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nervous puppy
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Member Since: Dec 2014
Location: somewhere west of Lake Michigan
Posts: 995
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#501
T, Thank you for your response to my email.
"Let’s talk more about your “typical numbness” - perhaps in next session? There seems to be judgement. Is that a general temperament or style of introversion? Conservative to express feeling? I don’t experience you as a non-feeling person, but rather, one who is cautious about where/how and with whom you share." Just the words "I experience you" was a thoughtful choice of wording and most helpful to me. Thank you. |
LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Lonelyinmyheart
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Member Since: Jun 2019
Location: Earth
Posts: 1,093
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#502
Oh T, I'm so sorry you've been ill. I can't text you back, I don't know what to say. Please don't feel bad for how I feel. I freaked out. I'm so relieved you are okay (ish).
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LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Always in This Twilight
LonesomeTonight
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Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,699
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#503
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SlumberKitty
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Lonelyinmyheart
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nottrustin
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Member Since: Jan 2014
Location: n/a
Posts: 4,819
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#504
I had a big realization yesterday. After we have an appointment were I felt like we went really deep and I revealed something from the past that makes me feel ashamed and I freeze, that is when I really struggle after the fact. I worry about what you really think and feel. If I reach out to you for help then I worry about inconveniencing or annoying you. If I dont contact you my fears and feeling of shame continue. I also start to question my self worth. I start to feel like I have accomplished nothing in my career. The phone contact with you is usually quite helpful. It isnt until the next appointment that I really know everything is okay.
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velcro003
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Member Since: Oct 2008
Posts: 7,357
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#505
T: Yesterday was a doozy. Licensing came which is always stressful, and I had forgotten to clean a potty, so a STUPID mistake on my part. I’m still mad over it bc i am so good about cleaning them! And I was angry all day. Partially maybe as a therapy hangover and partially over the situation w D. Then i drank for the first time in over a month. THEN i had an awful nightmare, which i haven’t remembered or had in awhile.
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downandlonely, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty, unaluna, WarmFuzzySocks
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Legendary
downandlonely
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Member Since: Mar 2018
Location: United States
Posts: 10,760
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#506
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That's a really scary dream! Sorry you have it. |
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Luna's offical mini me.
Lemoncake
Adult female human
Member Since: May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,646
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#507
Just two more exams to get through, if I can finish both before december. Then I'd just have have two weeks of internal in jan then would be free from the 12th jan to 17th feb!
Epi = 60 topics. Infectious is one of the biggest of the year 132 topics. So my day off tomorrow will be spent at the gym and studying. P.s I love you. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
SlumberKitty, unaluna
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Elder
velcro003
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Member Since: Oct 2008
Posts: 7,357
25 hugs
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#508
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SlumberKitty, unaluna, WarmFuzzySocks
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Legendary Wise Elder
Mountaindewed
NoahsArk30
Member Since: Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 35,843
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#509
My heart stops when you look at me.
She just looks at me so intensely. Ugh. maybe I should go back on my birth control just to get rid of these hormones. They suck. I’m not used to feeling like this. __________________ Ridin' with Biden |
LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Magnate
Echos Myron redux
is vaccinated
Member Since: Apr 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 2,157
1,833 hugs
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#510
Hi T, missed you a bit today. Part of me didn't want to write "no need to reply" in my email to you today, but I thought there was no need to risk an unsatisfying reply that might make me feel bad. Safer to just ask you not to reply. Love you.
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chihirochild, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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Grand Member
SummerTime12
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Member Since: Mar 2013
Location: USA
Posts: 874
601 hugs
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#511
I regret emailing you, I regret
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I regret becoming vulnerable and opening up to you about s*** that I should’ve kept to myself to avoid getting hurt, because I know it’s inevitable. |
Lonelyinmyheart, LonesomeTonight, SalingerEsme, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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Always in This Twilight
LonesomeTonight
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Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,699
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#512
Hugs, Summer, be safe...
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SalingerEsme, SlumberKitty, SummerTime12
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Grand Member
SummerTime12
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Member Since: Mar 2013
Location: USA
Posts: 874
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#513
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ChickenNoodleSoup, LonesomeTonight, Polibeth, SalingerEsme, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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Legendary Wise Elder
Mountaindewed
NoahsArk30
Member Since: Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 35,843
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#514
This morning I freaked out about the calories in my iced latte so I dumped it out when there was half of it left. The size of my thighs are driving me crazy though even though my mom says they are fine.
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Always in This Twilight
LonesomeTonight
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Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,699
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#515
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ChickenNoodleSoup, Polibeth, SlumberKitty, SummerTime12
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Elder
velcro003
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Member Since: Oct 2008
Posts: 7,357
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#516
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LonesomeTonight, Polibeth, SlumberKitty, SummerTime12
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Always in This Twilight
LonesomeTonight
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Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,699
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#517
Dear T,
I kept repeating some of what you said today in my head while D was freaking out a bit tonight. It helped. And I asked her if she wanted a hug, and she did. She's going to sleep now. I should soon, too. But thanks for more validation today. It was like a verbal hug. Love, LT |
Lonelyinmyheart, SalingerEsme, SlumberKitty
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Grand Member
jrae
doesn't understand this messed up world.....
Member Since: Jun 2008
Location: WYLTK
Posts: 763
410 hugs
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#518
i wish you had just simply said "what can i do to help you?" !!!!
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Lonelyinmyheart, LonesomeTonight, SalingerEsme, SlumberKitty
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Magnate
SheHulk07
Soft kitty, warm kitty, little ball of fur
Member Since: Oct 2013
Location: CO
Posts: 2,305
871 hugs
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#519
I wish it would be possible for us to talk both on Wednesday and Friday this week. I worry that it would seem excessive and not possible for you to do since you're already going to be taking time out of your vacation to talk to me on the phone Wednesday.
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LonesomeTonight, SalingerEsme, SlumberKitty
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Grand Magnate
nottrustin
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Member Since: Jan 2014
Location: n/a
Posts: 4,819
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#520
As the holiday season is fast approaching, I can't help but think about the holidays. I miss the decorations in your home office. Yesterday I was reminded of how you never really learned to cook or bake. In the last couple of years as you were trying to learn, you asked me for advice. I miss bot being able to bring you a homemade apple pie from my son and cookies and candy I made. Such wonderful memories. Thank you for the memories. I miss you.
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