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When i quit both Ts in january, i thought it was for the better. i still feel proud and happy and confident it was the right choice, but sometimes, as i wondered if they kept me "sick", i wonder if not having them is keeping me "sick" too.
i miss them as the air that i breathe and sometimes i love seeing them online and sometimes it bothers me because they're online helping someone else that is not me, and they're not standing with me anymore. i love them and i hate them, but mostly i love them and miss them crazy. i've resumed bad habits. nobody's suppoed to know. Tomorrow i'll text my Ts for easter but i really just only want a contact with them of any kind. AND i mostly hope they respond me so i know they're ok and not sick with this virus. is this how its supposed to be when you quit a long standing therapy? __________________ * Heaven is a place where Nothing Ever Happens - "Heaven" by Talking Heads * Death ends a life, Not a Relationship - Mitch Albom |
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It sounds like you're feeling kind of lost and alone. You are missing them, as you said. Do you have other good sources of social support?
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Grand Poohbah
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Not really, but its not for the support, its because i care too much for them, more than for myself , and i only want to know they're ok...
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