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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
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#941
I love a good crossword, but clues in emoji is a deal breaker for me
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2016
Location: Appalachian Mountains
Posts: 2,040
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#942
Tomorrow starts week 3 of my backache. Really getting tired of this mess. On threw upside, my neurologist gave me a new med to prevent migraines hopefully.
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Poohbah
Member Since Jan 2020
Location: Somewhere I'm working to leave
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#943
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
Posts: 4,797
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#944
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,700
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#945
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Luna's offical mini me.
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#946
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Luna's offical mini me.
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#947
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Luna's offical mini me.
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#948
New flatmate person moved in, in September still haven't met her. There have been no notes left for me in the bathroom, zero cleaning charts made either!
The only thing is that like now
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Still wouldn't go back to the girl before even if you paid me. I've also reached 40 days for duolingo! New words: Arbre = Tree. And want = désire or vouloir __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Luna's offical mini me.
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#949
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running with scissors
Member Since Aug 2009
Location: in my head
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#950
hey guys it been some time again .im trying so hard to terminate with my T.i have been meeting with a new emp therapist whos job is to determine what might be best for me and helpful.i have a meeting set up with a med consult that will be followed up with my NP so i dont need to keep meeting with the psychiatrist. my NP would manage any meds if it is felt i would benefit from it . now i need to find a new T this temp therapist can refer me to someone who will then sent me to the appropriate therapy using the recommendations of the temp T i am seeing now . i am still seeing the therapist i have seen for years and it is so time to stop but im finding it hard . the temp T asked me what is the worst that coud happen and i told her the T would make me feel horrible about myself etc... so last week i asked her how she was feeling her response was strange . she said i have been better .iv'e told you i need surgery haven't i . sshe proceeded to talk about it to me about it . nothing serious .and wont affect my sessions dont know why i needed to know but with these responses i kind of knew the session was not going to be great . my goal these days is to cut down the stress i always feel. so on my way to therapy i got a text that one more person had sighed up for a class i was running after therapy and i was not prepared for it and was adding some stress even though i did have an acceptable solution i wanted to talk about the personal stress and how to minimize this . she had a different idea of how i should deal with this and that was to tell the person that i was unwilling to have her at my class .even if it was not her fault that i was not told she was signed up . anyway her solution was causing me huge stress just talking about it . she gave me the impression that this was the only acceptable answer and i need to do this . i said something and had the nervous laugh i usually have when im upset and she got kind of cross with me and said she didnt see anything funny and that i needed to cut down my stress level and that this was serious . that got me even more upset because i was scared she was now mad at me .my response to this is to just say nothing because i already messed up with my nervous laugh . my head was spinning to come up with an appropriate response that would stop the was this session was goin .even if i had to lie . then she started to push me big time to talk to her i couldn't because i was scared and worried . it is like she sets up this trap for me that has no right response and the only end is that i feel like **** and she gets to lecture me . so the longer i am unable to respond she starts to mock me by saying things very mockingly "oh now you're going to sit there looking all sad and wounded, ant tell me you are all scared and that i hate you etc... " she did this with mixing in the talk to me thing . the problem is i did feel this way but couldn't say it do to her mocking me and it would open me up to more sarcastic responses . so i was even more unable to respond .so because of this she started in on how she is feeling . she starts to cry big time saying how she is feeling like a failure,i cant take the crying but still cant respond. she goes on saying how she is suppose to be helping her but i wont let her ,all this time crying . OMG it was a nightmare .i wanted to run, to leave but i knew she would block my way .i faked my way to an ok place so i could leave and this is how it has been left.i need to stop seeing her but feel she will go nuts on me and i have good reason to .my hubby says i should sent her a deer john letter and block her number but im not like that and would hate it if someone did this to me .and she would call me relentlessly until she talks to me to convince me to come back . the temp therapist i am seeing said maybe she doesn't want me thinking she abandoned me and that she might be lrlieved she is that much closer to being able to retire .she keeps talking about it .but after or last session i think it is about her not me
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Elder Harridan x-hankster
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: Milan/Michigan
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#951
Granite. It sounds like you are being re-traumatized. Did you happen to see my post about my last session with my t? I think he was more relieved than i was. But honestly i felt like a cat sneaking out the door. I couldnt get that image out of my mind as we were talking during what became our last session, and i just decided to honor that vision! Cats dont lie, right?
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Magnate
Member Since Oct 2018
Location: USA
Posts: 2,787
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#952
Granite. Nice to see you again.
It does sound like you need to stop seeing your therapist; she's creating too many issues at this point. You seem to have a plan in the works, so that's good. |
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running with scissors
Member Since Aug 2009
Location: in my head
Posts: 15,961
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#953
i so do need to stop seeing her and get a t who is going to help.it is just so hard
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,700
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#954
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
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#955
I decided to go ahead and report ER doctor to the medical board. It probably won't go anywhere, but maybe if he has to deal with a bit of non-sense from some oversight committee (or whatever it is) he will think twice before treating a patient like dirt.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: CA
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#956
Feeling fragile. Does this happen to anyone else? Whenever I start feeling a little better then I feel like people expect me to just do better and better and not have set-backs, and that feels like pressure that I can't cope with.
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,763
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#957
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Hugs. Yes, I tend to have this issue, too. Like if T mentions that I seem to have been doing/coping well lately, or if I happen to think that on my own. It was also an issue a couple times when ex-MC said it seemed like things were going well with H. I think some of it is tied to my fear that Dr. T will say, "You've been doing well lately, do you want to consider reducing sessions?" Though he should know better by now from the last time he even hinted at something like that (he's said it's entirely up to me). But it's also my fear that if things seem to be going OK in life, something will inevitably go wrong. Like, maybe I'm coping OK right now, while things are going mostly OK (say, with H, my D, friends, work, other family, etc.), but I fear as soon as one thing shifts, then I'll fall apart. |
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
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#958
Absolutely.
__________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2016
Location: Appalachian Mountains
Posts: 2,040
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#959
__________________ "I would rather have questions that can't be answered than answers which can't be questioned." --Richard Feynman |
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Child of a lesser god
Member Since Jun 2015
Location: Tartarus
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#960
It is our first finalist for our job interviewing on campus today and tomorrow and it's already aaaargh. For instance, dinner. Multiple times told 6, multiple times told 6:45. Then it turns out it is 6:45 because the restaurant had no reservations available at 6 and one search committee member just balks because apparently he turns into a pumpkin at 7:45. So change of restaurants so we can eat at 6, to a place without gluten-free items on their menu except for some kind of ale (they told the secretary they could handle it).
And I have the department credit card to pay and apparently I have to write a detailed description of everyone's meal on some form. I'm thinking about asking them to give reviews. |
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