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Question Apr 07, 2020 at 07:28 AM
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When i quit both Ts in january, i thought it was for the better. i still feel proud and happy and confident it was the right choice, but sometimes, as i wondered if they kept me "sick", i wonder if not having them is keeping me "sick" too.

i miss them as the air that i breathe and sometimes i love seeing them online and sometimes it bothers me because they're online helping someone else that is not me, and they're not standing with me anymore.

i love them and i hate them, but mostly i love them and miss them crazy.

i've resumed bad habits. nobody's suppoed to know.

Tomorrow i'll text my Ts for easter but i really just only want a contact with them of any kind. AND i mostly hope they respond me so i know they're ok and not sick with this virus.

is this how its supposed to be when you quit a long standing therapy?

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It sounds like you're feeling kind of lost and alone. You are missing them, as you said. Do you have other good sources of social support?
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Default Apr 07, 2020 at 09:12 AM
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Not really, but its not for the support, its because i care too much for them, more than for myself , and i only want to know they're ok...

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