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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
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Apr 15, 2020 at 01:20 PM
#561
Thanks for the update. Relieved that we have an appointment tomorrow.
This is really bringing up July 2018 vibes for me, and that scares me...because it's insensitive to actually mention that to you. __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert
Posts: 7,238
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Apr 15, 2020 at 02:55 PM
#562
i feel so guilty/needy/clingy for needing to know how you're doing. but i'm afraid to reach out because your last update sounded like don't call me i'll call you when you said you'd stay in touch. so i can't let myself call or email. i have to somehow find faith that you're still alive and will recover from this and that you'll eventually let me know you're working again.
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert
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Apr 15, 2020 at 05:04 PM
#563
i am missing therapy sooooooooooooooooo much these days
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Member Since Sep 2006
Location: in my head
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Apr 15, 2020 at 06:52 PM
#564
dang it.... why does this have to be so hard and confusing.
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Elder
Member Since Jan 2010
Location: Where? US
Posts: 5,621
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Apr 15, 2020 at 11:36 PM
#565
Please don't bring up the email next week! I'd rather wait and talk in your office, if we ever get back there.
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Member Since Mar 2020
Location: Wales
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Apr 16, 2020 at 07:18 AM
#566
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Last edited by MissUdy; Apr 16, 2020 at 09:58 AM.. Reason: Ffs |
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,700
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Apr 16, 2020 at 11:16 AM
#567
I cried today.
Is it all just me? The thing is though I already know we can solve this rupture eventually, but it was the same thing with my old best friends that I wasn't doing enough to help myself. Day 7 of my cough and I haven't been able to sleep properly for the past two days. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." 
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
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Apr 16, 2020 at 01:31 PM
#568
You said to call you if it got worse. It's worse. Not sure if I should call you though. I feel like a 7.5 on a scale of 0 to 10 with 10 being the worst. Yesterday I was an 8. Of course I know you'll just say I need to go to the hospital. Sigh. I'll just keep it to myself I guess.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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Apr 16, 2020 at 05:06 PM
#569
I want to see you, but then when the session starts I immediately freeze up. Is it the video session or is it you? Or it’s mostly likely me. I wish we could do everything through email. But you said last week we couldn’t do it because we can’t bill insurance. I’m glad you still reply to my emails sometimes.
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert
Posts: 7,238
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Apr 16, 2020 at 07:10 PM
#570
Thinking of you and hoping you are on the mend.
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Legendary
Member Since Apr 2012
Location: Earth
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Apr 16, 2020 at 07:21 PM
#571
I want a re-do
__________________ Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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Elder
Member Since Jan 2010
Location: Where? US
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Apr 16, 2020 at 10:40 PM
#572
Why does life have to be so hard? It's been a rollercoaster week and it's Thursday!!! I have a major assignment due on the next appointment. And inside I may freaking out, on the outside I look like I have everything together.
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert
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Apr 17, 2020 at 12:57 PM
#573
slowly unraveling
thread by increasingly ragged thread afraid to reach out for help because what if... the unspeakable. this darkness deeper than the one that came before this descent a more insistent numb as if I'm losing more than just myself |
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Poohbah
Member Since Jun 2019
Location: Earth
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Apr 17, 2020 at 02:06 PM
#574
I'm struggling with these virtual sessions. I miss seeing you in person so much.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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Apr 17, 2020 at 04:56 PM
#575
I wear them because I want that feeling but I want something that I can wear all day. I’ve had a hard time these past couple days but I haven’t emailed you because I can handle things myself. I don’t need to email you every time things get bad.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jun 2018
Location: Somewhere
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Apr 17, 2020 at 05:07 PM
#576
I can't! It's too hard and horrible and I'm horrible and I hate everything!
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert
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Apr 17, 2020 at 10:39 PM
#577
please????
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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Apr 18, 2020 at 12:12 AM
#578
You were still different in yesterday's session, and all that crying wiped me out emotionally for the rest of the day.
I signed up for a session of counselling at my school, which they only started offering last month, because we're split from the main school travelling to the other location would have been an hour away. For the past two days I've been waking up with anxiety attacks first thing in the morning like I used to have before. There's so much I feel like I can't talk to you about. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing."
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Location: Uk
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Apr 18, 2020 at 06:04 AM
#579
I can't live anymore
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
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Apr 18, 2020 at 11:05 AM
#580
Dear T,
Please say something in response to last night's email? I know I said you didn't have to write a novel, but at least a few words would be good. Maybe you're having family time this morning or something. Hope you're OK. And also that you're not annoyed. Or think I'm being too needy or anything. Love, LT ETA: Thank you for your response. It's good to know you're proud of me for how I handled what happened with H. Last edited by LonesomeTonight; Apr 18, 2020 at 11:59 AM.. |
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