensity of my reaction to finding out you lied again you would think i would be prepared for this after the first time
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Member Since Sep 2019
Location: Europe
Posts: 120
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#391
i dreamed about you i was at a family party, and you were there too - wearing punk clothes, out of character, but it didn't embarrass me. i said i liked the look on you, which i did. then there were two very big, aggressive birds in the garden trying to get into the house (??). anyway, at some point you said (!!): we can go do something after the party? I was v happy. Really? I asked. Then other family members arrived and I felt I could not leave just like that. We never left. But it was a really nice moment
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,744
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#392
Dear T,
I had a dream last night that you were at my house, sitting on my couch reading a book to me. You were doing different voices for different characters. At one point, we were sitting really close, and our heads were nearly touching. Then it was my turn to do the reading. I was nervous, and you were helping me sound out some of the character names. It was nice. And...obviously paternal. Hm... Love, LT |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
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#393
Dear Pastor T: I wish we could have negotiated about the SH. Or at least come together to decide not to SH over the next three days. You made the decision for me. You said I couldn't SH. It's like you're the parent and I'm the child. You're the authority and I have to do what you said. I know you have my best interests at heart but I really don't think you understand my SH. If I go ahead and SH I'm going to feel like my faith isn't strong enough. I'm going to feel that I've disappointed you or let you down. This shouldn't be about you. It should be about me and what I need. I'm a little mad at you. I know you are trying to help me, I think you are coming from a good place. I just don't think you understand. I think you do care, and that's something. But I don't think you understand. Kit
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Member Since Nov 2019
Location: PA
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#394
There was a lot I really needed to tell you. And I did tell you. In an email. And I think you're terminating me the next time we meet because of it... even though we've worked together for 8 years. I hate myself.
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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#395
Psych exam today at 12.
We were writing until 2pm. Then the individual orals. We were done at 4.45pm. I embarrassed myself and I didn't feel well at all- my stomach was hurting throughout . I still got an A. I came home and cried anyway because it took so much out of me. Like i've said before other people have real problems. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
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#396
We have an appointment scheduled, but part of me is scared you're not going to be able to make it. Please reach out and let me know you'll be there?
__________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,744
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#397
Dear T,
I love you. Just had to get that out somewhere. OK, back to regular therapy topics. --LT |
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: North America
Posts: 2,360
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#398
Dear T,
Okay first off a hilarious thing is that when I write Dear in my phone, the first suggestion for the subsequent word is “God” and the second suggestion is your first name haha. Also I wish that you could make me feel better. c |
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Location: North America
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#399
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Member Since Jan 2017
Location: Florida
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#400
I’m feeling really down, T.
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