Couch 207: The spiced gingerbread couch

SheHulk07 · Nov 08, 2019 at 12:58 AM

H found out today I broke the computer. It fell off his dresser and now the led screen has a black mark in the corner and the frame is bent. He initially said it was fine and he knew it was an accident then started saying how much of a klutz I am and thank God for warranties. He also apologized for

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"Taking what he wanted the other night. It sucked anyway. I won't do it again and I need to find another outlet.

Didn't feel like a genuine apology at all. This was before the letter in the mail about CPS though.

Nov 08, 2019 at 01:26 AM

I am annoyed that i read a lengthy news article only find it was just a giant ad for a global company. I am sick of this.

JaneTennison1 · Nov 08, 2019 at 09:51 AM

T in 10 mins. eek

LonesomeTonight · Nov 08, 2019 at 09:53 AM

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Originally Posted by JaneTennison1

T in 10 mins. eek

Hope it goes well!

JaneTennison1 · Nov 08, 2019 at 09:54 AM

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Originally Posted by SheHulk07

H found out today I broke the computer. It fell off his dresser and now the led screen has a black mark in the corner and the frame is bent. He initially said it was fine and he knew it was an accident then started saying how much of a klutz I am and thank God for warranties. He also apologized for

Possible trigger:

"Taking what he wanted the other night. It sucked anyway. I won't do it again and I need to find another outlet.

Didn't feel like a genuine apology at all. This was before the letter in the mail about CPS though.

That is not an apology. It is a manipulation to somehow make you feel badly (because it "sucked") when he is at fault.

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Maybe it wouldnt "suck" if it was consensual. Does he imagine it was great for you? ugh I'm sorry. .

SheHulk07 · Nov 08, 2019 at 10:58 AM

Sitting at Ts on a Friday morning feels weird after we already had our weekend talk yesterday. I'm glad though to have the flexibility to come in again and that he offered. Just is throwing me off already.

I have to see my endocrinologist today and get all my results from my bloodwork. Shes not going to be happy about the weight gain but I'm thinking its the abilify.

My daughter failed the hearing test yesterday so today I have to take her in for a checkup. And I have a meeting with my son's teacher to see about his grades.

susannahsays · Nov 08, 2019 at 11:45 AM

I think I've given myself diabetes eating at the dining hall. I got up three times in the night to pee. Was so exhausted this morning I missed class. Have already peed twice in less than 4 hours. This is very unusual for me. I usually only go maybe three times a day. Definitely not a UTI. Ordering some test strips to see if there is glucose in my urine.

ElectricManatee · Nov 08, 2019 at 12:33 PM

I went back to see Liz again after our three month break, and it went really well. I told her that for right now I would like to talk mostly about everyday relationship and work stressors to ease back into things, rather than jumping right into deeper issues and trauma stuff. She was helpful in exactly the way I hoped she would be, and it reinforced my decision to give her another try. I am hopeful now that I can get the best parts of her and Amy because they are very different from each other but they both have useful things to offer.

SlumberKitty · Nov 08, 2019 at 12:34 PM

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Originally Posted by SheHulk07

Sitting at Ts on a Friday morning feels weird after we already had our weekend talk yesterday. I'm glad though to have the flexibility to come in again and that he offered. Just is throwing me off already.

I have to see my endocrinologist today and get all my results from my bloodwork. Shes not going to be happy about the weight gain but I'm thinking its the abilify.

My daughter failed the hearing test yesterday so today I have to take her in for a checkup. And I have a meeting with my son's teacher to see about his grades.

Sounds like you have a lot going on @SheHulk07 Sounds like a busy day. HUGS. I hope you have the strength and energy to get through it all, and i hope you have a good T appointment. HUGS Kit

SlumberKitty · Nov 08, 2019 at 12:47 PM

I'm a little disappointed because my friends I invited to dinner this weekend can't come. They said it's too busy of a weekend for them. It's alright, like we will just do it another time, but I did have my hopes up a little and now they are, well, whatever they are. On the other hand, I probably don't have to clean my room as much. So I guess that's a good thing. Still kind of disappointed though.

SlumberKitty · Nov 08, 2019 at 12:50 PM

I feel like crying....I don't want to cry at work. I also feel like SH-ing. I try not to do that at work, but I kind of don't care right now.

Lemoncake · Nov 08, 2019 at 01:12 PM

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I feel like crying....I don't want to cry at work. I also feel like SH-ing. I try not to do that at work, but I kind of don't care right now.

Can you get yourself to a bathroom or somewhere quiet for a bit?

What's triggered you?

Lemoncake · Nov 08, 2019 at 01:15 PM

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Originally Posted by BlessedCheeseMaker

I am annoyed that i read a lengthy news article only find it was just a giant ad for a global company. I am sick of this.

I hope you can find a better news website.

Lemoncake · Nov 08, 2019 at 01:19 PM

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Originally Posted by SheHulk07

H found out today I broke the computer. It fell off his dresser and now the led screen has a black mark in the corner and the frame is bent. He initially said it was fine and he knew it was an accident then started saying how much of a klutz I am and thank God for warranties. He also apologized for

Possible trigger:

"Taking what he wanted the other night. It sucked anyway. I won't do it again and I need to find another outlet.

Didn't feel like a genuine apology at all. This was before the letter in the mail about CPS though.

Your H sounds like a ****. He has no right to just take what he wants.

Accidents happen. My brother's laptop's screen was damaged so many times.

How was T today?

JaneTennison1 · Nov 08, 2019 at 01:20 PM

Session was good. T said she was proud of me for something (I know that phrase has mixed reactions from people but I thought it was nice) and she thinks EMDR might be having a positive effect based on the connections I am making with people.

Lemoncake · Nov 08, 2019 at 01:24 PM

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Originally Posted by susannahsays

I think I've given myself diabetes eating at the dining hall. I got up three times in the night to pee. Was so exhausted this morning I missed class. Have already peed twice in less than 4 hours. This is very unusual for me. I usually only go maybe three times a day. Definitely not a UTI. Ordering some test strips to see if there is glucose in my urine.

Maybe it would be better if you went to your doctor. They could test for other things too.

Lemoncake · Nov 08, 2019 at 01:27 PM

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Originally Posted by JaneTennison1

Session was good. T said she was proud of me for something (I know that phrase has mixed reactions from people but I thought it was nice) and she thinks EMDR might be having a positive effect based on the connections I am making with people.

I'm glad to hear that EDMR has been helpful for you and that she can see the progress you're making.

susannahsays · Nov 08, 2019 at 02:15 PM

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Originally Posted by Lemoncake

Maybe it would be better if you went to your doctor. They could test for other things too.

Probably, but I don't wanna... I'm tired from interrupted sleep and my head hurts. I definitely don't want them telling me I have to go off and see somebody who isn't in the student health center. That would cost me too much money.

I will go if the strips say there is glucose in my urine. I'm scared I have adult onset type one due to the rather sudden onset. The only other symptom that I can think of that might be related is my bouts of severe nausea and vomiting.

susannahsays · Nov 08, 2019 at 02:22 PM

Ok, I'm going...

LonesomeTonight · Nov 08, 2019 at 02:31 PM

Hope everything is OK, Susannah. It's good you're getting checked out.

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Anonymous42961 Guest Posts: n/a	Nov 08, 2019 at 01:26 AM #682 I am annoyed that i read a lengthy news article only find it was just a giant ad for a global company. I am sick of this.

JaneTennison1 Magnate Member Since Aug 2014 Location: US Posts: 2,202 9 121 hugs given	Nov 08, 2019 at 09:51 AM #683 T in 10 mins. eek

SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Nov 08, 2019 at 12:50 PM #691 I feel like crying....I don't want to cry at work. I also feel like SH-ing. I try not to do that at work, but I kind of don't care right now. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA

JaneTennison1 Magnate Member Since Aug 2014 Location: US Posts: 2,202 9 121 hugs given	Nov 08, 2019 at 01:20 PM #695 Session was good. T said she was proud of me for something (I know that phrase has mixed reactions from people but I thought it was nice) and she thinks EMDR might be having a positive effect based on the connections I am making with people.

susannahsays Grand Magnate Member Since Jun 2018 Location: Somewhere Posts: 3,355 5 1 hugs given	Nov 08, 2019 at 02:22 PM #699 Ok, I'm going... __________________ Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. -David Gerrold

LonesomeTonight Always in This Twilight Member Since Feb 2015 Location: US Posts: 20,731 (SuperPoster!) 9 74.9k hugs given	Nov 08, 2019 at 02:31 PM #700 Hope everything is OK, Susannah. It's good you're getting checked out.