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Old 06-30-2020, 09:45 AM   #241
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Default Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLIV

With lockdown measures beings increased again I know this is going to mean the end of face to face sessions again. I canít keep doing this, I need reliability and consistency and right now everything is f***ed up because of this virus. I am so angry.
I just need someone. Someone who cares. I want somebody to wrap their arms around me and hold me whilst I sob and there is nobody that can do that, and even without Covid I know that would violate boundaries. Iím so alone and right now I donít want to stay in a world that is so messed up. I want to email you but what would be the point? You canít stop what I feel.
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Old 06-30-2020, 10:58 AM   #242
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Default Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLIV

s,

i really like you. wish i had met you before i started seeing t. so many wasted years. thank you. thank you. thank you!

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Old 06-30-2020, 07:00 PM   #243
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Default Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLIV

Iím really sorry if I said something to upset you today. If it was about being understood, I know you understand me as best you can. But you canít post videos about why we are all fated to be lonely and then expect me to feel all loving and connected, can you? I cried when I watched it, and then didnít message my friend because we are all alone and no one can really understand us like you said. I miss you.
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Old 07-01-2020, 04:42 AM   #244
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Talking with you 2x a week is helpful for me. I'm glad you are willing to "meet" twice a week again. I'm sorry that I've made you worry and feel sad that I've been struggling. But things are doing better now and I'm taking my medications
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Old 07-01-2020, 09:49 AM   #245
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Default Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLIV

Don't know how to feel about your silence in the wake of my most recent email.
I know we'll talk about it tomorrow, but I would have appreciated an acknowledgement.
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Old 07-01-2020, 11:38 AM   #246
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Default Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLIV

I am feeling overwhelmed and impotent and I wish I could talk to you 3x a week right now. But considering I still also feel like I can never face you again, this is a conundrum. I need to find a new t.
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Old 07-01-2020, 12:02 PM   #247
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Default Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLIV

Thank you for really starting to listen to me. Or, maybe it is finally that you are compromising and showing me that you are listening. I am working so hard and I know you have always acknowledged that but I am finally starting to see some progress in myself. I know have always wanted the best for me and have never given up. I know I have not made things easy for you and I appreciate you telling me that I should only trust you as much as I feel comfortable with. Thank you for admitting that you screw up sometimes and thank you for trying to change your ways and fix those mistakes. I know I still have a mountain to climb, but together we make a good team.
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Old 07-01-2020, 02:52 PM   #248
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Default Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLIV

You didn't know what to say yesterday. And that bugs me. It's like there was so much I that email that you had a hard time formulating words.

I'm going to try another approach to setting goals. I'm hoping it will help.
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Old 07-01-2020, 05:04 PM   #249
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Dear T,
Sorry for the pathetic email, but that's sort of where I'm at right now...

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Old 07-01-2020, 05:23 PM   #250
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Default Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLIV

hugs LT. pathetic is rather where I'm at right now too.
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