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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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#221
I'm sorry for running away.
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Poohbah
Member Since Nov 2017
Location: United States
Posts: 1,332
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#222
My stomach is in knots as I think about the reality of getting back in touch with you.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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#223
I called into work on Thursday because I wasn’t feeling good but I called my doctor so at least I did something about it. Also I called another uncle and he is very, very accepting.
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Poohbah
Member Since Nov 2017
Location: United States
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#224
Oh, so if I swear at you in an email does that mean I don’t get a response? I don’t have a ton of experience with this, but I guess that makes sense. Bummer for me. I’m not exactly sure how to navigate this.
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Poohbah
Member Since Nov 2017
Location: United States
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#225
Ugh. Generic one line response. I hate those.
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Child of a lesser god
Member Since Jun 2015
Location: Tartarus
Posts: 19,146
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#226
Dear Info,
I hate being the one who falls through the cracks. ATAT __________________ The secret to eternal youth is arrested development.—Alice Roosevelt Longworth |
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Legendary
Member Since Apr 2012
Location: Earth
Posts: 14,903
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#227
So I've decided today the risk is too high to eat/drink or take meds.
__________________ Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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Magnate
Member Since Oct 2013
Location: CO
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#228
Ex T,
I absolutely hate that you dropped me like you did and I haven't found someone who clicks yet or can/will provide the same stuff you did. I wish I could talk to you again, and hate myself for not getting over this faster. I don't have anyone I can talk to about what I did today, and although I should tell one of my new Ts, I feel that it doesn't matter. |
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
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#229
I am still considering playing the excerpt from that song for you. I think the music is an important part of conveying the feeling behind the song.
__________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
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#230
Pastor T: thanks for last night. You were actually helpful and empathetic. You told me to be nice to myself and to stay out of hospitals. I'm trying. I think you get that now. Kit
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: CA
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#231
Dear Former T: Thank you for texting me yesterday and saying that you would respond to me in more detail in a few days, that you had wanted me to have time to discuss the hospitalization with T and with Pdoc before you commented. You're so thoughtful. I do love you, you know that right? I would do almost anything for you. You know that, right? I wish you were still my T. HUGS Kit
__________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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#232
Quote:
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Jan 2017
Location: Here
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#233
My vacation is going well, but I miss you
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Member Since Dec 2019
Location: London, UK
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#234
Dear T,
I drank way too much last night and told P that I loved him. I said it many, many times, as did he. We discussed it all this morning - our feelings, and how complicated everything is. I can’t believe I have to wait till Friday to tell you about this. Last edited by Blueberry21; Feb 18, 2020 at 06:39 PM.. |
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
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#235
Dear T,
Sorry for the email. I'm freaking out a bit about H's illness (though I just mentioned that aspect in passing). I'm worried if I get sick (or D does and H isn't better yet), I won't get to see or talk to you before you go out of town. I know it probably seems ridiculous, but we've also talked about how I worry about your vacation because the last couple ruptures were right after or before/during one. And you haven't been away for this amount of time since I've been back. I wanted to talk about those fears more Thursday and worry I won't be able to. So if you could let me know a (paid) phone call would in fact be possible (even though your policy is just to do them for out-of-town clients scheduled in advance) were that the situation, it would help ease my anxiety a bit. (It's something I've meant to ask about for a while, really--in case of illness, inclement weather, etc.--just never got around to it.) And if you weren't about to go out of town, I wouldn't be so concerned about it. (Or even if I was seeing a T I'd seen before while you were away--stupid R, selling out...). Oh, and P went well! (Hopefully H didn't infect her, too.) I was going to mention that, but it wasn't the point of the email, so I didn't. I also imagine it will be a long night because D has a cold and doesn't deal well with having a stuffy nose (plus I'm scared she'll get what H has as well--and that I will). Love you, LT |
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Legendary
Member Since Apr 2012
Location: Earth
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#236
T.
I want off my meds. Like all of them. __________________ Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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Poohbah
Member Since Jun 2019
Location: Earth
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#237
Part of me wants only you. But I know that's not healthy or possible.
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 1,009
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#238
Please bring up the dissociation from last time. Please validate that the fact that I'm half elsewhere when I talk about that stuff means something.
Also now would be a good time for you to push me on the eye contact thing. I'm fully expecting that the wall is going to break at some point. There's going to be a day when I manage to feel present and connect with those memories and break down crying in session. How you handle that is going to be really really important. Please help me be present in the room. Present and connected. |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Aug 2019
Location: hanging from a cloud
Posts: 3,002
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#239
T, yesterday I wanted to confess you something from my past, but you kept directing me in other direction.
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
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#240
Dear T,
Your response made me cry, in a good way. Thank you. Love, LT |
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