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Default Oct 13, 2019 at 04:45 PM
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I guess this is probably my fault somehow. For loving you too much and not knowing how to deal w it
 
 
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Default Oct 13, 2019 at 06:41 PM
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She did say “don’t look at your sleep app until our next session.” Then didn’t bring it up again. So I’ve been looking at it since she said “this week” and that was 2 weeks ago. I’ve been getting a high heart rate or a high breath rate notice every night on it. So yeah kinda important to look at it.

By the way T when did you schedule our next appointment? Because I never got a confirmation text the way I always do....

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Default Oct 13, 2019 at 07:36 PM
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No. It's my fault for not telling you before the depths of it. Did you suggest twice a week thinking it would burn it out? It wouldn't. It would just get little arts hopes up that she can have more than she can again.
 
 
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**** everything you know? Haha haha yeah. Your gonna hear me ****ing roar. Ohhhhhhh
 
 
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I love my h he puts up w my crazy ***
 
 
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Default Oct 14, 2019 at 02:02 AM
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It's weird to feel better, but also know that you can't help me anymore. I'll find a new T in the meantime and I wonder if I'd like her too?
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Default Oct 14, 2019 at 02:20 AM
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I thought about calling you but I know I see you in the morning. I'm upset and could use someone to help calm me down.
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earlier this year, I went three months without an appt with you - which isn't totally out of the ordinary for me, but knowing what I was going thru, you should've noticed that! my last session before my 'break', I didn't say the exact words, but me was screaming for help ..... and you completely missed it!!!!!
you know I don't open up that easily but the signs were there, screaming about the help I needed from you -> and you completely missed it!!

the one time I ACTUALLY 'needed' you and you missed it. and what's worse, is you never reached out. so I MYSELF needed a break from you! and to make things worse, you never remembered that session or even brought it up again!!!!!
[you know, like "last time you talked about..."]

not sure I can forget this......................
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Default Oct 14, 2019 at 08:06 AM
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I am worried that seeing you this week would be a mistake
 
 
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Your extinction rebellion group is stupid and I hate everything about you.

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Default Oct 14, 2019 at 03:00 PM
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I know what bugged me the most about last week's session. You weren't really listening to me.
 
 
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Default Oct 14, 2019 at 03:38 PM
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Dear T,
Well, that was an interesting one! I guess I've now heard you squawk like a parrot, so that's...something. I got your point though. And I like that we're able to joke around again--I feel like that went away over the summer. And Abe Lincoln???
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Default Oct 14, 2019 at 04:13 PM
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I really need weekly sessions. How do I build up trust when my head keeps tearing it down?

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Default Oct 14, 2019 at 06:31 PM
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You were really pushy last week. Don't be that way Thursday. Sometimes I need you to push me. Now is not one of those times because you just pushed me farther away.
 
 
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Default Oct 14, 2019 at 06:57 PM
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I just thought about something, t. The more I try to work on myself, the screwed-upper I feel, because of my feelings about you/this stupid, ignorent, annoying, asinine, convoluted ****ing transference crap so what's the damn point?!

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Default Oct 14, 2019 at 07:02 PM
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I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE I'm done. and your not there to catch me. I need you not the on call.
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Default Oct 14, 2019 at 07:25 PM
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New poem. Heh.

Transference, transference
you can kiss my ***-ference
what more really is there I can say?
 
 
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