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#181
Hey L. So far so good, I still feel nothing but relief but I'll see how I feel on Thursday at what used to be "our" time. I am already planning on going hiking in the Nat'l Park near my house after work, so I'll be out in my beloved desert...
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#182
I love you. My love for you makes me sad.
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#183
Well I guess this is it
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#184
I've already not seen you for 17 days.
You're fading and don't feel real. I think I can do this alone. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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#185
Today I was freaking out about how to handle my anxiety in the future if certain events happen and my T said to me: we have ways to help you with your anxiety.
Yeah do those ways not include me gaining 40 pounds from some new medication? I don’t have an eating disorder but I am very particular about my weight and will refuse any treatment that involves even the slightest possibility of weight gain. __________________ Ridin' with Biden |
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#186
I wish I could actually send you all the emails I write rather than saving them as drafts. I have so many emails that I have written since that dreadful day that I could probably write a book.
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#188
T2,
I am more tired than I should be. I hope it's just the weather changing (I hate this) & all the stress. I am so tired of this car **** & worried about my cat. And I still miss him. Wth is wrong with me? __________________ "Take me with you, I don't need shoes to follow, Bare feet running with you, Somewhere the rainbow ends, my dear." - Tori Amos |
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#189
L, we done good. We done real good. I am forever grateful!
Even though I couldn't handle the transference stuff anymore and had to get out, we still did a lot of good work together and I feel like i am able to hold onto that. Last edited by Anonymous43207; Oct 22, 2019 at 09:08 AM.. |
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#190
Hey T. I’m sorry your H is still dealing w the hospital and now surgery. 😞 It does suck to have to wait another week though after last week’s topic. Sigh.
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#191
I just realized it’s been more than a month from when you first had to cancel bc iof your H in the hospital. Now i’m really worried. I hope he is okay. What will happen if he’s not? Or if something worse happens? I don’t know how I could continue therapy with you knowing you’d be grieving. I know, i probably shouldn’t catastrophize, but i’m all worried now.
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#192
If I'm being honest for the past five years I've always just been focused/ bordering on obsessive with one person at a time.
L H M Now you. I actually don't know who I am without having that extra person there. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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#193
Dear T: I cancelled our session for tomorrow. I doubt you'll notice. I don't think you look at your appointments until the day of. I wish you would notice, but I already know you don't really care. Kit
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#194
Dear T,
Thank you for always being supportive, especially when I go through periods where I sincerely question myself, my life, and the choices I make. I am so grateful to have you in my life. |
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#195
Dear T,
STABILITY! I want to have a stable home, stable health, stable security, stable hygiene, stable emotions, stable relationships and a stable heart! Is that doable? Is that ok? |
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#196
I wish I had your extensive network. I'm amazed by how incredibly accomplished you are. You're just two years older yet have a Doctorate and are considered an expert in your field. While I'm stuck in dead end jobs, with just a diploma because I flunked out of Computer Science. And you're so humble, and you care about me, and you respect me even though I've done nothing to warrant that... You call be brave, you've said your clients inspire you and I honestly don't understand why you think I've any good qualities.
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#197
I'm very shocked about that.
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#198
Possible trigger:
Some people have real problems. All I ever did was cry about exams. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." Last edited by Lemoncake; Oct 23, 2019 at 10:10 AM.. |
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#199
Your hugs have been very non-committal over the last couple of weeks.
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#200
Did someone just say sorry they hurt me ? Did I hear that right ? !!
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